Chapter 1080 She qualifies
I want to think about it, just for this sentence, even if she dies now, she is happy? A sentence "I am willing" will make her remember it for the rest of her life, and she will be moved by this sentence for the rest of her life. This will become her belief in living in this world, and it will completely cover her heart like a curse.
Xuan Tianhua never lie. He said he was willing, that was really willing. Although he knew in his heart that the person who occupied the largest area of his mind was not Feng Xiangrong, he couldn't ask for that person after all. He had thought of living his life alone, but he was unwilling to let Concubine Yun down, and was unwilling to face Feng Yuheng and Xuan Tianming again many years later. Therefore, choosing one person to live a life of old is the best result.
And the person who died of old age now seems that except Feng Xiangrong, he really can't remember any woman. It seems that except Xuan Tiange and Feng Yuheng, all the women were passing by in his eyes. Some people clearly spoke, but they forgot to go there later. Some people clearly had intersections, but they could not leave any trace in his heart. I vaguely remember the incident of Princess Sui back then. Now that I think about it, I can remember the person's pseudonym Yu Qianyin, but I can't remember what the company looked like and what its real name was.
On the contrary, it was Feng Xiangrong, a little girl. Every time she met, she would always know that she was the third daughter of the Feng family. She looked very similar to Feng Yuheng, but her weak temperament was completely opposite to Feng Yuheng. At first, Feng Yuheng asked him to take care of her, but later, he became a habit himself. Whenever she met Xiangrong, she would treat her more differently than others. He once thought that it was because of Feng Yuheng, but now that he thought about it, it was not all, but that little girl left a trace of impression and trace in his unsoaked heart!
When choosing someone to live for the rest of your life, you must choose someone you can remember. Feng Xiangrong meets this condition.
Xuan Tianhua smiled and felt relieved with a smile.
In the Crystal Villa in Beijing, Feng Fandai was half lying on a rocking chair, letting the chair sway. She squinted her eyes and watched Xiaobao play with the maid in front of her, and she would smile with relief from time to time. But such a smile quickly dissipated. More often, what appeared on her was a kind of confusion, a kind of confusion that was unknown where to go.
On the other end of the corridor of the small courtyard, the fifth prince Xuan Tianyan was standing there and looking at this head. His eyes fell on Fan Dai in front of him. Looking at the white crystal on her ears, she was also in a daze after a while.
The maid Dongying was standing next to the fifth prince at this time, looking at the fifth prince's eyes, and felt a slight worry in her heart.
"How is your lady in recent times?" Finally, the fifth prince asked, his eyes retracted from Fan Dai, and then turned to Xiaobao again. The child was born whiter, growing wider than when he was a child, and looked better. Sometimes when he showed his face, he felt a faint shadow of Feng Jinyuan.
Dongying quickly answered, and she said, "When you go back to the fifth prince, the lady has not been in good condition for the past month. She has even become more lonely than when she came to see her in the previous few times. She often sits in the yard for the whole day, either watching Xiaobao play or talking to the servants without saying a word, but most of what she said is the matter of the Feng Mansion in the past, sometimes she is sad and sometimes she gets angry."
"Is that true!" Xuan Tianyan's face turned bitter, "Where is he treating that child? But he still takes good care of him as before?"
"Yes." Dong Ying said the truth, "Miss is still good to treat Xiaobao. Although Xiaobao sometimes cries fiercely, she will raise her hand to hit her a few times, but after the beat, she feels distressed and hugs Xiaobao. Xiaobao is now a little sensible and is very close to the lady. When the lady cries, he wipes the lady's tears. It's also heartbreaking to look at it."
"That's good." Xuan Tianyan said: "At least she still has feelings for that child, she will never become a completely ruthless person."
"Your Highness." Dongying was a little anxious, "I know that the lady is disappointed you, and I also know that our lady has a bad temper. But she has her own prince in her heart! Everything she does is for the good of her highness, and she hopes to have a better future with her highness. So your highness, you must not give up on our lady!"
After hearing this, Xuan Tianyan looked at Fandai again, but smiled bitterly: "She is not for my own good, she is just for her own good. If it is really for my good, she should understand that everything she does is not what I want. Just accompany her, I will leave." After he said that, he didn't stay any longer and turned around and left.
Dongying wanted to stop the person, but Xiaobao fell and started crying. Dongying ran back quickly, for fear that Xiaobao would make Fangdai feel upset. In fact, Fangdai was not good to Xiaobao, and sometimes Xiaobao would be beaten by Fangdai when she cried. The child's back was green and purple, which was the traces of being pinched by Fangdai. But she didn't dare to tell the fifth prince that she could see that the fifth prince was already very disappointed with her lady. In the eyes and heart of the fifth prince, Xiaobao was Feng Fandai's only remaining relationship. If he even told Xiaobao's affairs, he would only feel that Fangdai was ruthless and unrighteous. Dongying didn't dare to think about the price of ruthlessness, but for fear that it would be the worst result.
She hugged Xiaobao a little farther away and kept coaxing her. On the other side, Fandai's eyebrows were already frowning, and she said to an old lady coldly: "Go and beat me until he doesn't cry."
The woman was a black-faced person. She was going to beat someone after she got her life. Dongying protected the child tightly and said loudly: "Miss, you can't beat him! There is no child who can't cry. The more he beats, the more fierce he will cry! If the lady doesn't like it, I will send someone to take Xiaobao away and hold him far away. When he stops crying, he will carry him back to play with her."
Feng Fandai snorted coldly, but did not insist, and said, "Then hug it farther and don't let you hear this deadly cry again."
Dongying quickly handed the child to a servant and ordered her to carry it to the farthest yard. She herself returned to Fandai and knelt down and advised her, "Miss, we really can't do this. If you are unhappy, I will accompany you out for a walk. Why don't we stay in the temple outside the city for a few days and be quiet?"
Fandai asked her in confusion: "Why do you want to live in the temple? Do you know where the temple is? In the past, Shen, the Feng family, was sent to the temple because of a mistake. It was closed to the sinners. What did I do in that place for no reason?"
"I don't mean that." Dongying couldn't tell her. "I just want the lady to clear her heart. You have been a little angry recently and are not in a good mood. If you continue like this, you will get sick. And the young master, he has been beaten so hard that there are not many good places on his body, so you can't hit him anymore. The young master is a good child. If you hit him like this, he is still willing to get close to you, so the lady is just because the child is focused on getting close to you, so don't hit him again!"
"But I just want to hit him." Fandai straightened up and said to Dongying word by word: "I just want to hit him, and sometimes I want to beat him to death!"
"But... why?" Dongying was puzzled, "Isn't the lady who was very nice to the young master in the past? You once loved him so much and said that there were no relatives in this world, but the child was a close relative and could still be with you in the mansion. How great is that!"
"Where is it better?" Feng Fandai asked Dongying in a daze: "Have you noticed that the child looks more and more like... Feng Jinyuan!"
Dongying was stunned and had goose bumps in an instant. Xiaobao looked like Feng Jinyuan? It seemed a little bit. A few days ago, she heard people say in private that the child was getting whiter and whiter, much better-looking than when she was a child. And she looked at the child's side face several times, and there was indeed a shadow of Prime Minister Feng in the past. But... but that child was obviously not Feng Jinyuan's! Everyone knows that it was the child born from affair with an actor. Feng Jinyuan was discredited because of this matter and was regarded as a laughing stock by people in the capital. Why now...
"Do you also find it strange?" Feng Fandai said to Dongying: "The more he grows, he looks more and more like Feng Jinyuan, which is completely incompatible with the facts at the beginning, right? Haha!" She shrugged and laughed, "I also feel strange. When my father left, my biological mother failed to get pregnant. It took more than a month to move. She had no choice but to have an affair with the actor. But everything is in case. I always think when I see Xiaobao recently, I think,
It was because my aunt made a mistake in judgment at the beginning. The doctor she hired in private was not reliable. She was pregnant but didn't get diagnosed. In addition, the child was so ugly that everyone misunderstood. But look at how old he is, there has been such a change. In a few years, a fool can tell the difference from childhood. I see, this look is even more like Feng Jinyuan than Feng Zirui!"
Dongying felt a little panicked when she heard this, but she felt that if this was the case, how unfair would Aunt Han die? How unfair was that Xiaobao's child suffered so much?
She looked at Fandai and said for a while: "If that's the case, the lady should be happier. Xiaobao is the child of the Feng family, and no one is blind. Sooner or later, you can see it. At that time, you can correct Aunt Han and Xiaobao's name, so that he can become the real child of the Feng family, so that he will not be able to raise his head when he grows up."
"What's better if that?" Fandai gritted her teeth and said fiercely: "The Feng family is gone, the Feng family's mansion is gone, what's better if she wants the identity of a Feng family child? I would rather be an illegitimate child. Why should Feng Jinyuan's old man, my aunt, give birth to a son for him? He deserves to be cuckolded! I'm happy that he died, I'm quiet, and I never want to have any connection with his Feng family again. But if he keeps such a seed by my side, it's my aunt again... Dongying, you said, should I strangle that evil seed to death?"
Dongying couldn't even understand Feng Fandai's logic. It was obviously a good thing. Xiaobao was born to the actor, but why did he turn around when he arrived at Fandai? Of course, she also knew Feng Fandai's hatred for the Feng family. How could the Feng Jinyuan not hate Feng Jinyuan? I'm afraid that even Feng Chenyu, who died first, hated her father!
"Miss is thinking too much." She was shocked when she remembered the fifth prince's words and quickly pulled the topic back. "I saw that Xiaobao was just a little clean, because she was well-raised in our yard and ate well every day, so she naturally looked better than before. But he was not like Master Feng, not at all..."
Chapter completed!