Back at the warm and familiar home, he fully felt the earnest care of Mei Lanxiang and the others. Chen Guobin seemed a little uneasy because of his cheating for the first time. No matter what, he thought that his spirit had cheated at that time, and he had not even been able to really recover until now.

However, his performance is no different from usual, and there is no abnormality. He cannot confess, nor can he show an abnormality that is equivalent to confession. This kind of thing is probably the most appropriate thing to hide in his heart. Everyone always has some shameful secrets. If something fails one day in the future, he will face it calmly and make a decision on the spot based on his true heart. He does not want to make a decision before this.

At least for now, Chen Guobin doesn't want to let his heart suffer too much. Since it happened, it has happened. All kinds of results must be faced at any time. Even though he thinks about it, he still feels a little tormented and needs to adjust.

Gu Ertian was Friday, and Maggie Zhou took leave and did not come to work. She was really tired yesterday, with full reasons and would not make people suspicious. Perhaps there were more important reasons. In short, Chen Guobin immediately felt relieved.

If Maggie Zhou came to work today, he found it would be a bit difficult to face. For everyone, it is indeed very important to leave a buffer time. When we meet again next Monday, we will probably be able to dilute it.

While having lunch at home, Chen Guobin said hello and said he wanted to go to Xingcheng after get off work in the evening. Zhao Yaqin, who was accustomed to him, didn't ask much this time, but only told him to pay attention to safety when he was away. Mei Lanxiang was used to Xing frowning and complaining, but she didn't stop him. Now everyone has indeed regarded Chen Guobin as a career-oriented man, and has to give him more space.

Under the night, the lights of thousands of families were lighted. Chen Guobin called from Xingcheng Bus East Station to the community where Lin Shilei was. Before going upstairs, he subconsciously looked up and did not find that Dong Yining's house was lit. It might have been to Pingjiang to accompany her sister, but it was rare that he could not hit her once. Thinking that he could hit her almost every time before, he couldn't help but smile bitterly.

Stepping into Lin Shilei's elegant and classical home, although Chen Guobin lacked a little artistic cell, his body and mind were still greatly relaxed. Of course, he did not think this was a problem with the house.

"I have prepared the dishes and I'm waiting for you chef to come and start stir-frying." Lin Shilei was sending a huā apron, which looked a bit like a caring sister. She temporarily lacked the elegance of a goddess, but she had a smile on her face. When she received the call, she heard something wrong.

Chen Guobin felt warm and felt very happy. He followed Lin Shilei into the kitchen and enjoyed the frying with her close cooperation with her helping to take this and that. Here, no matter what he did, he could enjoy a special tranquility. Even if he made some mistakes before, he would not have to think about it for the time being.

In addition to cycling, he came to learn about the latest developments in his career and discussed it, he also came to seek relaxation. This kind of relaxation is different from relaxing at home, and he does not need to be heavy here.

At the table, the two of them were still talking while eating, including the recent economic trend. Among them, the financial crisis in Hong Kong has passed without any danger, and a new crisis has emerged in South Korea, but it is relatively far away. Lin Shilei also talked about Li Deren from Hong Kong's plan to come to Xingcheng next week and carefully discussed the cooperation matters of the envisioned major project. Of course, this still requires some understanding and contact, which cannot be completed in one go. Lin Shilei specifically said it concisely. She knew that Chen Guobin had something to do and said too much was not appropriate, although Chen Guobin was still taking it seriously.

"Emotional crisis?" Lin Shilei stared at his eyes with a little playful thought, and changed the subject after briefly introducing the situation.

Chen Guobin smiled bitterly: "Probably so."

Lin Shilei sighed softly: "Your wife is very nice to you."

"I know."

"Is it really that difficult?" Lin Shilei looked a little confused. She could feel the pain in his heart, but she didn't know the specific situation.

"In terms of emotions, I am a relatively slow person." Chen Guobin said calmly: "I often didn't expect the existence of the word "feeling", but I let some of my own random expressions, and when I discovered the problem, it was always too late, and the harm had already happened. Moreover, God always seemed to like to tease me, carefully designed many theaters, which often challenged my nerves in the limits. In fact, no matter how strong a person is, he is fragile in terms of emotions. When facing some special things, he is prone to temporarily lose himself." In this life, it is difficult for him to imagine who else he could tell, except Lin Shilei.

Lin Shilei stared at his eyes and said lightly: "You may have been missing all the time, and you haven't found the person you want to find the most." After pausing, she added: "You are too persistent."

Chen Guobin was stunned and his thoughts suddenly surged, and almost burst into tears. He sighed: "I may have lived in hallucinations for too long."

"She must be someone who loves you very much." A trace of sadness suddenly flashed across Lin Shilei's face, and she was naturally immersed in her inner world. "I have always believed in the existence of reincarnation, but I don't remember who I was before reincarnation, and I can't find where I am. I have felt lonely since I was a child, but I have always kept myself optimistic. Because I firmly believe that one day, I will remember it. Even if that day is the end of my life, I have no regrets. I just want to see him at one glance, even if it is enough." At this point, she was already full of tears.

Chen Guobin reached out and hugged her gently, as if telling a story: "This world may be magical. One person may carry out multiple versions of the story in different parallel spaces at the same time.

These stories may be poignant, happy, miserable, or dull. But no matter what the situation is, they will always leave some precious things and always have some unforgettable marks. And each of us should have had at least a very brilliant happy years."

After a pause, he said firmly: "I believe you will definitely remember it!"

"Yes!" Lin Shilei nodded vigorously, and the tears on her face were gently wiped away by the napkin taken out of the table by Chen Guobin.

They found that their previous surging mood suddenly became particularly quiet, allowing them to enjoy and intoxicate.

Before she knew it, Lin Shilei fell asleep peacefully, and her face was still so elegant, and she did not temporarily shed the clouds that were usually just masks because of sleep. The depths of her bones were elegant.

Chen Guobin hugged her gently, not moving at all, for fear of waking her up. He could feel that she was sleeping soundly and peacefully. Maybe this was the best time she slept, maybe this time she could briefly retrieve the most unforgettable trace in her dream. However, such dreams usually cannot remember that God is always so cruel after waking up.

His understanding of similar magical things is entirely based on a speculation based on a kind of mental enlightenment.

He even occasionally had a strange feeling that he might not only have that life, but there might be more, but he could only remember that life, which was also an important factor in the occasional depression in his soul...

That night, Chen Guobin didn't sleep, but his mind was extremely relaxed, and he had no worries or depression for the time being.

However, the next morning, when he found that Lin Shilei's face was covered with tears again, his heart was still deeply tugged. He found that he could reach a very high level of spiritual communication with Lin Shilei. He knew that she had remembered something in her dream at this time, but she would forget it after waking up.

Chen Guobin actually hopes that she will never remember it in reality. Her tears prove that a period of certain happiness, but also highly sad and unforgettable, and it makes people so obsessed with it will definitely seriously affect the normal life in this life.

And he was so painful because he could remember that life.

He seemed to have some understanding of why God was so cruel that people would not remember the reasons for their previous lives. If it weren't so cruel, it would actually be even more cruel, and countless similar tragic stories that were as close as the end of the world would happen.

He was also a little grateful that he could only remember that life. But he still occasionally felt a little resentful about the unknown possible cycle. Because he knew that this might be so, he could not be completely at ease and turned a blind eye.

Carefully helping to wipe the tears from Lin Shilei's face, Chen Guobin gently held her little hand.

He found that her tears finally stopped, and a brilliant smile suddenly appeared on her face, probably because she remembered the happiest bits and pieces, maybe it was just that it was so easy to have a meal and walk together.

Lin Shilei finally woke up, her face looked particularly quiet, and she smiled softly: "I feel very happy now. I think I remembered it in my dream before, but now I have forgotten it again.

But I think that must be very happy, which strengthens my determination to wait until the day I fully remember."

Chen Guobin nodded and smiled: "It must be very happy!" He also sighed deeply. How great it would be if he could only remember the happiest ones.

"Um!"

Lin Shilei felt a little guilty again: "I should have comforted you, but it turned out to be the other way around."

Chen Guobin smiled relaxedly: "What's the difference between me comforting you and I comforting me?"

Lin Shilei smiled, and Xiaohui said with pain again: "You can sleep too." While she struggled out of his peaceful arms, she hugged him without any hesitation with her backhand.

Chen Guobin was slightly stunned, but immediately closed his eyes in the elegant body fragrance that made him feel extremely intoxicated and peaceful. It was so soft and smooth, as if boneless. He found that he was also very tired at this time, not physically, but really needed to sleep quietly.

He didn't know what he remembered in his next dream, but he just vaguely felt that his face seemed to have been touched. When he woke up, he was greeted by Lin Shilei's sweet and peaceful smile, which made him feel extremely warm and at the same time, it made him very nostalgic without any pressure.

During lunch, Chen Guobin thought of another important thing to come here.

"Shi Lei, I need some help if you have something to do." He told the story of the pair of sisters in the big bar, and proposed to use a charity organization to allow them to study hard before they grow up.

"I will do it." Lin Shilei nodded seriously and smiled earnestly: "I have no essence of separation between you and I."

"Hao"

He didn't know that Dong Yining helped the pair of sisters in a similar way. It was only after many years that he met the pair of sisters again, that he realized.

Chen Guobin did not see Chu Xiongfei, who was busy with business again this time. He knew that this former real hero could do it well.

When he arrived at Pingjiang by bus, Chen Guobin found that he was in a particularly peaceful mood.

And the vast land under the bright sunshine, although it was almost the desolate season of early winter, it still seemed particularly vibrant, and Pingjiang City seemed much more lively. If he hadn't been so impressed by the bleakness of yesterday, he would have thought he had traveled through time again.

In fact, mood is the main factor determining whether the world is beautiful...

In the new week, although he also rode a motorcycle to work, Chen Guobin felt more comfortable than driving a BMW. This week is not simple. The new Lianyunshan Scenic Area will be officially established on Friday, and the scenic area management committee and the scenic area work committee will of course be listed at the same time. For Pingjiang, this is a big strategic step. Although the prospects are uncertain, and the bleak lessons of the Longshan Lake Scenic Area in Lingyang City are still vivid in my mind, but at least at this moment, Chen Guobin is full of confidence.

He accidentally met Maggie Zhou's car at the gate, and the two of them immediately drove to the same position in the yard and stopped.

While getting off the motorcycle, Chen Guobin smiled and greeted him easily: "Director Zhou, have you recovered enough of your spirit?"

"Nonsense!" Zhou Mayu shook her eyebrows, raised the window, then pulled out the key and pushed open the door and walked out, looking at the deputy bureau-level car and hummed again: "I want to change the cannons by the bird gun, so I'll last a few more days."

Chen Guobin immediately rolled his eyes: "I haven't been quarrel for three days, my mouth is itchy again, right?" After saying that, he realized that this was too sensitive.

Maggie Zhou was extremely embarrassed, and her originally calm mood immediately became boiling again. She stared at her and gritted her teeth and threatened: "Dare you dare to think about it again, 1 Be careful, I will tell you who is your family, and she will not care about you! The childbirth is so big, and she has a lot of bad thoughts. How can it be bigger in the future?"

Chen Guobin looked at the director speechlessly, really not knowing what water was in her head. However, he curled his lips and said arrogantly: "If you dare to tell her, I will tell your aunt! Look at her that she can't twist your butt!"

"..." Zhou Ma Yu staggered and almost fell down, but was reluctantly pulled by the indignant guy, and finally stabilized...
Chapter completed!