Chapter 1316 She is empathetic
Chapter 1316 The understanding of her
Lu Ming lowered his eyelashes and sighed: "I will never forget your great kindness to the Lu family."
"Great kindness?" Kim Yeon-er felt unfamiliar after all, and said lightly, "Brother Ming... We are unmarried couples, so we should have helped each other's village, right? It's really a dissatisfaction to say such words."
Lu Mingyuan had prepared a lot of words, but who knew that Yan'er had dissected all her true heart to show him, so how could she be determined to say those cruel words?!
After thinking for a while, he replied quietly: "I am grateful for it. It is not after the engagement, but before it was engaged, I decided to help you in the Lu family!" He held Jin Yan'er's tender little hand and said movedly, "It is because of this that I hope you can have a better home and not fall into the Lu family's quagmire just because of me."
The implicit and tactful words made Kim Yoon-ah jump between her eyebrows and she had a bad premonition.
She lowered her head, sucked two sips of air, tried to calm her emotions, then raised her eyelashes and said, "Brother Ming, I know you like Wanwan."
Lu Ming did not answer, this is a fact that many people know.
Seeing that he agreed, Kim Yoon-ah chuckled softly and told the truth in one sentence: "But Wanwan doesn't have Brother Ming in her heart."
The truth has always hurts people's hearts! Lu Ming felt uncomfortable when he heard it, but he had to admit that Yan'er was right.
Wanwan always respected him as his brother. Lu Ming always wanted to worry about her young age and the future, and slowly acted as a daily companion. Even after the incident happened in the Wei family, Wanwan was only heartlessly disappointed with his relatives and had no feelings for him.
Unfortunately, Lu Ming was always lying to himself, and always felt that his love could understand Wanwan! Until the last time he met in the capital, she had a cold expression, no anger, no recollection of the past, and no reaction... It was like, everything about the Lu family in her heart, and finally turned into a passing cloud.
She is only seventeen years old! If she really has an affection, even if she can hide her emotions, she will always reveal some clues.
Wanwan mentioned the Lu family, only disgust, only frown, and no other reaction.
Lu Ming first realized that Wanwan never moved!
The past is all the result of one's own wishful thinking.
Kim Yoon-ah said: "I... I have inquired about Wanwan's thoughts implicitly, and found that she didn't mean to like you. I felt both glad and emotion in my heart. I really want Wanwan, but I really don't want to give up on you because of her! So, if she doesn't like you, it's the best result!
Brother Ming, don’t blame me for having so many bad thoughts in my heart. When encountering feelings, who can be selfless? I admit that I just want to possess you alone! But I can’t do things that break up others! If Wanwan has feelings for you, out of the pride of the Jin family, I cannot and will not be willing to interfere in it. But since she has not, I think... give you more time, and when you think it through and let it go, I will appear in front of you in the best posture."
She sighed and recalled: "Wanwan left the capital and I'm afraid I won't be able to come back in a short period of time. For me, this is really a good opportunity to get close to you. But I didn't do that because I knew in my heart that this move was really annoying.
I can give you time to slowly settle this relationship, but who knew that what came again was Wanwan's death news?! Brother Ming... Living people can never fight for the dead. As long as Wanwan is alive, you will have a day to figure it out. But when she leaves, your feelings for her will solidify at the deepest moment, constantly beautifying and amplifying, and finally become a white moonlight that no one can replace."
Jin Yan'er stretched out her hand and gently tapped Lu Ming's heart, which made him shake.
A clear pearl rolled down from Yan'er's eyes, silently, but threw a huge rock between Lu Ming's heart, causing a huge wave.
She looked at the position she pointed at, feeling a little dazzled, and her expression was filled with sorrow: "Wanwan will always be here, occupying all your love. Perhaps in front of outsiders, you are the fierce and cruel little Pluto, but I know clearly that you are not like this! You just... gave all your feelings alone."
When the girl said this, she turned her head away with some emotion, tried to adjust her slight breathing, curled up the corners of her lips, and wanted to smile generously. Unexpectedly, the smile fell into Lu Ming's eyes, but it was unexpectedly bitter.
"Brother Ming, if I was smart enough at that time, I should have withdrawn in time to avoid getting involved in this completely fruitless relationship! I know your heart more than anyone else. No matter who you like, who you love, or even get married and have children in the future... I will have the shadow of night and night in my life. As proud as me, how can I be the shadow of others?
People from our families have always been unable to control their own relationships, but carry the mission of family prosperity and have to turn into strange transactions. Fortunately, my parents are not feudal people. They worked so hard that they wanted me to get out of this vicious circle early. As a result, I finally... stepped in.
Brother Ming, after Wanwan leaves, you will not fall in love with the second person again! Your future will be no different from the heirs of other aristocratic families. Marry a wife who is beneficial to the Lu family and live a life of intrigue. At that time, I thought, since it would be someone else, why can't it be me?
At least with me by your side, you don’t have to worry about family affairs. I will handle everything for you. You just have to withstand the storms outside! I really can’t withstand it anymore. There are also Jin and Lu families, we are all behind you, so you won’t let you be alone.
So, I came... fell in love with someone who doesn't like me, was willing to be the shadow of another person, smoothed out all my pride, just to be with you... and even to have the same topic as you, even the things I like gradually became things that Wanwan is good at. While feeling uncomfortable, he also forced himself to learn... It was really hard.
But what can I blame you? I want to like you, I want to come in... I know you can't let go Wanwan, but I still ran to you desperately..."
Speaking of this, Kim Yoon-ah's body trembled slightly, and even her voice became choked.
"Yan'er..." Lu Ming couldn't bear it, and wanted to gently hold her shoulder and comforted him, "Yan'er, I--"
Kim Yoon-ah raised her hand and interrupted him, her tears in her eyes made people feel sad: "Let me finish it, okay?"
She has been holding these words in for many years.
If you don’t say it, I’m afraid there will be no chance after tonight!
Lu Ming swallowed a mouthful of cold air and nodded bitterly: "Okay."
Chapter completed!