low into the dust
But the next day, Yu Zhouzhou was unable to sneak into the provincial government kindergarten again as promised.
After all, it was not convenient for my mother to bother Mrs. Li in the mail room again. Yu Zhouzhou waited anxiously at home for a day, and even she herself didn't know what she was worried about. Her whole heart was hanging in her throat, and she was beating irregularly.
Maybe she didn't want to see Lin Yang's disappointed expression. She liked to see his stinky face, but not his disappointed face - just like the corner of her eyes and mouth that she sags when she heard her say "no".
But she couldn't explain why. She was obviously a chance meeting like Chen An, but Yu Zhouzhou didn't think Lin Yang would be put into the cookie box called "The Past" like him. A large part of her guilt even came from fear of Lin Yang's temper - when we met again, this guy would definitely yell at her and be dead.
This young man believes that there is no reason.
The 7th birthday seemed like a watershed. Yu Zhouzhou's female hero's life was like a roller coaster, suddenly falling to the highest point, and diving all the way, unable to stop it.
The sharp turn of fate comes from a spell, two low and cruel words.
"Battle Breed".
The first floor of the Central Department Store is the most beautiful and exquisite area of the entire mall, the fat and fat woman who is slightly fat, and the little boy she is holding. Yu Zhouzhou felt the scorching gaze. When he turned his head, he saw the woman half-squatted and whispering something in the little boy's ear, with a gentle smile and a beautiful and vicious arc on the corners of his mouth.
They walked towards Yu Zhouzhou. At that moment, Yu Zhouzhou discovered that there were really witches in the world, and there were really "fixed curse". She seemed to be stepped on her tail and could not move. She couldn't even run behind her back not far away, calling her mother who was talking to the counter teller with a new brand trial product.
Then he passed by, leaving only heavy spells, accompanied by a string of erratic laughter.
It seemed as if the bright and soft spotlights around her were collectively blind. Yu Zhouzhou seemed to have returned to the dark night when she was three years old. She squatted alone at the door of her house that had been cleared due to the relocation. She watched her mother cry in vain and argue, and laughed and scolded a group of people she didn't know and smashed the luggage, newspapers, wood, and debris that her mother had finally picked up. When the flames ignited, her eyes passed through the scorching and deformed air, and saw a twisted woman's face, holding a boy about the same age as her, smiling so happily like a successful devil who finally spread the darkness to every corner of the world.
Yu Zhouzhou knows them, they are her father's wife and son.
What an awkward relationship.
She suddenly turned around and looked at the two swaying backs who had just walked away from the cloth, and said in a slight voice, "You are fat."
The woman turned around, and the surprise on her face flashed in a flash. She seemed to not understand what Yu Zhouzhou's words meant and didn't know how to respond.
The little boy replied to his mother with high momentum, "You are just getting fat!"
If there is no lethality, Yu Zhouzhou didn't look at him at all. She just stared at the woman quietly with her clear and clear eyes and said, "I remember you."
Several idle tellers around came over to look at the three strange people who were standing there for a long time. The woman had to "hum" and pull up her son's hand and leave with great strides, and then said, "Like your mother, she is still a bitch when she grows up!"
Yu Zhouzhou looked at her leaving without expression, then looked at all the curious gazes around him, and looked over one by one until they all opened their eyes.
When my mother and the counter explained the characteristics of the new trial products and various rebates and rebates, what she saw was Yu Zhouzhou who was slowly walking from afar - his expressionless face and his eyes were like a torch, as if Sister Jiang was rushing to the execution ground.
"Zhou Zhou?" Mom looked at her in confusion.
"It's okay," she shook her head obediently, "Can you go home?"
The second day after that was Saturday. At night, the whole family went out together and went to the private room of the seafood restaurant to have a party with the old colleague of his deceased grandfather. Yu Zhouzhou's emotions seemed to have never been separated from the chance encounter the day before. To be precise, she had no emotions at all, and her mood and expression were as hunched.
When boring family gatherings are boring, they always drag the children out to make a warm scene. How to show up in such occasions is always the most troublesome problem for children. Yu Tingting, who has always been a show-off, stood up first and sang a song "Little Boy" happily, with her clear childish voice winning all the prizes. She was laughing while acting coquettish with her parents. Unexpectedly, the other family's little granddaughter was not to be outdone. She sang "Seven Color Light" and "Little Backpack" together. It was obvious that she had learned vocal music, and she burst Yu Zhouzhou's eardrums effortlessly.
Naturally, the adults had to smile and praise again. In order to show politeness, Yu Tingting's parents also said seriously that professionals are professionals, and they sang much better than our Tingting, so she could only fool our family...
The originally meaningless politeness in the eyes of adults seemed to be like the sky falling to the child. Yu Tingting stood up with a "huh" and blinked her eyes, but she had nothing to say under the contempt of the other girl shaking her head and contempt. So in desperation, she pointed her hand at Yu Zhouzhou-"What about her?"
The huge round dining table suddenly became quiet, and 22 people looked at each other in a glance. Finally, my mother lowered her head and asked softly, "Zhou Zhou, do you want to sing?"
Yu Zhouzhou was still immersed in nothingness and suddenly woke up. Then he shook his head quickly, "I don't know."
"Sing one!" Yu Tingting still refused to let her go.
The mother smiled and refused to give her a letter. She could feel that her daughter was unhappy and very unhappy. However, the mother, a professional child star, the woman who refused to take off her sunglasses at the dinner table, sneered, "As a child, she has to exercise. She needs to have an outfield and be open-minded. She can't always protect her. You can't educate her children like this."
If everyone has a reverse scale, then the piece of Yu Zhouzhou must be the person she loves. They cannot be bullied or hurt.
For example, mother.
She stood up suddenly and continued to look around with the expression of Sister Jiang rushing to the execution ground, saying, OK, I'll sing.
It turns out that the best way to make a person stronger is to have someone you want to protect. No wonder in the cartoon, Seiya burst into a microcosm for Athena and her companions every time she burst into.
Unfortunately, Yu Zhouzhou was not able to be forced into a dead end like the protagonist in a cartoon or movie, fight back, and then make a big splash, guarding the clouds and seeing the moon bright.
She has never been good at singing. Although she is not out of tune, her sweet and slightly hoarse voice is really not outstanding in terms of the requirement of clear and bright childish voice - she is a bit sexy, of course, this is all a story. When she grows up, she sang Tanya and Chen Qizhen in KTV, which is indeed very interesting, but in the magnificent private room, facing a group of elders singing "Little Boys", she is always a little more willing but not capable.
At least, she started singing, even if the chorus was almost broken.
What makes Yu Zhouzhou most disgusted is the adults’ false praise, praise and criticism, and smiles but always a little reluctant - and clearly expressing this kind of barely, so that you must know.
She sat down, lowered her head, and the corners of her mouth were raised inadvertently. That was the first sarcastic smile that Yu Zhouzhou learned in his life.
It turns out that some bosses were unable to defeat the universe no matter how hard Seiya tried to break out.
For the first time, Yu Zhouzhou became suspicious of the principles he followed in his small world.
However, when he looked up, he saw Brother Qiao from his uncle's family winking at him. She was stunned for a moment and then laughed out loud - this made Brother Qiao feel relieved. Yu Zhouzhou didn't understand why he tried to make him happy. Isn't he annoyed her the most?
"I think Zhou Zhou sang well," Brother Qiao said loudly, and took a mouthful of old vinegar and cold jellyfish in his mouth. "Now, who is still yelling hard at the top of his lungs? It's really vulgar."
There was a moment of stagnation at the dinner table. Yu Lingling looked at Zhou Zhou in panic and looked at Yu Qiao again. She thought that the bad food had been bad, and Brother Yu Qiao started to make trouble again. Unexpectedly, Yu Qiao laughed even more evilly. She asked knowingly, shrugged her shoulders and looked around, "Am I wrong? How tired I was shouting and singing."
Before he finished speaking, Yu Zhouzhou saw his uncle snatch his chopsticks with empty hands and slapped him on the back of his head, "There is no rules!"
"Why are there no rules?" Yu Qiao was still afraid that the world would be in chaos and was still grinning, "You are allowed to praise them, but I am not allowed to praise Zhou Zhou? Zhou Zhou, listen to your brother Qiao, don't learn from them, your voice is broken."
My uncle was so angry that he was smoking. The dining table was in a mess. He was smoky and was swearing up the fight, and he was a peacemaker, and he added fuel to the fire... Yu Zhouzhou smiled at Yu Qiao in the chaos, and Yu Qiao blinked at her affectionately.
With the forced efforts of these adults, the meal finally returned to harmony and harmony, but it didn't take long. Yu Zhouzhou noticed that his grandmother had been sitting on the side and smiling meaningfully, and his eyes swept across everyone's faces, not knowing what to observe or wait for. At the moment of the squatting, Yu Qiao flashed over his father's iron sand palm, and rushed to Yu Zhouzhou's side with cleverness, and smiled brightly at Zhou Zhou's mother, "Auntie, my father will go to the unit tonight to work on the night shift, let Zhou Zhou live at my house. Is it okay if I play a game console with her?"
Yu Zhouzhou didn't know what he was selling in the gourd - why he suddenly felt so close and had a real deep brotherhood.
When Yu Zhouzhou finished taking a shower, she sat on Yu Qiao's bed wearing a little white rabbit pajamas and watched him spend the night with Super Mario, she remembered to ask, "Brother Qiao, did you take the wrong medicine today?"
Yu Qiao pressed the pause button, picked up the chair cushion and turned around and pulled Yu Zhouzhou into the sky, "Bad, what do you know?"
"Then why are you so kind to me? You even asked me to come to your house to play the game console."
"I was afraid that my dad would beat me up on the road, so I pulled you!"
"Then...why are you praising me for singing nicely?"
"It's not that you sing well, it's that they sing so badly..."
Yu Zhouzhou jumped out of bed calmly and unplugged the power cord of the red and white machine.
"Damn it, damn girl, are you tired of living? I finally reached the seventh level. I didn't dare to turn off the game console on my face before going out for dinner. You, you... I'm not finished!"
The chasing battle was full of chaos. The 6-year-old Yu Zhouzhou was not the opponent of 14-year-old Yu Qiao. He was soon carried in the air with his collar and swaying around.
"I really want to throw you off the upper floor now!"
Yu Zhouzhou giggled "hehe" with a flattering look on his face. After begging for a long time, he was finally let go by Yu Qiao.
"What do you want to play?"
"Conra."
"Can you play?"
"Just know how to do it."
It really confirms this sentence. Yu Qiao shamelessly adjusted the weapon to the highest level, and each person had thirty lives. However, Yu Zhouzhou's level made Yu Qiao grit his teeth. When it reached the fourth level, the two of them needed to jump upward simultaneously, but Yu Zhouzhou clumsy and unstoppable dragged Yu Qiao's hind legs. Finally, Yu Qiao wailed with a sad face, Zhou Zhou, I beg you, you should kill all the thirty lives quickly, really.
Yu Zhouzhou stopped making trouble with him, and did not speak. She directly manipulated the little blue warrior in her hand to jump down the cliff. As soon as her new life appeared on the screen, she jumped off the cliff again quickly.
Soon he died. Yu Qiao stopped playing, pressed the pause button, and asked her in a panic, "Zhou Zhou, are you angry?"
"without."
Yu Zhouzhou lowered her head, but tears ticked and made a dark blue mark on the light blue sheet. It seemed that the emotions lost in front of the cosmetics counter were all returned home at this moment. She grabbed the sheet and said nothing, but she just shed tears, as if she had no faucet turned off.
"Isn't it okay if I'm wrong? Wait, I'll commit suicide now!" Yu Qiao quickly imitated Yu Zhouzhou's appearance and contributed all his thirty lives to the cliff. The words "GAMEOVER" appeared on the screen. He pointed to the screen like a treasure and said, "Look, we are all dead this time."
Yu Zhouzhou's expression ability improved rapidly on this day. She not only learned to laugh, but also learned to smile bitterly.
Because she was so powerless. She only knew how to sway at the great devil in the air, and she only knew how to be a hero in the illusion world. Faced with a truly powerful opponent, she could only remain silent under their vicious attacks. Even if she took action, just like tonight, it would only make things worse and never have the possibility of turning the tide.
Even playing a game console will only drag people down.
Yu Zhouzhou did not cry for his incompetence.
She was embarrassed to pretend to be strong.
Chapter completed!