Chapter 33: Loneliness (Part 1)

As a "seed student", the ups and downs in the past meant that Fengyinglou would no longer be able to easily make new friends in this school.

Half a year later, in the second election, with "zero" votes, Fengyinglou handed over the armband representing the identity of the squad leader. And the successor was, of course... Chen Xingping.

A loser stepped off the stage, and a high-spirited successor stepped onto the stage. And at this transition between the old and the new, the whole class burst into applause like a wave of applause.

Faced with this situation and clearly feeling the loneliness of being rejected by everyone, Fengyinglou became even more silent. From then on, he almost never spoke in class. He always sat alone in the corner of the instructor's room.

They listened silently and left silently, while others also turned a blind eye to Fengying Tower. The two parties seemed to live in two parallel worlds that would never intersect with each other.

In the grade assessment a year later, whether it was cultural classes, military skills classes, or even Jin Zexi's fighting class, Fengyinglou's results were ranked in the bottom ten.

According to the regulations of the Fifth Special Forces Elite Training School, students like Fengyinglou who have no special skills and whose grades are too lagging and have little training value can be directly expelled.

When discussing the expulsion list, several heavyweight instructors sat together. When they saw Fengyinglou's name, everyone fell silent. After a long time, the first person to speak turned out to be the one who always emphasized that he only likes strong people.

Instructor Kim Jae Hee absolutely hates weaklings.

"I see that Fengyinglou trains harder than others every day. How could it become like this?"

Listening to instructor Jin Zexi's somewhat knowing questions, the other instructors were silent.

Speaking of hard work, Fengyinglou is indeed the most hard-working among the students in the school. Zhu Jianjun couldn't sleep in the pigeon cage, so he simply slept outside the pigeon cage. As a nine-year-old child, he had to spend his time in the open air.

A whole spring, summer, autumn and winter.

Since he did not live in a dormitory and was not subject to school schedule restrictions, he would train late into the night every night using methods that were close to self-mutilation.

As long as you walk to the campus at night, as long as it is not past two o'clock in the morning, you can always see a small figure rolling on the ground silently; you can always see a small figure,

Facing the poplar tree wrapped with a layer of hemp rope, you can practice close combat there; you can always see a small figure holding a wooden stick shaped like a rifle, running and jumping there.

, and the sound of "da da da" was made from time to time in the mouth.

But a dog with wounds all over his body and an aging dog would always stand quietly aside at this time, watching this child sweating profusely on campus.

In this case, Fengyinglou's basic skills should be stronger than anyone else, but in the actual combat assessment, facing the gaze of hundreds of pairs of eyes, Fengyinglou failed again and again, and his results were worse than anyone else.

"Although his grades are not very good, but..." Jin Zexi said this and couldn't help but sigh softly in his heart. With so many instructors, everyone likes Fengyinglou. Even he himself did not expect that the first one

The one who opened his mouth to protect Fengyinglou turned out to be himself! But Jin Zexi continued: "In any case, Fengyinglou's spirit of studying hard is worth promoting. Otherwise, let's observe it for one more year and see what happens."

For the first time, several heavyweight instructors in the school did not disagree on the same issue. With Jin Zexi's proposal, almost everyone nodded at the same time, and with a unanimous vote, the fate of Fengying Tower for the second year was decided.

Time passed by quickly without hesitation. When several heavyweight instructors sat together again to discuss the elimination list of unqualified students this year, Fengying Tower was still there.

"His basic skills are quite solid, but in actual combat, he has almost no winning rate, which is why his results are so bad. Well, this is not excluded. We instructors have taught him some things privately, and he has to learn at the same time.

The fact that if you have too many things, you will distance yourself from other people.”

This time it was Instructor Long Jianhui who spoke, "Fengyinglou can live in a corner of the playground, enduring wind and rain every day for two years. Let alone those children, even us instructors, on the 11th

When I was young, without the strict orders of the instructors, but just out of self-consciousness, who could do it?"

Several instructors around him were silent. Long Jianhui moved Fengyinglou's files lightly in front of everyone: "So, I suggest another year of observation. At the very least, we won't regret it in the future."

The five instructors nodded together, and that was it, Fengyinglou quietly ushered in its third year in the academy.

But in the past three years, Lei Hongfei has already made a name for himself in the school. It took him three years to complete six years of primary military training. With impeccable results, he rushed into the intermediate training class and became a seed that the school focused on cultivating.

As a student, he will certainly encounter the same things as Fengyinglou as he grows up, but after several attempts, no one dares to provoke Lei Hongfei easily. Such a person, both in character and attitude, is incompatible with Fengyinglou.

Absolutely different strong characters.

Facing the challenger, Lei Hongfei was ruthless and ruthless. As soon as he made a move, it was bound to be a devastating blow. Many people were frightened by Lei Hongfei's beast-like madness before they even made a move.

Only Hai Qingwu understood that the reason why Lei Hongfei fought so hard was because he had a fire in his heart. He failed to protect Fengying Tower. He watched Fengying Tower become more and more silent day by day, and watched Fengying Tower become silent every night.

He was sweating profusely, but his grades never improved. If he couldn't vent his anger, he would really suffocate himself to death.

How could Lei Hongfei be polite when facing a challenger with the same ill-intentions? How could he not strike out like a Spanish bullfighting that saw a red cloth and launch the most savage impact charge against the enemy?!

If it is said that to become a strong man, one must go through all this, Fengying Tower fell down, but Lei Hongfei successfully rushed up!

In the middle of the third year, a big event happened in the school.

Liu Wei, that is, when Fengying Tower went to find instructor Jin Zexi three years ago, the student he saw passing the water room was washing clothes for instructor Jin Zexi. While practicing fighting with a newly recruited student, he was beaten by a man who was older than him.

He is five years older, but has never learned close combat skills. Zhan Xiage, a student who has just entered the school for three days, was knocked down with his bare hands. Now it has evolved into a life-or-death situation.

In the duel, Zhan Xia Ge, who had been completely fooled by a third-degree black belt master in karate, relied on his blood and madness to never admit defeat, and won the final victory. He even directly made up for it.

One kick severely injured Liu Wei, causing a student with considerable development potential and who had been carefully taught by Jin Zexi for several years to be eliminated directly.

Instructor Jin Zexi, who had made a three-year contract with Fengyinglou, actually chose to leave the school because of this incident. Call him stupid, silly, or crazy. Until this time, the school

Only those who realize that Jin Zexi is actually so cold on the outside and hot on the inside. When it comes to caring for students that is almost protective of their shortcomings, he is definitely the strongest among all the instructors.

Or, as Jin Zexi once said in front of the mirror, if you want to achieve great things, you have to be ruthless and thick-skinned. However, he has obviously not mastered this aspect yet!

After hearing the news, Feng Yinglou, who was punching and kicking the poplar tree, only paused briefly before continuing to punch the target in front of him.

…

By the end of the third-year semester, only four bishops were left sitting together to discuss the students' fate, and Fengyinglou's results were still among the last ten, and he still didn't show any special skills, so he was still eliminated.

within the range.

Ranked in the bottom ten for three consecutive years!

Faced with this situation, everyone's eyes naturally fell on Li Xiangshang. Without Jin Zexi as a competitor, the identity of the head of the Fifth Special Forces would most likely fall into his pocket.

Whether to stay or leave the photo studio, he, the future head, should also have a say.

Moreover, several instructors present really wanted to see what attitude Li Xiangshang would use when facing Fengyinglou, a student that he and Jin Zexi had taught together.

"Do you think that the Fengying Tower, which we were once optimistic about, should be so weak that it can only be ranked at the bottom forever and face the danger of being eliminated?"

Li Xiangshang reached out and took away Fengyinglou's files and said flatly: "I don't think so!"

With just these words, Fengying Tower stayed.

"Fengyinglou, please stop practicing."

The speaker was Hai Qingwu. She looked at the row of groves and felt her nose was sore.

Four years, four years. Feng Yinglou is almost thirteen years old. The non-stop training every day has made his childish aura diminish day by day. His height has also grown by leaps and bounds to one hundred and forty-eight centimeters.

As for the row of small woods, it has

More than 20 trees were kicked by Fengying Tower so hard that their internal veins were broken. Without the normal supply of water, they withered day by day. The school had to replant new saplings in them every year. However, Fengying Tower was still at the bottom of the combat assessment.

Within ten people.

Time has not healed Fengyinglou's inner trauma, nor has it restored the self-confidence he once had.

Facing the "enemy", Fengyinglou is as dull as a piece of wood, and his attacks are as weak as a sheep. As long as there is a chuckle from the audience, his attacks will become even weaker until the instructor shakes his head repeatedly.

, and was swept away by the enemy without mercy.

Now Fengying Tower has become a special case in the entire school. No matter how the tortoise runs, even if the hare has a good sleep in front, it cannot win the tortoise and the hare race. It has also become a special case if there is no soldier.

Courage is nothing without the fighting spirit. This is the most direct proof of this theory.

Seeing that Feng Yinglou was still mechanically attacking a poplar tree that was already overwhelmed, and every time his right leg was severely pumped up, the poplar tree would moan in pain and kicked violently. Hai Qingwu finally couldn't help but walked over and buckled down.

"I told you to stop practicing, did you hear me? If you keep practicing like this, what's the use? If you keep practicing like this, you will make yourself a fool!"

Hai Qingwu really couldn't believe that the boy with dull eyes in front of her could only reveal a hint of cruelty when he looked at the poplar tree. The boy who had grown as tall as her shoulders was the same boy who took her in back then.

With a cane, he can send her a love letter in return, an innocent and romantic little boy.

On the love letter that Hai Qingwu still carefully keeps, the big smiling face drawn by Fengyinglou is still blinking, taking Fengyinglou as his true innocence and carelessness. The sincere happiness at that time was without any trace.

What was reserved was released. Reading the poem "Accidental" that he patched up with circles in his love letter, an indescribable impulse, an indescribable sourness, made Hai Qingwu suddenly

He hugged Fengyinglou from behind: "Don't practice anymore. If you keep practicing like this, I feel... so uncomfortable!"

Hai Qingwu has never been in such close contact with a man other than her father in her life. Even she herself can't tell whether her current mentality is pity, sympathy, friendship and care, or she has really grown concerned about the situation in front of her.

This boy had a strange feeling that he couldn't explain, but it was already real.

She only knew that she really didn't want to see Fengyinglou like this.

Feng Yinglou's body finally stopped. He really couldn't break away from the restraints formed by someone who really cared about him with his arms and feelings. He was silent for a long time, and then whispered: "I don't practice.

What else can you do?”

Hai Qingwu was really dumbfounded.

There are no new friends in Fengying Tower. Everyone looks at him sideways. Now, the only thing left in his life is training, training and training. Doesn't he just want to use this method to find himself here again?

Although he is very valuable in the academy, no matter how hard he works, he still relies on the mercy of the instructors every year to get by?!

He has lost his self-confidence and dignity. If he gives up this kind of perverted self-harm training, how do you want him to continue to stay in the Fifth Special Forces Elite Training School, and how to face the arrogant attitude in the double scrutiny?

Dismissive eyes?!

"Fengying Tower, Lei Hongfei and I are leaving. What are you going to do? How can we feel relieved when you look like this?!"

Hai Qingwu is already twenty-three years old. She needs to spend two years to receive training to adapt to the terrain of mountains, deserts, jungles and snowfields. In the next two years, she is destined to be completely insulated from the Fengying Studio. And Lei Hongfei

, he has been skipping grades with amazing results all the way, and is about to enter the technical school under the Fifth Special Forces to learn basic benchwork knowledge. After completing the study, he will need to spend a year and a half to go to various military factory branches to learn through practice

Various weapon combinations and theoretical knowledge.
Chapter completed!