Chapter 442 I'm not worthy of you
Xie Yibai thought he had auditory hallucinations, and his heart was beating violently, thumping.
He heard Chen Chengli say again, "Yibai, I'm serious."
Xie Yibai suddenly met Chen Chengli's deep eyes, and immediately lowered her head, and her heart beating faster.
She gritted her teeth and said, "Brother Chengli, I... am not worthy of you!"
No matter what reason Chen Chengli suddenly decided to be with her, she didn't want to blaspheme him.
He is the only young master of the Shen family and the future heir of the Shen family. She is just a shameful illegitimate daughter, and she is not worthy of him.
She will feel heartbroken if she refuses him.
It was really painful, and it was a feeling she had never felt before.
It was like a knife that suddenly reached into her heart, poaching the softest part of her heart, making her heart instantly hollow.
However, the heartache for a moment is better than the future he is criticized.
"How can you not deserve me?" Chen Chengli asked.
His eyes seemed to be able to see through everything, and he looked at Xie Yibai tightly, preventing her from retreating.
Xie Yibai immediately avoided Chen Chengli's eyes.
She said: "Brother Chengli, I can't deserve you anywhere!"
"Tell me the specific one!" Chen Chengli said.
Xie Yibai suddenly felt a sense of being stripped away, embarrassed and ashamed.
Her nose was sore and her heart was also sad.
She said: "I don't deserve you. You are the clouds in the sky, I am the mud in the ground. You are the young master of the Shen family from a famous family. I am just a shameless illegitimate daughter. You are the future heir of the Shen Group, and your future is bright. I am just a high school student who has not yet taken the college entrance examination..."
Brother Chengli, do you know I have nothing?
Do you know that I have always been surviving in the Xie family?
Do you know that what you see is just the glossiness and harmony on the surface?
You don't know, and I don't want you to know either!
Chen Chengli knew that all Xie Yibai's inferiority complex came from her background. He said with a heartache: "You can't choose your background, and you have never had any high or low personality."
Xie Yibai smiled, her eyes wet. In her eyes, there were vicissitudes and maturity that were not in line with her age.
She said: "Brother Chengli, we won't discuss this issue. In short, thank you for your kindness. I really don't deserve you, I'm sorry!"
There is no high or low personality, but the secular vision is different.
She is not secular, but the secular never lets her go.
She understood that Chen Chengli could easily say this sentence. Because he had never been despised by others since he was a child and had never been cursed by others.
She is different. She was despised and ridiculed since she was a child. Everything around her is not beautiful and she doesn't have that much kindness.
Her two sisters were domineering to her. Her stepmother looked at her with her eyes every day. The nanny at home even said harsh words to her. Her father never liked her. He could only remind her to be careful when going out to attend banquets or dealing with people from the Shen family.
She was like a puppet, living the way they wanted.
She could only study quietly, not to amazed anyone, but to get rid of this puppet-like life.
She worked hard to be kind and tried to keep a light in her heart.
This is her belief, and such belief supports all the happiness she has in her seventeen years of life!
Chen Chengli stretched out his hand and raised Xie Yibai's chin, forcing her eyes to look at him.
He said: "Yibai, you are the best!"
Clean, pure, kind, brave. Her inner world is so beautiful that he wants to enter.
Xie Yibai's heart twitched again.
A scholar died for his confidant, and Chen Chengli's words really made her feel that she could do anything for him.
But, she can't drag him down!
She didn't want to find any other fault in him when others scolded him one day, saying that he had married an illegitimate daughter who was in a state of innocence.
She looked at Chen Chengli and refused, "Brother Chengli, I'm not."
She was not as good as he said.
"So, is your eldest sister or your second sister?" Chen Chengli asked.
Xie Yibai's eyes flashed violently.
The elder sister has different opinions, two sides and three swords, and a needle hidden in the cotton can share wealth and honor, but not suffering. Who can guarantee a smooth life without setbacks?
The second sister is as snobbish as the eldest sister.
Brother Chengli should marry another family’s true and well-educated daughter.
"Why don't you talk?" Chen Chengli still looked at Xie Yibai tightly.
Xie Yibai took a breath and said, "Brother Chengli, in fact, there are many outstanding daughters in Ruicheng..."
Chen Chengli interrupted: "My wife can only be the daughter of the Xie family. You know, the Xie family has saved the Shen family. Without the Xie family, there would be no Shen family now."
Xie Yibai became anxious: "There are many ways to repay, and you don't have to marry each other. Besides, over the years, the Shen family has also helped the Xie family a lot..."
Chen Chengli smiled, smiling gently as if he had seen through everything, and he asked incisively: "So, don't you want me to marry your eldest or second sister?"
Xie Yibai didn't want Chen Chengli to see her thoughts, so she immediately said: "I...I mean, you don't have to narrow the scope so small. You can look at other families' daughters, maybe other families' daughters are better..."
"You want to say, your elder sister and second sister are not worthy of me?" Chen Chengli asked again.
His eyes were always looking at Xie Yibai.
Xie Yibai felt that her heart was about to be seen through and she was almost nowhere to hide. She immediately said: "I didn't say that. I just think that marriage is a lifelong thing. We must marry the person whom I am happy when I see it, rather than promising myself to repay my kindness."
"But, the person I was happy when I saw it is rejecting me!" Chen Chengli looked at Xie Yibai.
Xie Yibai's heart, which had finally calmed down, was beating wildly again, as if dozens of deer were hitting wildly inside, making her unable to control her heart even when she pressed her heart.
Chen Chengli said: "Your elder sister, you will be happy if you marry her?"
Xie Yi rolled her eyes and stared at the boss, unable to believe: "You... do you know?"
"Do you think I'm a fool, too?" Chen Chengli asked.
Xie Yibai became anxious: "I don't, I'm not."
How could she think he was a fool? He was just too simple and open-minded, and her eldest sister was so capable of pretending that she was afraid that he wouldn't see it, but she didn't dare to mention it.
First, saying bad things about others behind the scenes is not her style. Second, she always felt that Chen Chengli liked her elder sister. If she said bad things about her elder sister in front of him, he might not believe it.
Unexpectedly, he knew everything.
Chapter completed!