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But what he didn't expect was that Zhou Xiang knew everything and reacted fiercely. Even in the end, he had to choose whether to sacrifice Zhou Xiang for the benefit of Wang Yudong, or the other way around. When Wang Yudong spoke in person, he had no reason to refuse. He had his reasons. First of all, if Wang Yudong got the added value of this character ten and Zhou Xiang was one hundred, then Zhou Xiang's losses were at most ten, but Wang Yudong was one thousand. Secondly, he could pave a better role and a better and smoother road for Zhou Xiang. Finally, and most importantly, he would not let his people film with those named Lan. He hated others to see his things, let alone covet them.
In his opinion, he can give Zhou Xiang a lot of things he needs, such as good characters, superior environment, especially what Zhou Xiang wants most - his attitude. Zhou Xiang likes him so much, so he should accept these things happily, so he didn't spend too much time thinking about it, so he made this decision that he regretted for life.
Two days after being detained by Zhou Xiang, he contacted a director and planned to give Zhou Xiang a better role than Wang Yudong got as compensation for Zhou Xiang. He is not a person who is good at expressing feelings. He only thought that in this way, Zhou Xiang felt his importance. He never thought that Zhou Xiang would not appreciate his affection. Not only did he not appreciate it, but he also punished him in the most cruel way for everything he did wrong.
When Zhou Xiang left his sight with the excuse of going to the bathroom, he never dreamed that this was the last time he saw that man in his life. From now on, he would never have a chance to take a look at the gentle and tolerant smile on his face again.
After Zhou Xiang left with the excuse, he did not rush to chase him. He wanted to let Zhou Xiang calm down for a few days. Unexpectedly, Zhou Xiang turned off the phone and couldn't find anyone anywhere.
On the first day, the second day, and even the third day, he could not bear it anymore, so he found connections and forced Cai Wei to tell the truth. Finally, he learned that Zhou Xiang had taken over a documentary filming job and entered a mountain of 100,000.
He felt frustrated, the signal in the mountains was bad, and people couldn't contact him at all, so it might take several months for Zhou Xiang to come out. Since the two met, they have never been separated for so long. Thinking that it was possible that they would not be able to see Zhou Xiang for two or three months, and that the two were separated in extremely unpleasant situations, he felt very uncomfortable. After several days, the discomfort turned into a whole body of discomfort.
When he got home, he couldn't see Zhou Xiang, and couldn't eat the food he cooked, and he couldn't hold Zhou Xiang to sleep at night. After all these things he wouldn't notice were gone, he actually made it so unbearable.
For the first time, he realized that he needed someone to be by his side. This person was not Wang Yudong, not someone else, Zhou Xiang. When he realized this, he even wanted to go into the mountain to find Zhou Xiang. This idea became even stronger after he almost burst Zhou Xiang's phone call and finally had a call with Zhou Xiang on the mountain with extremely poor signal and unpleasant conversation content.
He began to deal with the work at hand, and contacted the crew, cooperated with Zhou Xiang without telling him, and asked someone to take him into the mountain.
He wants to see Zhou Xiang in person.
The strongest thought at that time was to press Zhou Xiang under him and penetrate him hard. He wanted Zhou Xiang to know who was the master of this relationship. He did not allow Zhou Xiang to leave him. He also told Zhou Xiang that he would start over and start seriously.
He really missed Zhou Xiang very much and wanted to appear next to Zhou Xiang without stopping for a moment.
But before he could set off, he received nightmarish news.
Something happened to Zhou Xiang in the mountains.
It was difficult for him to recall the feelings he felt when he received the call. He began to disbelief. Every word the other party said was filtered into his ears. He felt that the other party was farting, and that Zhou Xiang could not have any trouble. He did not believe anything from heavy rain or mudslide.
He had thought of countless scenes where he and Zhou Xiang met again, but this one definitely did not include it.
At that time, he was not in chaos, because Zhou Xiang was just missing, and there were several people missing at the same time. They were probably trapped in some place and could definitely be found.
He didn't care about anything he was busy with, and flew directly to Guangxi and entered the mountain as fast as possible. His only idea at that time was that he wanted to be the first to find Zhou Xiang and confirm his safety.
He didn't dare to think about it, Zhou Xiang would really disappear completely.
He didn't dare to think about it.
Time passed day by day. On the first and second day, he was able to remain calm. When the rescue team found the body of a man on the crew on the third day, he was already on the verge of collapse.
As anyone knows, the longer the search and rescue time is, the smaller the chance of the victim being rescued.
When he looked at the terrible corpse that was crushed and deformed, he thought that Zhou Xiang might become like this, so he was going crazy. He hadn't eaten for a few days, probably because he was mentally nervous, maybe because fear and despair had gradually eroded into his heart, and he had lost consciousness.
When he woke up again, his brother appeared, and the fifth day had already begun.
The fifth day of Zhou Xiang’s disappearance.
The rescue team has begun to finish the work. They believe that Zhou Xiang may have been killed in an unknown corner. After all, the mountainous area is unimaginable, so it is not easy to find someone.
His feeling at that time was that the whole world was completely shattered in front of him. He had forgotten who he was, who was around him, what was around him, and everything had become a dispensable bubble. Only if you must find that Zhou Xiang's determination is real.
He didn't believe it, he didn't believe that Zhou Xiang was dead. He felt that Zhou Xiang was still alive, he couldn't explain why, his elder brother thought he was crazy, but he just felt that Zhou Xiang had to be alive, he had to...
He forced the rescue team to search for a whole month and searched for a range within a radius of ten kilometers, but found nothing. He even wanted to expand the search range.
His elder brother beat him up at that time, saying he was wasting resources, saying he was crazy, and saying he was crazy.
He didn't care at all. If Zhou Xiang's deformed and ragged body really appeared in front of him, he would be crazy, but he had to get a result, otherwise he wouldn't be able to hold on.
However, what God gave him was the cruelest and most desperate type - life and death.
123, Extra Past 2 (End)
The world is so big that Zhou Xiang disappeared. Everyone thought Zhou Xiang was dead, but not seeing the body made him feel a little lucky. This little lucky was like a spark, and it became thicker and thicker in his heart, just waiting for a day to set off.
He was trapped in an unprecedented desperate situation. He was in an endless and bottomless way in Zhou Xiang's question of whether to die or live. He did not eat or drink, and could not fall asleep. He felt that the sky above his head had collapsed.
The man he had never taken good care of, the man he felt that he would stay with him without his efforts, and after he had completely lost it, he realized how important it was to him.
He began to recall the past and details of him and Zhou Xiang over and over again, missing any details, and even tried to recall every sentence Zhou Xiang said and the expression he expressed when he said that sentence. The more he recalled, the stronger he felt Zhou Xiang's goodness, the more he broke his mind.
For him during that period, there was no so-called day and night. He was endless despair at all times. He hoped that he would open his eyes and find that all this was a nightmare. As long as he stretched out his hand to the side, he could touch Zhou Xiang's warm body. He would turn around and hug him tightly, and never let go this time.
He is really willing to give up everything he has, as long as Zhou Xiang can stand in front of him healthily.
He felt that his life was over.
He did not understand why a person could be so stupid that he could realize how important and precious what he lost was after irreversible loss.
Why did he dare to admit that he had liked Zhou Xiang at some point in his life and had become accustomed to Zhou Xiang's camp in his own world, and had regarded Zhou Xiang as an inseparable part of his life.
Everything is too late. Everything he has realized now and has to experience in the future is no longer of practical significance, because no matter how painful and desperate he is, Zhou Xiang will not know. No matter how regretful he is, he cannot let everything happen again.
He even wanted to disappear with Zhou Xiang. As long as he could get to where Zhou Xiang is now, maybe this was a good idea.
I don’t know how many dark times he has spent, but he can no longer feel the passage of time and any changes around him. His heart is dying, what is the meaning of everything outside to him?
It was impossible to tell how long it took, and a monk appeared in front of him.
Over such a long time, many people were coming and going around him one after another. He felt a little weak, but he could not hear the voices of those people, nor could he see the appearance of those people clearly. He didn't want to hear or see, but the appearance of this monk appeared clearly in his mind, and the voice of this monk was like a ray of light passing through the thick fog, penetrated into his ears.
He knew this monk, and this was Master Jikong, the master he worshiped by his elder brother. He had seen him once before and was a very wise person.
He had an idea at that time.
When he could not use any scientific and theoretical means to retrieve Zhou Xiang, he began to send it to those supernatural or religious forces. He thought, maybe this monk has a way, maybe there really is...
Master Jikong didn't have much. After sitting down, he just said lightly: "He is not dead."
Just this sentence made him pounce on Master Jikong like crazy. He couldn't speak, his throat hurt like a fire, and he couldn't make a sound. He could only stare at the monk and ask him to continue speaking.
Master Jikong touched the Buddhist beads and his voice was empty, "He is not dead, and he is not alive. I have been entrusted by your brother. I can only tell you so much, what should you do, and take care of yourself."
He clutched Jikong's clothes tightly and was excited and choked. He didn't understand what "not dead, not alive" means, but he believed that he believed that Zhou Xiang was not dead, and he always believed that Zhou Xiang was not dead. Now there is someone who has confirmed it, and he must believe it more deeply.
No matter what "it's not considered alive" means, even if he is disabled and becomes a vegetable, he still wants to find Zhou Xiang. As long as Zhou Xiang is not dead, as long as he can still feel Zhou Xiang's body temperature and touch the corner of his clothes is enough for him.
As long as Zhou Xiang is not dead!
He wants to use all his patience in his life to search and wait. Zhou Xiang has not died, he will not die, and he will not leave him just now. As long as he is willing to wait, Zhou Xiang will return to him one day.
He woke up day by day.
His elder brother brought him back to Beijing and stayed with him for two months before he became completely "normal". He was not unreasonable for worrying about his elder brother for more than three months. Although he was confused all day long and completely lost his soul, he barely showed the "normal" he wanted in front of his elder brother.
After his elder brother left with a little assurance, he contacted a friend who opened an entertainment company and told him that he wanted to make a movie, answer advertisements, and that he wanted to be a star.
His friend was very surprised and could not understand why he did this, but at the same time, he was overjoyed.
His idea is very simple. He wants to make himself famous, the better. He wants to give Zhou Xiang a chance to see him on TV no matter where in the world.
Chapter completed!