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147、Let go of all the troubles

In the dream, Chen Guobin had been walking in a desolate ice and snow for a long time. His hands were very cold. He didn't know where he was going or who he was looking for, but he only knew to keep moving forward.

A dark cloud in the distance rushed towards him quickly, looking extremely ferocious. Soon, Chen Guobin was baptized by the heavy rain of beans, and his whole body was once again wet, and the cold air penetrated into his bone marrow and trembled. He found that he seemed to be out of reach again, and he was almost unsteady under the increasingly violent wind.

It was dark and stormy, and it seemed that he was the only one left in the world, just like the end of the world.

But he still stood up and stepped out toward the boundless distance again. He firmly believed that there was always a warm destination in the distance.

Suddenly, Chen Guobin felt a particularly warm hand grabbing his almost numb hands. He then found that the wind and rain stopped suddenly, the ice and snow melted and disappeared in an instant, and the sky suddenly became unprecedentedly clear and brilliant. The geese flew by, but under his feet was a golden rapeseed. The whole world regained its vitality in an instant.

Chen Guobin was stunned for three times as if he was electrocuted. The feeling was so long-lost familiar and intimate, as if it was a lifetime ago, and it was so unbelievable.

His heartbeat quickly accelerated and almost suffocated. He held it tighter with great tension and felt tighter immediately. Then another hand, which was also particularly warm, pressed on it and patted it gently.

His eyes quickly became wet. He understood that this was not a dream, but a real thing. She was really back.

The dreams that had been desperate in the dream came true in this instant. Chen Guobin could not describe the height of his heart at this moment. He had thousands of words to say, but he moved his mouth but said nothing. All this came too suddenly, which made him completely unprepared and caught him off guard.

Slowly opening his blurred eyes, he gradually saw her face smiling tenderly with tears in her eyes, so familiar.

Facing his nervous gaze that was afraid of being just hallucinated, Dong Wanning nodded gently, patted his hand lightly again, and whispered: "It's me."

The only two words that were ordinary, like the sound of nature, made Chen Guobin's whole body tremble suddenly, and a burst of extremely strong pleasure suddenly penetrated his whole body. He almost forgot everything, except holding the weak but particularly warm little hand tightly.

Dong Yining on Chuáng turned over and was facing their side, and she muttered something to her dream.

Dong Wanning quickly pulled her hand back and nodded, and Chen Guobin immediately understood her thoughts. They always readily understood each other.

She gently turned around and hugged Dong Yining, who was soon more peaceful with a loving look on her face. She felt extremely happy in her heart. Chen Guobin, who saw it clearly, was also very happy. All this was so incredible that they really met again.

They slept again, and the interior was full of details.

In the morning, their spirits were already full of energy, and Chen Guobin and Dong Wanning performed nothing abnormally, except for the fact that they had a little more tacit understanding when they were occasionally in contact.

While taking the bus down the mountain, listening to their laughter, Chen Guobin temporarily forgot a lot of things. Looking at the spectacular and beautiful mountains outside the window, it was difficult to suppress the indescribable strong pleasure and movement that penetrated almost every pore of his body. Although he knew that many serious problems still existed, at least at this moment, he temporarily relaxed himself. The waiting without hope had been too long and too long. He wanted to move for a while and have a meal at Lin Shilei's house at noon. Dong Wanning, who came here for the first time during this period, looked at Chen Guobin with a little complicated look, and instantly returned to normal. She believed them.

"Yining, don't go to Pingjiang this time. It's so hard to climb the mountain. Just have a good rest at home and I'll go to work tomorrow. Guobin and I will leave together." After the meal, Dong Wanning acted like a big sister and her tone was irresistible.

Dong Yining frowned, looked at Chen Guobin again, thinking that they each drove a car, but nodded in the end: "I know. Sister, you should be careful on the road." "I know..." Saying goodbye to Dong Yining and Lin Shilei, Chen Guobin and Dong Wanning each drove a Jetta, one by one, one by one, and one by one, and detoured National Highway No. 6 in the east. When driving on that remote county road, Chen Guobin turned into a small path at the right time, leading Dong Wanning to a forest where birds were singing endlessly.

The two got off the car, their eyes met, and they were filled with mixed feelings. They had too many words to say, but they couldn't say a word for a while.

They hugged each other tightly. Smelling the extremely familiar smell on her body, Chen Guobin was completely intoxicated and didn't want to think about anything. He just wanted to quietly take a little longer.

"Okay" Finally, Dong Wanning took the initiative to let go of him.

They walked slowly towards the depths of the forest side by side without holding hands.

Naturally, Chen Guobin briefly explained the next three years of experience. When talking about the last car accident, he looked very guilty: "Wan Ning, I'm sorry. I didn't take good care of Yi Ning." Dong Wan Ning grabbed his hand and blamed him gently: "Why are you so careless? I will feel very painful in my heart if any of you are injured!" Her heart was cut like a knife.

"I will definitely be very careful in the future!" Chen Guobin looked determined, felt more guilty, and was also very moved.

"I believe in you," Dong Wanning said earnestly, while letting go of his hand.

As she walked, she talked for a while. Chen Guobin mentioned that he already knew about Dong Yining, but Dong Yining was still trapped in a vicious circle and could not recognize him. Dong Wanning felt these things at the moment when she woke up from her dream last night. Of course, she knew that the sister had made good intentions in changing the trajectory of her life for her sister, and she also clearly remembered every bit of this life, including the various things between Chen Guobin and Dong Yining. It was not difficult to make a judgment. She was too familiar with them. Dong Wanning stopped and turned her head to look at him seriously: "Guobin, promise me, don't admit to Yining that we are back, even if she asks in person.

Chen Guobin frowned and said nothing. If he asked in person, it would be hard for him not to answer.

Dong Wanning sighed softly: "I can't hide this from me for a long time. No matter how I continue to act according to my current habits, Yi Ning will gradually feel and doubt. She will be very happy about us being able to meet again, but if we poke the last layer of window paper opens, there will be no room for maneuver in our minds. Yi Ning will always be very painful and difficult to face. Guobin, you know that the situation has changed too much, and the three of us can't do it like before. If we give it to her, we can be happy, I will not hesitate, but that doesn't happen." Chen Guobin finally nodded heavily: "Actually, we need that layer of paper too." Dong Wanning nodded seriously: "Yi Ning will understand our intentions."

"Um……"

After hesitating for a moment, Dong Wanning suddenly said, "Guobin, we can't do what we used to be." Looking at the rapidly changing expression on Chen Guobin's face, she shook her head, "We are no longer just the past, but we have already integrated a lot of new things."

Chen Guobin's eyes were firm and firm: "I can't avoid problems, and when the time comes, Zhongxian needs to make choices. Wanning, I have always fantasized about you being able to come back, but I have always thought that it was impossible.

Now that you are really back, I am not only happy but also caught off guard. But……………” He paused for a moment, and Dong Wanning immediately said very decisively: “Guobin, we can’t get married!” Chen Guobin’s expression was very painful: “Why?” He knew some of her thoughts.

Dong Wan stared at her eyes full of worry, and explained: "Although Yi Ning really hopes that we can do this, she will always be in trouble. It is the same as breaking the window paper. I don't want Yi Ning to hide secretly in the depths of her heart alone." Chen Guobin was silent for a moment. He knew that she had other words but didn't say it. She didn't want him to make a painful choice.

After the meeting, Chen Guobin looked carefully: "Wanning's marriage is just a form, I can understand. However, although the sudden change in the situation caught people off guard, the problem must be solved eventually." Dong Wanning immediately shook her head: "Guobin, don't do that. If you suffer, I will suffer too." Chen Guobin gritted his teeth and said: "Time can dilute. This is better than making everyone have a hard time!"

Dong Wanning retorted: "But your enthusiasm is even stronger than that time."

Chen Guobin lowered his head and felt guilty: "Wanning, I'm sorry, I didn't hold on." Dong Wanning grabbed his hand again with a feeling of distress: "You should have put it down long ago. I'm very happy if you can be happy. But you have always let yourself live in conflicts. You don't know that I will be very sad if you are so stupid? Why are you so stupid?" I couldn't help but twist it gently, with a blaming on my face.

Chen Guobin smiled foolishly: "I want to be stupider, I can forget everything except you." "You fool!" Dong Wanning choked and hugged him tightly, her eyes quickly wet.

It took a long time for Chen Guobin to let go reluctantly. He stared at her eyes that seemed to have some vicissitudes at her, who were close to her, and her heart felt like she had been cut by a knife. He grabbed her shoulders and said, "Wanning gives me some time." He was very ashamed. He was still in a mess after more than a year, and Dong Wanning had been here for only one day and was so calm. In his previous life, he was far inferior to her in these aspects. It was precisely because of her that his life was so brilliant and he was highly happy and so full...

Dong Wanning sighed for a long time and finally said slowly: "Guobin, I can understand no matter what you do. But I really don't want to see you continue to suffer like that. What's the point of coming back then? Actually, I shouldn't have come back."

"No!" Chen Guobin immediately grabbed her hand, for fear that she would lose her mind again. "If you don't come back, I can't get rid of these things. Only when you come back can I have the courage to try to get rid of them."

Dong Wan focused and solemnly: "We have already undertaken too much on our shoulders, and it is difficult to be as self-conscious as before."

Chen Guobin suddenly became proud: "What can I do if I let go of all these troubles?" Dong Wanning's heart moved and almost refused to do anything, but seriously emphasized: "At least we can't let go of Yi Ning." She paused for a moment and shook her head, "Guobin, I really don't want you to hurt people too much because of me, so my conscience will be uneasy and we will find it difficult to be happy. Yaqin has become used to your existence, and I shouldn't have come back."

"Wan Ning, you are too kind, why can't you be a little more yourself?" Chen Guobin smiled bitterly, "If you are a little more yourself, I will have greater courage."

"You are also very kind, and it is difficult for you to look at him so self-consciously and shake your head gently. You can't help but reach out and gently mock his face. "Actually, I'm very happy to come back and see you and Yi Ning again. Everything else is really not important!"

"You are lying!"

Dong Wanning patted his back, who was tempted by the child again, "Guobin, don't think too much. Huās a little while to calm down, okay? You're so moved now."

Chen Guobin nodded and hugged him tighter, closed his eyes and was intoxicated by her tenderness. He wanted time to stop forever at this unprecedented moment of relaxation and stepped into the door again. Chen Guobin felt that his mood was unprecedentedly heavy. When he saw him who was obviously different from usual, the smile on Mei Lanxiang's face suddenly froze and then recovered, and he pushed him enthusiastically: "Guobin, sit down quickly..."

When she saw Zhao Yaqin, Chen Guobin found that he couldn't say a word, and he didn't even dare to look at her eyes. He was afraid that he wouldn't be able to make up. The expression on her face suddenly froze, and her heart was stabbed hard. She found that he was really different this time when he came back. He became so strange, and seemed to have completely changed.

She couldn't speak either.

There was suddenly a thick layer of ice between the two people.

"Aunt Mei, don't go there.

After dinner early, Chen Guobin was about to set off to Xinyang, trying to stop Mei Lanxiang from taking a bag and following him.

Mei Lanxiang turned her eyes hard: "Hmph, I said before that I would always love Aunt Mei! Forgot so quickly? Stop talking and leave." She pushed and shoved her, while turning back to Xiang Xiaolan who was seeing her off, seriously: "Xiaolan, take good care of Yaqin, I will be back on Tuesday night."

Xiang Xiaolan nodded very firmly: "Yes!" She stared at Chen Guobin with some blame, but she didn't understand. However, Zhao Yaqin was in the study room upstairs and did not come to see him off.

After driving out of the courtyard, Mei Lanxiang turned her head and was extremely serious: "Guobin, tell the truth to Aunt Mei, are there any women outside?"

Chen Guobin looked ahead and nodded decisively: "Yes!"

"How can you do this?" Mei Lanxiang's face suddenly felt very sad and angry. "Yaqin has been with you for more than three years. After so long, you are just so stubborn and don't care about it? Which woman is it that makes you so terrified! I'm so angry!" Chen Guobin frowned and begged: "Aunt Mei, please stop asking again, okay?"

"I'll just ask!" Mei Lanxiang stared at her, just a little bit: "Have that woman ever been to our house?" Chen Guobin made up his mind: "Have you been to us."

Mei Lanxiang could guess that **尼尼尼尼尼尼, so angry that she almost reached out to poke the unscrupulous guy's forehead. "How can you do this? I don't know how sad Yaqin will be." "I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry, can the problem be solved?" Mei Lanxiang said angrily, "Guobin, I tell you, don't think that escaping can solve the problem. If you dare to divorce Yaqin, I will follow you in the future and serve you and that woman every day, so that your conscience will be uneasy!" Chen Guobin turned his head and looked bitter: "Aunt Mei, can you not do this?"

Mei Lanxiang said, "If you are not kind, I will be unrighteous. If you have said something, you must count and always love Aunt Mei. If you want to get rid of me, there is no door!"

“…”

He was muttered all the way in his ears, and Chen Guobin's head almost exploded. He realized the power of Mei Lanxiang's mouth more and more deeply, and also fully felt the resistance to moving forward. But he couldn't stop...

Zhao Yaqin was unable to lean on the leader's chair in the study and left a heavy chore. She had been away for a long time.

She had no idea that the person who went out was fine, but when she came back, she completely changed without any signs. But the signs of going out were not very good, and when she came back, she was always good. Zhao Yaqin couldn't understand, although she knew that there was something strange about that guy, the sequelae of survival of that disaster was too deep.

Zhao Yaqin did not hesitate to target Dong Wanning. The matter was very wary of her a long time ago. Zhao Yaqin didn't know why she was like this, but she had this intuition.

She now understood the bad guy's idea, which was to engage in a marathon cold war, which made her unable to stand hating him and to take the initiative to abandon him.

Zhao Yaqin did not hide her high anger. No matter how she was able to think about it in the past, she would ask him to pursue her happiness whenever she encountered it. Now she couldn't think about it and couldn't swallow her breath, and she actually hooked up under her nose. The woman was still her subordinate, she might not look better than her, and her figure might not be better. Zhao Yaqin really doesn't understand what she is worse than that woman? That bad guy doesn't really act with her, so why did she change without saying a moment?

Originally, Zhao Yaqin would officially take over as the county party secretary next week. She was full of confidence and proud, thinking that the bad guy could also be more beautiful and show him a good show. Who knew...... He actually sent her the best "good" blessing in this way.

Zhao Yaqin gritted her teeth and sweared that she would never let them live a relaxed life and firmly disagree with the divorce.

Anyway, she used to be like this marriage, but she would not do it according to his dream of yellow beauty. Zhao Yaqin could not bear the shameful behavior of drawing a clear line on the surface but secretly hooking up with them!

She suddenly whispered a few times, grabbed a few dispensable materials on the table and threw them out, venting her heart, and finally felt a little better. She closed her eyes and calmed herself down, and then immediately became involved in the stressful work of selflessness. She was not a person who was randomly affected by emotions...............

Dong Wanning, who was deeply worried about by Zhao Yaqin, ignored the fatigue of tomorrow being Monday and just traveling back, and soon drove straight to the city to find Xu Shuyan.

Seeing Dong Wanning's unexpected arrival and his abnormal expression, Xu Shuyan was very surprised and had a vague premonition.

Sure enough, when we met, we sat down, Dong Wanning asked seriously and directly: "Aunt Xu,

I want to resign from office." Xu Shuyan looked incredible: "Wanning, you..." (ps: Let's say a few words. Originally, Dong Wanning and Dong Yining didn't come out until a long time ago, but now they have changed the situation in the middle and have made a lot of moves. Putting the problem out in advance is not that cruel, at least, although it will be more troublesome to face it. But if you really have to come out in the end in more than ten years, that's too cruel. And Chen Guobin always keeps going with that mentality, writing about pain, and it will be much better in advance.

As for wearing more, there are always readers who are used to being unable to bear it. There is no way to deal with it. It is fate. It is difficult to continue this book without wearing more, unless it becomes popular. In addition, regarding the heroine, each carrot and cabbage has its own love, and the process is bumpy, which inevitably makes different readers have some ideas accordingly. Writing a love book means asking for trouble, and it is typical thankless. It limits too many things, but it has reached such a level that there is no turning back. I was caught in it without knowing it, and I can only grit my teeth to the end.!
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