Chapter 34 Don't you want to find some sense of belonging?
"Chen Lun, Rao Chang, Shu Rou..."
Looking at Chen Lun whose eyes were calm, the old professor Yue paused again.
He turned his head a little longer, looked at the three of them, called their names,
"Your spirit and will are much more than ordinary people. I read your test records and my performance in the strange world is not as good as yours."
Professor Yue's eyes turned on Chen Lun and the other two, paused again, and said seriously.
Chen Lun's eyes fell on the old professor Yue, as if he was just looking at the person talking.
Shu Rou closed her laptop, stared at the old professor Yue, and said nothing.
But Rao Chang next to Chen Lun showed a smug smile on his face,
"Haha, I knew that I was really talented... Haha... My mother, your praise reminded me of the time when I was a mercenary in my previous life. My boss praised me, saying that I ran fast and asked me to take it. I thought, that's not, I rushed up directly... Alas, now twenty years have passed, and I'm twenty years old again."
Rao Chang smiled on his face and said, but there was no smile in his eyes.
Shu Rou, who was next to him, turned her head, looked at Rao Chang, then turned around and looked at Professor Yue.
Chen Lun seemed to be unable to hear what Rao Chang was yelling, but his face was calm and his eyes fell on the old professor Yue.
The old professor Yue paused after listening to Rao Chang's words.
"...After seeing your test data, I even agreed with the strange game's plan to recruit some young people. At least three of them have been discovered in this plan, and in you, I do see hope."
Professor Yue spoke and showed some apologetic smiles to Chen Lun and the other two.
Then, the smile faded a little longer.
Chen Lun looked at the old professor Yue without saying a word.
Shu Rou and Rao Chang, who were narrator, naturally did not speak out again. They just looked at the old professor Yue, while the other looked up and thought about what they didn't know.
"Professor Pu, who taught you before, should have mentioned to you Professor Mu, the founder of the psychology department. The basis and source of all the methods we are dealing with now... But Professor Pu probably didn't tell you. This Professor Mu is also a bit "crazy" person..."
Professor Yue said with a dazed look, and paused again.
"Of course, you are not 'crazy'..."
Professor Yue lowered his gaze again, fell on Chen Lun and the other two, paused for a while, and smiled slightly.
The smile gradually calmed down and continued to say,
"Although we old guys may come first than you three, our spiritual will and ability to exist in the world of devils are not stronger than you three, and we may be weaker than you three."
Turning his eyes, Professor Yue looked at Rao Chang and Shu Rou on both sides of Chen Lun,
"I may find it difficult to understand your ideas. But I left you three mainly because I want to say that we don't have much time... I believe that the spiritual will of the three have reached the level of being able to find the source of consciousness. You can try and start looking for your own source of consciousness... At least when we old guys can't stand it, and when you need you to go, you can better protect yourself in the strange world."
"It is actually difficult to impart the methods and experiences in this area to you directly. The method I use is to recall, recall some things that are very important to you, face, face the most real thoughts, and yourself. Sometimes the thoughts that come to mind are crazy, even perverted... In this way, deconstruct your heart layer by layer, tear open your thoughts, and find to build your consciousness. The original thing may be a sentence, a picture, a concept, and a thought."
"When looking for the source of consciousness, the psychology department has a saying: See how crazy your thoughts are, and how unlike a person you are."
Professor Yue said, pausing for a while.
"There is only the experience I can teach you when it comes to finding the source of consciousness. You can try it yourself and start looking for your own source of consciousness. If you have any needs, you can communicate directly with the logistics department, and they will try their best to satisfy you."
Listening to Professor Yue’s words, Rao Chang didn’t know what he was thinking about.
Shu Rou stared at Professor Yue and paused for a while, then turned her head and thought about something. From time to time, some fanatical excitement flashed through her eyes.
Only Chen Lun's eyes were still calm, as if these things had nothing to do with him.
But the eyes naturally fell on this old professor Yue,
Don't care, don't pay attention, don't be curious.
"Okay, Rao Chang and Shu Rou, you guys go back to your residence first, and I'll say a few more words to Chen Lun."
Professor Yue turned his head again, said to Rao Chang and Shu Rou, and turned his head again.
"Damn it, I didn't expect there was a small stove in the small stove. Is this the legendary small stove king? I didn't expect that the person who stayed in the end was not me..."
Shu Rou didn't say a word, and turned around and left with her laptop, walked out of the room.
Rao Chang was sad and angry, muttering, but his feet didn't stop and walked out of the house.
The room became quieter.
His eyes fell on the old professor Yue, and Chen Lun did not move or say anything.
The old professor Yue's eyes turned back and fell on Chen Lun.
Looking at Chen Lun, the old professor Yue paused for a long time and didn't say anything.
Chen Lun's expression on his face did not change, and he was still calm, just like sitting in the darkness that had not yet faded in the morning.
"Chen Lun, I have read your related files from Lao Tan."
After pausing for a while, Professor Yue looked at Chen Lun and said again,
"I know, you probably don't care about this at all. We have no reason to let you save anyone in this world."
“But don’t you want to find some sense of belonging to the world?”
Professor Yue spoke to Chen Lun.
Chen Lun was still calm, his expression on his face did not change at all.
Perhaps this is what he said to "Chen Lun",
But for him, the memory of "Chen Lun" was already a dream after waking up, becoming increasingly faded and gradually degenerated into vague symbols.
Looking at Chen Lun's expression, Professor Yue paused for a while.
"...Chen Lun, according to your analysis of your own psychology and behavior, it is very difficult for others to find the source of consciousness. It is probably a very simple thing for you... I'm afraid you already know what your source of consciousness is..."
Somewhat is stupid, Professor Yue said something to Chen Lun again.
Chen Lun did not give any answer, but his eyes fell on the old professor Yue.
"There are too much blood in your eyes."
It seemed that he was just a statement of what he saw with his eyes, Chen Lun calmly spoke to the old professor Yue.
He turned around again, moved his feet and walked out of the door.
Seeing Chen Lun leave outside the house, the old professor Yue did not stop him.
Just watched Chen Lun walk out of the house with slower steps and walk away,
After pausing his eyes, the old professor Yue lowered his head and looked at the brush in his hand.
He raised his head again, rubbed his eyes that were somewhat cloudy,
Silent, let go of your hand,
Turning around, moving his feet to the whiteboard with some handwriting,
The old professor Yue picked up the brush in his hand and wiped the previous handwriting on the whiteboard with force.
...
Back to the residence of the Weird Bureau's resident.
Chen Lun opened the door.
Walk in.
There was a mist with some smell of rice in the house.
Before leaving, the rice cooked in the rice cooker was already cooked.
Chapter completed!