Chapter 813 Extra Lu Zhichen’s previous life (8)

However, there is never the word if.

If all the regrets can be repeated, there will be no so many regrets in this world.

But he still blamed himself.

I was thinking, if I had taken the little girl away from the Huo family and Huo Chulan early, would I not have met the one from the Wu family, nor would I... become the result now.

It seemed as if he had entered a vicious circle of thought. He didn't know what to do except blame himself.

Just looking at her like this, she was so quiet and well-behaved, and she really seemed to be asleep. It seemed that she would stay here and wake up after she was no longer unhappy.

It seems that this is just a joke she played with everyone.

Because I suffered a lot, the little girl was sad, so I didn't want to pay attention to them for the time being.

When she is happy or coaxed, she will wake up again, she is as coquettish as she used to be, spoiled, willful, arrogant and domineering.

He is a little villain, a little devil, and everyone's favorite little girl.

Lu Zhichen thought to himself, how great it would be if this was just a dream.

Dreams are the opposite, and his little girl will live her life peacefully.

Even if you don't like him anymore.

He actually didn't have so many requirements.

I just want her to be safe like her own name.

Lu Zhichen stood there for a long time, but suddenly heard Mr. Xing speak, "Lu Zhichen, you go back."

He looked at a loss, "Old Xing, I..."

"This is our own family business." Mr. Xing's voice was hoarse, but firm and serious, "You go back."

Lu Zhichen paused for a moment and suddenly said, "We exchanged the token. Mr. Xing also agreed back then. Jiuan, she is my fiancée."

"How do you take what a child says seriously?"

"Besides, she hasn't known you anymore."

Mr. Xing took out the jade pendant and gave it to Lu Zhichen.

The color of the jade pendant has become very dim, but it is still the piece that Lu Zhichen gave to the little girl at that time.

He held it in his hand. The jade was warm and cool before and felt very comfortable to touch.

But now, it seems... a little strange.

Keeping it in your hands is the coldness that invades the bone marrow.

Lu Zhichen didn't care, but still kept it in his hand, holding it tightly.

"Whether you admit it or not, Jiuan, she is still my fiancée."

"We agreed."

He stood for too long and his legs were a little stiff.

The weather was very cold, he didn't wear much, and his face was very pale.

"I'll come again."

After he finished speaking, he turned around and walked towards the door step by step.

My legs were a little stiff at the beginning and it was not very comfortable to walk.

He didn't take it seriously, and looked at the place surrounded by everyone again, deeply and nostalgic.

"Jiu'an, see you next time."

After he returned home, Lu's mother was anxious to cook ginger tea for him, and he sat on the sofa.

Grandpa Lu is old and stayed up late yesterday. In the morning, he was in a bad mood and was persuaded to go back to his room.

Lu's father sat next to Lu Zhichen, looked at him like this, and his voice paused, "Have you found it?"

Lu Zhichen nodded, "I saw her."

Father Lu didn't know what to say, so he patted his shoulder.

Lu Zhichen just lowered his head and stared at the jade pendant in his hand in a daze.

"Is this the jade pendant?" Lu's father asked.

"Um."

Lu Zhichen did not speak anymore, and Lu's father did not disturb him anymore.

Lu's mother quickly brought the cooked ginger tea and asked Lu Zhichen to drink it.

After taking a few sips, Lu Zhichen couldn't drink it anymore and put the bowl on the coffee table.

"Sorry, mom, I don't have an appetite."

Lu's mother did not force him to eat. When she heard him say this, she just looked at him with concern.

But how can such a thing be comforted?

The girl was gone, and Lu Zhichen could never wait for her anymore.

Lu Zhichen was persuaded to go back to the room by Lu's father and mother. He went back obediently, but he couldn't fall asleep either.

Even though I was mentally exhausted to a certain extent, I still couldn't fall asleep.

He tried to close his eyes, and the little girl would suddenly appear in front of him.

He would suddenly open his eyes again and his forehead was covered with cold sweat.

He was really scared.

Very scared.

Lu Zhichen held the jade pendant and looked at the red rope on his hand. He seemed to remember that more than ten years ago, the five-year-old girl tied a red rope on his hand. After that, she was her own, her face was proud and happy.

However, he could no longer recall it.

When I recall it, I was full of pain.

Lu Zhichen felt that he was not good at this.

He is escaping, but if he really escapes, if he doesn't want to recall it, does that mean... he really doesn't like Xing Jiuan that much.

Is he likes little girls?

Does he really like it?

Lu Zhichen didn't know.

However, he closed his eyes.

In front of me was the little girl, snow-white, as if it was a color with the white quilt and the snow around it.

Only long black hair is still eye-catching.

He looked carefully and fell into a dream. He had already arrived at the girl's side. After a moment of pause, he reached out and touched the girl's hair.

She didn't move, closed her eyes, and didn't even breathe.

Lu Zhichen looked at her for a long time, and finally, he slowly bent down.

He was silent, his lips trembling, and kissed hers.

It's cold and harsh.

Lu Zhichen's heart seemed as cold as the temperature he touched.

He was guarding his little girl in his dream.

Until the meal, Lu Zhichen had not come out.

Lu's mother was worried and came to knock on the door.

Lu Zhichen slept very lightly and woke up from his dream, without his little girl in front of him.

He sat up in silence, put on his shoes and walked out.

The sweaters and trousers on her body are wrinkled and her hair is a little messy. If outsiders see it, they would not believe that the person in front of her is the Lu Zhichen who is vigorous and decisive in the shopping mall.

When he was a child, he was a child from other people's family. He has always been a person in the circle that juniors could not catch up with. It was like a benchmark. Others were working towards him, but they still left everyone far behind.

He is the only child of his parents and ranks ninth in the family. Before that, someone called him "Jiu Master" because of his name.

However, not many people call this title.

He always seemed to be neatly packed, clean and neat, always dressed properly, as if nothing could touch his emotions.

This is the first time Lu's mother has seen Lu Zhichen like this in more than 20 years.

She felt very distressed, but she didn't know how to persuade her.

"Mom, I'll clean up and go."

Lu's mother nodded.

Lu Zhichen closed the door and went to wash his face and comb his hair.

His face was also a little white and there were red bloodshot in his eyes.
Chapter completed!