11: Kuroko's Past
Qin He kept listening, without saying a word, just smoking a cigarette quietly. Heizi finished smoking one and asked for another cigarette. Heizi nagged. Qin He listened, half of the cigarette was finished smoking unknowingly.
After more than ten minutes of chattering, Kuroko finally vented the dissatisfaction in her heart. She sat on the edge of the street, silent.
"Brother Heizi, let me say something too!"
"People will change, different identities and moods will not be different. In the eyes of some people, the brotherly feelings you talk about are a shameful past. Not everyone has been doing what you have been doing with friends for ten years. Times have changed, and the hearts of people are now too complicated!"
Kuroko was indeed drunk a little too much today. Her big red face and dark skin were a little scary on this dim night, and the oil on her face was reflected by the illumination.
But drinking too much does not mean getting drunk. In fact, when you are half drunk and half awake, people are the most sober and the most sensitive time in your heart. Those who drink some horse urine and go crazy are nothing but have no willpower, and most of them are just excuses of getting drunk.
Generally, people who are really drunk can't walk steadily, and they just roll on the ground and vomit all over the ground when they get drunk!
After hearing Qin He's words, Heizi suddenly became listless. If there was a light, it could be seen that Heizi's eyes were already sore, and he was suppressing his grievances.
"Zi Mo, let's find another place to drink, I feel uncomfortable!"
Qin He looked at Heizi with tears in his eyes, but he didn't find it funny. He took his hand and held Heizi with unsteady walking. The two of them didn't go to a high-end hotel. They just found a barbecue stall on the side of the road and ordered a barbecue for dozens of dollars and a box of beer.
In the early October, Yanjing was actually quite cold at night, but for the two big men, the heat in their hearts was stimulated by alcohol, and they could not feel the cold at all.
Chen Zimo's memory is very complete. The impression of Heizi in his mind has always been the image of a big brother. There is always a large group of friends around him, who laugh every day, and he seems to be heartbroken to everyone. Although he doesn't have much money, he will never lack a bite of food when he goes to him. In Chen Zimo's impression, Heizi is such a vague impression.
After a few skewers were eaten with beer, Heizi's depression seemed to be opened up again. Today is the third time. Heizi's alcohol tolerance is indeed unspeakable. In addition to his unsteady walking, he was very excited at this time and began to talk about his past.
Heizi is 35 years old this year. He was the only junior college student in the village and the first high-end student to eat state food. After graduation, he was assigned to teach at the local Chengguan Primary School. He was also a very talented handsome guy back then. Later, he was attracted by the school principal and introduced his daughter to Heizi. In this way, Heizi got married in 1989, gave birth to a daughter in 1990s, and gave birth to another son in 1991.
Logically speaking, Heizi should have been the winner in life back then, with both children, father-in-law and principal, and his family was also well off, but life was not so perfect. Every family had troubles, and Heizi's troubles were his wife.
But his wife is not a trouble-free master. His wife has only daughter, and the old principal died when he was young and never married again. This daughter can be said to be raised by a beloved baby. A girl from such a family married a teacher from a rural family at the age of 20.
The family is not right and the family is not right. This kind of life will soon have a conflict between husband and wife. The other party thinks that the man is low in salary, incapable of ability, and is fond of it. Fortunately, the father-in-law is in charge at that time, and the two are still doing what they do.
But life is so magical. In 1993, Heizi's father-in-law died unexpectedly. The two seemed to have lost the shackles on their bodies. At the end of 1993, they divorced. Heizi wanted nothing, but his only request was a pair of children, and the other party agreed very happily.
Heizi was also impulsive at that time. He lost his father-in-law's relationship and his father-in-law's house. He was a young teacher, who was both a father-in-law and a mother. How could this kind of life be maintained? He even brought a pair of children to the school dormitory and was complained several times by other teachers, and the relationship between colleagues was not handled well.
What made him most disappointed was that in early 1994, his ex-wife remarried, and the wedding room was the same as his wedding room. The man was also a teacher, but the other party was a real scholarly family. His father was the deputy director of the Municipal Education Bureau, and most of his relatives were within the system.
Under such circumstances, the teacher stopped doing it in anger and brought his children back to his hometown and raised them by his parents. He also embarked on the road of pursuing his dreams.
At that time, he heard that Yanjing was a chosen place. Whether it was to make a fortune or become an official, he would go to Yanjing, as long as he was lucky and willing to work hard, he would definitely work hard to achieve a career.
In this way, Heizi came to Yanjing alone and took root in this place from then on. At that time, he would definitely not have thought that he would become like this more than ten years later and became a member of the Beijing singer.
In the past ten years, Heizi has only returned home once, but he has transferred some money to his family every year, but not much. As for why he doesn't go home, he naturally has no shame to go back.
Heizi has actually worked hard in recent years and has changed many ways. In the years he has come to Yanjing, he has changed many jobs. In the end, he chose the job of a Beijing singer. It is nothing more than a free job and he has known many friends.
Making friends is just a way for Kuroko to work hard. In the past, there was not a song that was sung like that. It was hard to find a thousand miles away. It was easy to walk with too many friends!
In ancient times, many grassroots heroes and heroes made great achievements with more friends, and eventually achieved great things. Such examples are everywhere, but although Kuroko read a lot, his thinking can no longer keep up with the times.
Times have changed!
In this money society, making friends with heroes can indeed achieve great things, but there is a prerequisite, that is, you must also be the one that others want to make friends with!
Only when you are a big shot, the people you make friends can truly help you. Mutual help and mutual benefit are the rules for making friends in the new era.
You are a Beijing singer who is a low-level singer. Even if you are at the bottom, others call you "Brother Heizi", but you are in the eyes of real big shots!
You're a ball!
Even Chen Xing, who came out from the bottom, looked down on the black man who had helped him, let alone others.
It’s not that Heizi doesn’t understand, but just doesn’t want to understand. He has been in Yanjing for so many years and has been in the Beijing circle for so many years. Among the people he has made friends with, Chen Xing, a so-called famous singer, but have they succeeded in taking Heizi?
Don't even think about it!
Those big guys who climbed up from the bottom may recall their hard years one night, but they will never want to live with the group of brothers who were wearing underwear again. This is human nature!
The two of them drank one cup after another, and Qin He rarely spoke. He only heard Heizi chattering about his experiences over the years. Speaking of the deep love, his feelings that had been suppressed for a long time finally collapsed and he burst into tears!
After drinking only three bottles of beer in a box, Heizi became completely drunk. It was often just a moment that crushed the man's final bottom line.
Qin He took out money from Heizi's pocket, then helped him take a taxi, and went to Heizi's rental house and knocked on the door. A man inside opened the door and looked at the drunk Heizi, with a little unhappy expression, but he still asked with a look of concern.
"Drunk again?"
"Well, I'll help him to sleep in bed!"
"Oh, OK!"
The man yawned and went back. This man was also the so-called brother in Heizi's mouth. The rent in this yard was paid by Heizi. In addition to Heizi, a fixed tenant, there were so-called brothers and friends here for the other 365 days. These brothers seemed to have been used to this kind of life. When he saw Heizi drunk and went home, his first reaction was that he even felt that he would open the door this night to disturb his dream!
Qin He shook his head and helped Heizi to the bed. Seeing Heizi drunk, Qin He shook his head and turned around to look at the room.
Chapter completed!