Chapter 1318 Reasons for insisting on breaking the engagement

Kim Yoona stood there as if she had lost her soul, not moving or talking.

She didn't quite understand Lu Ming's meaning? I wonder if there was an hallucination or she was a little whimsical, but she actually felt that he was putting himself and Wanwan in the same position when he said this?

But, how is this possible?

One is the fiancee who made a marriage contract and tried hard to pursue, and the other is the white moonlight that he has treasured in his heart since he was young.

Can she still not know which one is more important?

Although the reason in her mind reminded herself in this way, she subconsciously guessed something good in her heart. She pursed her lips, her expression unconsciously: "Brother Ming, I am not her."

She is not Wanwan!

She has a family background that Wanwan had never had before, but she had never been liked by Lu Ming.

The two seem to be the same, but in fact they are completely different. How can they be compared?

Kim Yoona repeated bitterly: "I'm not her..."

Lu Ming realized that he had said the wrong thing and hurt Yan'er, who was already on the verge of collapse, a warm galaxy overflowed in his eyes, and his tone became softer: "Of course you are not her!" Perhaps to make her settle down, he said with great certainty, "I have never looked for her shadow in you."

Regarding Wanwan, Lu Ming has always been in a state of intertwined love and regret.

At that time, the incompetent self had to choose between the crumbling Lu family and the innocent and pitiful Wanwan.

No matter who you choose, he will regret it!

After weighing the pros and cons, he finally chose to give up Wanwan, hoping that she could understand him, and even thought that as long as Wanwan left the whirlpool of the capital and supported the Lu family, he could pick her up again.

When the news of Wanwan's death came, Lu Ming finally realized how ridiculous his thoughts were.

He took a deep breath and said sadly: "Wanwan's heart is not on me, but I have loved her silently for so many years. However, when I should protect her the most, I chose to let go. After many years of sleeplessness, I was just a punishment for myself! Yan'er, to say a very cruel heart, over the years, I often asked myself, if time goes back three years ago and the day I was forced to choose, would I choose the Lu family again, or would I protect Wanwan unswervingly?"

Jin Yan'er had never had a heart-to-heart talk with him about what happened three years ago. At this moment, Lu Ming was willing to speak. She almost subconsciously held her breath, fearing that her movement would be too big and affect his thinking.

Not knowing what I thought of, Lu Ming sighed and shook his head with some regret: "What's ridiculous is that no matter how much I like her, no matter how many times I review it... my last choice was all the Lu family! I never chose Wanwan.

In my heart, only by holding on to the Lu family can we have follow-up events. So the thing I regret is that Wanwan left too early. Before I could strengthen the Lu family, she left quietly... Leaving the capital, there were news of death, one by one, all out of my control."

Hearing this, Kim Yoona lowered her eyelashes thoughtfully, as if she was thinking about something.

Lu Ming took a deep breath, and then a low and hoarse chuckled sound from his throat: "Ha..." An extremely cold smile, with a mockery of his ruthless behavior, "How can I have the law of both worlds to live up to the Lu family? When I make a choice, I should be prepared to lose another forever! I am too greedy and think that after causing harm to her, I can make up for it through future good.

In fact, does she really need it? The answer is no! On the day the news of her death came, I finally realized that I had completely lost her. After so many years, I was just moved by myself.

Not long ago, Lu Xinran said my behavior bluntly, which was even more hateful than expelling Wanwan and leaving the Lu family. She was telling the truth, but I couldn't listen, and even thought of killing her! What Wanwan had an accident and had nothing to do with her, but... everyone in the Lu family was involved, and who can I blame alone?"

In his lower eyes, it seemed as if a trapped beast was roaring to break open the cage, a kind of regret that he was suppressed desperately. Even if he endured it, he finally rushed out in a surging way, sweeping Lu Ming all over, looking a little scattered.

"When Wanwan woke up, I saw her once... She treated me extremely coldly, like a stranger who was unfamiliar. At that time, I finally realized that if I did something wrong, I would have the chance to apologize; if I hurt the other party, I could repair the relationship between the two parties by making up for it."

As the last word fell, a sense of relief seemed to break free from his body.

"I have lost her forever. No matter how much I do or how hard I try, she will never look back at me." Lu Ming smiled in disgrace. "It's obvious that it took me so many years to figure it out, and I've delayed you because of it. I deserve to die..."

Kim Yoon-ah felt very uncomfortable: "Don't say that...I...I voluntarily."

Lu Ming took back his recollection of Wanwan and said frankly: "If I still have Wanwan in my heart, when my grandfather said that he would allow me to pursue her again, I would definitely not care about my marriage with the Jin family and would just break it up with you. But I didn't do this, not to weigh the pros and cons, nor to judge the situation between you and you... "

He stretched out his hand, gently pressed against Jin Yan'er's little face: "I figured it out. I only have endless regrets and self-blame to her. But for you... over the years, I may not be just responsible."

In a short line, Jin Yan'er's nose felt sour, and her eyes were suddenly covered with fog, as if tears were about to gather in an instant, falling down along the traces that had not been wiped clean.

Lu Ming said seriously: "Yan'er, you said it well. I invite you here today. I really want to break the engagement with you."

In one sentence, Kim Yoon-ah was directly drained of her soul and stood there dullly, like a lifeless puppet.

turn out to be……

Have you waited for this moment?

She felt like she was being caught in chili powder in the air, which made her breathing almost stop. Kim Yoona coughed, trying to break the deadly silence, but then it was completely uncontrollable, trembling to her powerful body! Her expression was even more fragile and shattered.

Lu Ming lowered his tone: "I want to break off the engagement, not because of Wanwan, but because of the Lu family."

Lu family?

Jin Yan'er's ears captured the keywords and then she slightly regained her rationality. With the support of her, her voice still shivered: "What's wrong with the Lu family..."

His tone was almost crying.
Chapter completed!