The buzzing insects flew away. Cheng Yu was about to let go of the person in his arms before the little maid behind turned around, but suddenly felt a chill in his arms. He looked down and saw that she was obediently pressed by him, with her forehead against his chest. Perhaps because of the fact that she noticed his movements, she quickly retreated. Without her cover, Cheng Yu found that the clothes on her chest were wet.

"you……"

"You promised not to touch me again." Afraid of being seen by the little maid, Hanzhu said coldly and turned around and walked forward.

He didn't like her, and he was thinking about finding a marriage for her. Why did he touch her again and again? Do you think she was helpless and easy to bully? Or was she because she easily forgave him for being so gentle and innocent before, she believed that she was watery and sexually. She didn't care about being touched by him one after another?

She was blamed for her to move her heart. If she hadn't indulged her again and again, he wouldn't have come to see her at night often, and even more touched her.

I cried while walking, even if I raised my head, I couldn't help but cry.

Cheng Yu knew she was still crying, and she wet his clothes just a little while, which shows how aggrieved she was. She said that. If Cheng Yu thought she cried because she was afraid of insects, that would be a self-deception.

"I prepared a gift for the young master. I forgot to bring it. You go and pass the message to Chen Shuo and ask him to pick it up immediately." Looking at her thin and pitiful back, Cheng Yu just hesitated for a moment and immediately ordered the little maid behind him.

The little maid responded softly without any doubt, turned around and left.

Cheng Yu hurriedly chased the person in front of him. She walked slowly. He quickly caught up with her and stopped her. Seeing her pretty face crying like a pear blossom and rain. He was blocked by him and had no way to go, she turned around and refused to show it to him.

Apart from losing her father, apart from being coerced by villains, including him, Cheng Yu hasn't seen her cry so pitifully for a long time.

"I, I didn't mean it, I thought you were afraid..."

"I'm afraid I'll hide myself, what does it have to do with you?" Hanzhu could no longer bear the reasons that seemed to make sense. She turned around and asked him with red eyes, "What do I think of me in your eyes? You asked me to do so many things, and I promised you, but you touched me again and again, have you ever thought about whether I would like to do it? You kindly wanted to arrange the marriage for me, but have you ever thought about whether you treat me like this and my husband will find out in the future. Will he dislike me?"

She kept crying, and Cheng Yu looked at her in a daze, and seemed to be unable to think about anything except knowing that she was crying.

He didn't say anything, as if he was cheating. Knowing that she had nothing to do except scold him, Hanzhu felt even more aggrieved and asked in his chest with powerlessness: "Is it because I have no support, you can bully me at will?"

"No." As soon as she finished speaking, Cheng Yu immediately rejected it. He didn't have time to love her, so how could he bully her?

Hanzhu looked up at him and met his panicked and pityful gaze. She wanted to believe him in a useless way, but what exactly is he like?

She kept crying, crying so hard that he was almost overwhelmed by her tears, and there was no part of her body warm. Her chest was blocked by her tears, so that Cheng Yu could not breathe. He also had countless questions to ask her, asking her if she knew how much he wanted to be responsible for her? Did she know how much he wanted to marry her home? Did she know if she cried like this or because he felt sorry for him?

Grasping her hand, Cheng Yu pulled her back to an ancient tree nearby, with a blue face. Hanzhu was afraid. She didn't know what he was going to do, so she struggled back. Cheng Yu pulled her into her arms, covered her mouth, and kidnapped her behind the tree with her arms and pushed her tightly against the trunk.

Hanzhu's hands and back hurt, and he looked at him in horror. Cheng Yu looked at her eyes with tears and fear, and his chest was burning even more vigorously. He lowered his head suddenly and blocked her lips.

Unlike the last time when he couldn't help but be gentle and considerate, this time he kissed him rudely.

Hanzhu's lips hurt and he pushed him in despair. Cheng Yu grabbed her hands with one hand, pressed her tightly against the tree with his body, then raised his right hand and lifted it in front of her heart. He hesitated for a moment, and covered it without any sympathy.

Hanzhu's whole body was stiff, and it was painful and scared. It was the fear that came from the bottom of her heart, just like the despair when she was carried to the bed by the magistrate Chen Ze, because he was the one who treated her like this at this time. In addition to despair, there was even more unbelievable.

"It hurts? Are you scared?" Cheng Yu gasped and let go of her, lifted her chin with one hand, and his eyes were red. "This is called bullying. If I really wanted to bully you, I would have been to you like this long ago! Do you think I don't want to be responsible for you? Do you think I really want to touch you, but I can only watch you from a distance and feel good about it?"

He was almost crazy, and Hanzhu stared at him blankly, forgetting the pain in his body.

He is saying, he wants to be responsible for her, he, does he like her, right?

Then why...

Questions appeared in her eyes, and Cheng Yu stared at her for a moment, closed her eyes, held her hand, and pulled it towards him.

After such a sudden action, Hanzhu's face turned red and she was so anxious that she retreated. Cheng Yu didn't want her to touch her, but since it had reached this point, instead of letting her misunderstand that he didn't want to be responsible again and again, and misunderstanding that he didn't value her, Cheng Yu would rather touch her own misfortune.

In late summer, his clothes were still thin, and he held them tightly, and Hanzhu couldn't break free.

It was different from what was expected.

Because there was Chen Ze before, even though Hanzhu didn't deliberately distinguish, she felt something was wrong.

Hanzhu didn't know what most men should look like, so she couldn't tell whether it was Chen Ze's wrong or Cheng Yu too...

"I like you, I can't tell when I like you, but when I saved you from him that night and drank herbal tea, you lay in front of me in a mess, pitiful and beautiful way, so I want you. But I can't do it. After I became sensible, I found that I couldn't do it. I had no cure for it. I married you, could not be a real couple with you, and could not let you have children. So no matter how much I like you, I want to tell you, and how much I want to marry you, I can't speak. I know I'm selfish, and I can't take advantage of you again and again, but I'm not the kind of villain you say."

After letting go of her hand, Cheng Yu turned around, his voice becoming colder than ever before, "Only you know about this except me. I will not see you again in the future, and you don't have to worry about me being disrespectful to you again."

After saying that, he left without looking back.

Hanzhu looked at his far away back blankly, and had not yet come back to his senses from his words.

What does it mean that he cannot be a real couple and cannot have children?

Does it have anything to do with the difference between him and Chen Ze?

A Xun's cheerful laughter came from afar, and Hanzhu slowly woke up, with her mouth hurting, her back hurting, and her chest hurting.

Thinking back to the situation just now, it was like a dream.

Refining his clothes, Hanzhu took out a handkerchief to wipe his tears, raised his hand in front of him, and was stunned again.

She looked at her hands and thought of the feeling of touching her through her clothes. She didn't understand what was going on, so that because he told her this secret, he decided not to see her again, and it didn't seem to be true.

Really, never see each other again?

Hanzhu looked over again, but he had long disappeared there.

Before I could express my joy for him, my heart seemed to be empty.

Forced her face to smile and deal with the guests for a day, and even her sister was absent-minded when she talked with her. In the afternoon, she sent Fang and others away and coaxed Ah Xun to sleep. Hanzhu asked Ruyi Sixi to guard Ah Xun. She went to her study. Chu Qing knew that she loved reading recipes, travel notes, medical books, and collected many and sent them to her.

After searching for a long time, she finally found a disease similar to what he said.

After the disease was accompanied by a picture, Hanzhu closed as soon as she opened it, her face was so hot. However, when she thought of his words, she still held back her shame and opened it again.

After reading it, Hanzhu vaguely understood what he meant.

He was afraid that she would be dissatisfied with him because he couldn't touch her?

Is it true that in his eyes, she just wants to do that kind of thing with him?

Hanzhu closed the book and felt mixed feelings in my heart.

Cheng Yu liked her, she should have been happy, but the man let it go and never saw her again after saying the secret. He insisted on his own, even if she liked him or not, he didn't ask whether he didn't care about it, as if he had no need to know.

He didn't ask, she couldn't write a letter or go to him on his own initiative to tell him that she didn't care about the matter of Yuan's room, right?
Chapter completed!