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"You can't even twist him if you didn't agree to your father's affairs, let alone you agreed to him." Zhou Xiang said hoarsely: "Do you really think your father is a fool? Yan Mingxiu, this is the good day you imagined for us, and this is what you said to go back to the past? In fact, you see, nothing has changed. You are actually thinking about what you are thinking. I can guess. If you really don't plan to marry anyone, you will tell me from the beginning, but you didn't tell me, and you kept hiding it because you are guilty. What you think is that you are thinking about solving the problem without knowing it. What you think is... Have you really thought about getting married?" Zhou Xiang raised his head and looked at him quietly.
Those eyes seemed to be bent in deep pools, and Yan Mingxiu felt that he had nowhere to hide under that look.
He had thought of many solutions, and he did think about it... Yan Mingxiu lowered his head guiltily.
Zhou Xiang actually expected him to have a better reason to refute it, at least he didn't want to know about this fact. But Yan Mingxiu did not speak, but instead agreed.
At that moment, Zhou Xiang really wanted to cry, and he felt unprecedentedly tired.
There are many homosexuals in this world. For various pressures and reasons, they choose to marry the opposite sex whom they are completely uninterested in order to avoid being in the eyes of others. Although Zhou Xiang can't stand these things, he can't do anything about it. But this does not mean that he can accept it himself. He absolutely cannot accept that Yan Mingxiu married a woman and still wants to maintain this kind of relationship with him.
Fuck it, no way.
Zhou Xiang could no longer feel the pain. If the damage could be substantive, his heart would probably be the same as a sieve. He was afraid of adding another scar.
He pointed to the door, "You go out, I really don't want to see you now."
Yan Mingxiu took off his apron and said seriously: "Brother Xiang, I admit that I have indeed thought of this method. I am under too much pressure. I must find a way to balance it, but I won't tell you, it's definitely not because I want to make a decision secretly, I just don't want to make you uncomfortable. My final choice is definitely not to marry someone, but to let my dad compromise. Brother Xiang, believe me..."
"I don't believe it, you get out." Zhou Xiang sat down on the sofa, so tired that his fingers were too lazy to move. "It's too tiring to be with you. Really, what do you think I'm trying to do?"
Yan Mingxiu's face turned pale like paper, and he said tremblingly: "Brother Xiang, you can't drive me away. At this moment, you can't give up on me at this time."
"Which moment? Yan Mingxiu, how do you think I want to detail you? Wait until the day I get your wedding invitation, I still want to find a reason for you by myself!" Zhou Xiang said tiredly: "You go, really, go, I can't stand it anymore."
Yan Mingxiu took a step back and stopped moving. He froze in place like a stone, feeling his heart bleeding.
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Zhou Xiang kept his head down, and the ash had fallen to his feet, burning the carpet that he had been cleaning well, and he didn't notice it.
Yan Mingxiu took a deep breath, "Brother Xiang, I have already thought of a countermeasure, but I'm not sure if it can be done, so I haven't said that, do you want to hear it?"
Zhou Xiang shook his head, "Now... I don't want to, I just want to stay alone for a while."
"Okay, I'll give you time to stay alone for a while. When you come back tomorrow night, if you don't come back, I'll pick you up."
Zhou Xiang raised his head and looked at Yan Mingxiu with red eyes, "You go first."
Yan Mingxiu turned his head, took his clothes and went out.
Zhou Xiang showed a crying and laughing expression.
Is it something wrong with them or something around them? Why do things always develop towards the trend he least wants to see? He and Yan Mingxiu tried desperately to pull back on the right track, but deviated from it again and again. It was as if there was some force against them, making them work hard and unable to get rid of it.
It shouldn't be as difficult as everyone's love, it's simply unreasonable. Zhou Xiang even developed an indescribable resentment about what happened from beginning to end. He was really unwilling to give up. He and Yan Mingxiu were just being tricked by others, so helpless, just like that...
He lost all his life and was unable to withdraw from this relationship. He paid so much, not to be able to end up having nothing.
How could he be willing?
Zhou Xiang stood up suddenly, grabbed his coat and rushed out of the door.
A car was stopped by the roadside and he reported the name of a block.
It was a street within the embassy area, where many retired and still working leading cadres lived. Not far from his home, Zhou Xiang had been there once. He thought he would not have the chance to set foot on his second in his life, and it was even more impossible to take the initiative to set foot on his feet, but he was holding a sense of enthusiasm in his heart, and all the evil fire was rushing in that direction.
Before he regrets it, do everything he wants to do.
Anyway, he really couldn't see that things could be worse than they are now.
In more than ten minutes, he arrived at the door of the family compound. The soldier at the door looked very young and rubbed his nose, which was red from the cold, "Who are you looking for?"
"I'll look for Chief Yan."
"What's your name?"
"My name is Zhou Xiang."
"Wait." Xiaobing went in and said something to the people in the guard post. The people in the guard post picked up the phone. After a while, Xiaobing took out a notebook and said, "Come on, register."
Zhou Xiang wrote down his name and the partner he was looking for, and then the other party let him in.
In the distance, a figure walked towards him in a military coat. After approaching, Zhou Xiang recognized the man as the guard who was following Yan Fei.
"Zhou Xiang, right? Come with me." Zhou Xiang sniffed and followed him silently.
The entire family compound was extremely quiet, and the bustle and bustle of Beijing at night seemed to be uncontaminated. This quietness made Zhou Xiang's heart beat particularly fast.
The guards brought him into the building he had been here last time. There was a big jeep and a red flag parked in the yard. He knew that Yan Dejiang and the two sons and daughters of the Yan family usually did not live at home, but at this time, even Yan Mingxu was at home, it might be able to relieve his tension.
He is really here.
Yan Fei and Yan Mingxiu's mother were sitting in the spacious living room waiting for him. Even though Yan Fei took off his military uniform, he still had a sense of uneven self-importance. He frowned and said, "What are you doing in my house?"
The moment Zhou Xiang saw him, he calmed down surprisingly, "Chief, aren't you going to my house too."
Yan Fei was speechless for a moment and his face was not very good-looking.
"Are you here to find me? Ming Xiu doesn't live here."
"I'm here to find you, I have something to say to you."
Yan Fei raised his eyebrows and said a little sternly, "You said."
Yan Mingxiu's mother pulled his arm, her eyes a little complaining.
Yan Fei stared at her with wide eyes and shook her hand away.
Zhou Xiang was standing at the door. Yan Fei had no intention of inviting him in. In fact, he had no intention of going in. He just came to finish what he wanted to say. There was nothing worth staying in this place.
Zhou Xiang said calmly: "Chief, whether you believe it or not, Ming Xiu and I are serious about each other. There are many things in this world that you don't want to believe or understand, but they exist."
Yan Fei slapped the table hard, his breath was unstable, and he said angrily: "You continue talking!"
"What I want to say is very simple. Ming Xiu will not marry anyone. If he did, I would have nothing to do. I really can't have children, so I am not a woman. I am with him as a man. I have my own career and he also has his own. We don't influence each other. I can't be an unknown virtuous man, especially after he gets married. I may not be able to do anything you expect me to do. There is only one thing I can do. I will always regard him as the most important person in this world, and will never change my mind even if I die. I hope... you can respect your son's choice."
Yan Mingxiu's parents looked at him in a daze, but they didn't react too much.
Zhou Xiang bowed to them, then turned around and opened the door and left.
The snow on the ground had not melted yet, and it creaked when I stepped on it. Zhou Xiang felt as wonderful as playing music as he listened to the movement.
He was probably crazy, or was too lazy to care about anything with the mentality of throwing his back. He threw the words he kept in his heart on Yan Fei's face and felt very happy. What should he do next? Is there anything worse than what he had experienced before? No, so he had nothing to worry about.
He got into a car and reported a familiar address.
More than ten minutes later, he stood outside the door of Yan Mingxiu's residence.
It's not difficult to just come here like this.
His hand was covered with the doorbell. Just as he was about to press it, the door was suddenly opened from the inside. Yan Mingxiu hurriedly walked out without even taking his coat, and suddenly hit Zhou Xiang.
"Brother Xiang?" Yan Mingxiu looked at Zhou Xiang in disbelief.
Chapter completed!