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155. The First Fall

Although she didn't drink much, Zhou Chunmei's face was already full of colorful and charming. Her movements were also a little dazed. After Chen Guobin's unresolute persuasion, she shook her head and smiled and said in a daze, "I'm fine" and continued to drink happily with Chen Guobin. She liked this special feeling very much.

Chen Guobin knew that Zhou Chunmei was so relaxed, so he did not stop her, and was a little drunk

For people, getting drunk is not a big harm. It is a very happy thing for her to have a good sleep. Although Chen Guobin is not sure about her heart, he can feel that she is often in a deep confusion, not knowing what she is doing in this world, nor knowing what she has happened before.

Finally, she fell quietly on the table next to her and fell asleep.

Chen Guobin stared at her kind face on one side, and had a urge to gently stroke her. In the end, he picked her up decisively and walked towards the bedroom as lightly as possible. The thin nightgown seemed nothing, and he could clearly feel the softness and smoothness of her body, and couldn't help but feel a little confused.

When she carefully put Zhou Chunmei on, her hands subconsciously hooked his neck and prevented him from leaving, and a painful expression on her face was very afraid of losing.

Chen Guobin was stunned and resolutely lay on the chuáng, hugging her side, so that she could feel the firm support she was drunk. Her somewhat hot snuggle was naturally close to Chen Guobin, hugging her hands tighter, making his body, which was soft and tightly pressed by a large ball of softness and warm. It was not until she buried her head deep in the wide and thick chamber and hugged her hands that she gradually calmed down and slept more peacefully, with a sweet smile on her face.

Chen Guobin smiled with relief, closed his eyes, and a familiar intoxicating smell filled his nose, which made his thoughts surging.

For quite some time, Chen Guobin was reluctant to admit that he had had such a shameful experience, and did not overlap the shadows of the two of them in time.

In fact, he had gradually felt that in addition to Maggie Zhou, her closest aunt Zhou Chunmei was there at that time, and they lived together three people. Chen Guobin didn't know what happened to him in that life, but he had been secretly with her aunt for a long time, and on the surface they were always respectful to each other. This situation lasted for more than ten years. However, his reason for leaving the village was not mainly because Maggie Zhou's long-term words, although it really made him unable to stand it. Chen Guobin had already understood this some days ago, but he continued to use her long-term words as a reason to numb himself. He lacked the courage to admit that his morality was corrupt, so he was used to taking the initial dream of Maggie Zhou as a fact, and regarding some isolated clips about Zhou Chunmei as another dream.

Chen Guobin could not describe the unprecedented shame when he and Zhou Chunmei were tangled together naked and were knocked out by Zhou Mayu, so that in the afternoon of that day, he hurriedly ran away from the village and did not intend to go back. But later, it was Zhou Mayu and her aunt who came out with her aimlessly looking for him in the vast crowd, but unfortunately both died and left. It was difficult for him to accept such a heavy fact, because everything was because of his abnormal complex, and he was fascinated by the particularly mature smell on her aunt.

After returning to the village, while searching for something, he found a treasured diary of Maggie Zhou. She had seen it many years ago when they first fell. She kept silent and forgave them in her heart, and often inadvertently created such conditions for them, although they were always so verbose. The last time she broke it was entirely due to an accident.

Chen Guobin could not describe how painful his heart was. He found that he was so shameless and even more impulsive. If he did not escape the problem and was braver, the painful tragedy could be completely avoided.

Until the last time he saw their aunt and nephew besieged in the mall, Chen Guobin was unprecedentedly angry and heartbroken. He finally broke out and immediately firmly admitted that he was extremely ashamed and no longer escaping. He could imagine how hard and dangerous it was to blindly find him in the unfamiliar world outside. They had never left the county before...

However, in the several cycles of reincarnation in those parallel worlds, Chen Guobin and Lou Xian himself were so degenerate and had done many shameful things, among which the two aunts and nephews were the most embarrassing.

Only in the lifetime of his sister Dong Wanning, did he appear in a relatively upright image.

His mind was filled with too many chaotic things, and the fierce collision. If it weren't for Dong Wanning's firm existence, he might have been schizophrenia long ago. Because of her existence, Chen Guobin maintained his firm presence on the upright side, making those ubiquitous depravity unable to completely overwhelm it.

But no matter what, Chen Guobin could not escape those different memories. They were his experiences, and he left so many tragedies. During the days when he gradually woke up, he no longer knew how deep the limit of pain was. He didn't know his arrival in this life, and they were all here, not far away from him or right by his side. Is this God tormenting him, or making up for the deep hatred.

His values ​​have been tested and adjusted extremely cruelly.

In those reincarnations, Chen Guobin had been struggling for too long and had too many tragedies. In this life, he was still struggling with it. So many painful lessons could not be let go of him easily. Until one day, Dong Wanning, who faintly felt the existence of a dead knot, resolutely said that he would be his underground lover. He finally let go of a lot of tangles, but it was still a lot short of all. He knew that Dong Wanning could feel some abstract things, and she made such a huge spiritual sacrifice, but in fact she could even accept that her sister was with him at the same time. As long as they both could break through that deep layer of constraints.

Although he has been working hard to postpone the arrival of a moment, Chen Guobin understands that one day he still needs to have a limited depravity. When he came to this life, he had fully felt that he could no longer achieve the balance of his conscience, could no longer enjoy the warm and simple world of two people in his ideals, nor could he escape without a trace alone, and would never disappear in the sight of them who were deliberately arranged to not look for other men...

Thinking of that time, Zhou Chunmei always treated him as if he was as loving as Maggie Zhou, but he was so terrifying that he was so foolish that she was so unpretentious about her. She was so unpretentious about him and fell completely in a fever. He knew that she was actually very painful, but she was also trapped in a taboo and could not extricate herself. She could only love Maggie Zhou more and make up for it or atone for her sins.

But he could not let her go. During those entangled days, Zhou Chunmei gave him too much, but he could never bravely stand up and escape. He didn't want to escape anymore. At this moment, he could hear her heartbeat so clearly, hear her breathing, and smell the mature smell that made her crazy on her body. Chen Guobin could not help but recall the past seriously. His eyes, which had not shed tears for some days, were wet again, and the tears that oozed even dripped on Zhou Chunmei's face buried in his arms.

Tong Chunmei suddenly moved, Chen Guobin immediately came to his senses and reached out to wipe off his tears.

Zhou Chunmei also reached out to wipe off a few drops of her face. Her forehead suddenly wrinkled deeply. Her eyes suddenly opened, and she looked up and looked at Chen Guobin's face that was pretending to be smiling quietly.

She even ignored the close contact between the two of them for a moment, and only felt an inexplicable pain in her heart.

Zhou Chunmei suddenly struggled out, holding Chen Guobin's head and pressing it hard into her soft arms. She felt that he needed a warm embrace at this time.

Buried deep between her peaks and surrounded by the familiar ru scent for a long time, Chen Guobin couldn't help but be infatuated with her, and finally forgot everything except her. He felt too much guilt towards her, and turned into breathing with all his heart. He could feel that she was infatuated, and he didn't have to be shrouded in that inexplicable terrible emotion for the time being.

Her heartbeat and breathing were much faster.

Chen Guobin suddenly felt his blood boiling, and the next hyperactivity factor in his body was swelling rapidly. He felt his tongue was dry and he urgently needed to suck.

Zhou Chunmei couldn't help but let out a sound. She was surprised to find that Chen Guobin had stretched out his hands after raising his head, grabbed the two thin shoulder straps on her nightgown, and gently pulled her to both sides and lost all cover. A pair of pure white and flawless aura peaks suddenly burst into the air, revealing its true face of Mount Lu trembled and topped with her rapid breathing, which was heart-wrenching. The top two huge and firm purple-reds were particularly popular.

Her body was fixed, and she looked at the extremely crazy expression on his face incredible.

Looking at the pair of sacred things, it is difficult to feel blasphemy. Chen Guobin was extremely intoxicated. It was so far away from the past. He seemed to have returned to the past, and he couldn't help but bow down and greedily held a little bit of sucking it to his heart. He was so crazy that he couldn't help but sucked it.

A drunken sound came from her nose, and Zhou Chunmei immediately lost her brief awakening. She didn't know why this feeling could make her go in without any effort and drive the deep mist into the sky. She closed her eyes and hugged the head tightly again, so that he could suck it more greedily. At this moment, she just wanted to go on infinity.

I don't know how long it took, but he felt her heart beating violently and rapidly, heard her breathing rapidly, and also heard the continuous drunken sounds in her nose.

His body was filled with enthusiasm, like a fire, and it was like an extremely boiling super volcano, urgently needed an unprecedentedly violent explosion release. He had been suppressed for too long and needed a full relief.

Zhou Chunmei let out another sound and woke up briefly. She opened her eyes and saw him grabbing the nightgown that had been removed from her waist with one hand, and wanted to continue pulling it down.

"Guobin, don't." She shook her head weakly and her eyes struggled violently.

Chen Guobin's eyes were filled with infinite excitement and extremely fierce, which made her head blank.

"Chunmei, I miss you." He said with great emotion and movement, and had already sat up. He grabbed the thin pajamas as light as a feather at the end of his delicate toes in his hand. He stared at him and lay beside him, making him feel that his tongue was dry and his mouth was unprecedentedly dry. Except for the black small triangle, her body blocked a very small part of the huge beauty, and formed an extremely strong visual impact with the other large white areas, making people excited.

Zhou Chunmei turned around and looked helplessly and shook her head gently, but Chen Guobin's passionate longing gaze was so firm that she frowned and closed her eyes.

Chen Guobin could clearly hear the thumping sound of his heart. His breathing became very rapid. He slowly and firmly grabbed her soft and rich beauty. His right hand trembled slightly and pinched the edge of the black sè, but he decisively pulled it to the end of his toes. Her snow-white and flawless beauty was completely shining under the dazzling light in an instant. The mysterious and deep grass was not very tightly covering a flooded swamp and shining crystal clear. Her body was trembling on the top and her whole body was tense.

Chen Guobin forgot what he did next, until he held up the snow-white giant tun that made him extremely crazy with his hands, held his rapid breathing, and even felt a hint of excitement and dizziness in his head. He finally explored the mysterious entrance that was wet and was gently tinged, and it was immediately wrapped tightly by a hot ball. The thin layer of obstacle he encountered could not stop the fierce look he was eager to completely fall.

Zhou Chunmei, who was tense and almost suffocating, had a wrinkle on her forehead, and she let out a slight pain, her body trembled suddenly, and a more painful expression appeared on her face. She fully felt that her desire-filled body was highly integrated, so deep and thorough. She held his butt with all her backhand and pressed it tightly, preventing him from moving. She really wanted to maintain this extremely fulfilling state.

Chen Guobin was deeply trapped in the sea of ​​fire and could not move. He urgently needed an unprecedented violent release, and urgently needed to break through the evil entangled inner demon. He lifted his butt and broke away with her hands. Finally retreated, holding her plump snow tun tightly, and then slammed violently into the abyss of sin that Feng Yiji again, and constantly hit the abyss of sin that was ruthless, and she gritted her teeth and closed her eyes. She almost forgot everything. She only felt a wave of superiority and strong pleasure penetrated her bones, extremely happy, and tears oozed out of her eyes. The room was filled with the sound of water fusion between the two of them. The rapid and heavy breathing sound and the drunken and dreamy chant. They completely fell and just wanted to never wake up again...

The first ray of sunlight in the morning fell on the indoor carpet through the narrow curtains.

Chen Guobin leaned in Zhou Chunmei's arms and fell asleep. He didn't know how long he had been crazy last night, but only remembered the last most violent moment. He burst out so thoroughly. His body trembled for a long time and continued to surge. Finally, he fully released the sin that had been entangled and suppressed for too long. He looked at it and was exhausted.

At this time, Zhou Chunmei opened her tired eyes and her mind was blank, but the head in Cunluo's arms was so true that it was so true that it was unbelievable. She didn't want to think about anything for the time being, she just wanted to hold that head and be fooled for a while. In the fool, she could not think about anything and be able to relax herself wholeheartedly.

"Chunmei" Chen Guobin, whose head was buried in the soft sea, suddenly made a sound.

"What's wrong, Guobin?" Zhou Chunmei was shocked and her face became hot. After she was infatuated at that time, she returned to reality more and more, and she felt awkward when she heard Chunmei's name.

Chen Guobin raised his head and looked earnest: "Please take a half-day off in the morning and have a good rest." "No, aunt is fine." Zhou Chunmei's eyes flashed and embarrassed. "Guobin, you can rest here and leave in the afternoon." She let go of his head and was busy looking for her nightgown that she had been thrown away. She said in a angrily manner: "Guobin, where did you throw your aunt's nightgown? You have to take a shower first..."

They didn't plan to skip the shift.

During the nearly half an hour of Zhou Chunmei's shower and calm down, Chen Guobin had already prepared breakfast. After the meal, the two were dressed and serious, and no one mentioned what happened last night.

Zhou Chunmei was dressed in a simple gray and serious dress and was about to go to work at the Provincial Party Committee Propaganda Department. Her temperament was completely different from last night's idiot and inviolable. Especially the commanding and serious tone when answering the driver's phone call, she further showed her very difficult identity as the leader of the Provincial Party Committee Propaganda Department.

As for what happened last night, Chen Guobin couldn't help but feel a little untrue, as if he and she had never had any.

However, Zhou Chunmei's tone to Hua was still very kind: "Guobin, you go first, pick up the aunt's car and come here later." Chen Guobin nodded and said obediently: "Let's go, goodbye." He said to Zhou Chunmei now and regarded herself as an aunt, as if she deliberately drew a clear distance between generations. Chen Guobin was also helpless. He didn't know what to call her for a while.

"If you have time, take a rest when you have time." When Chen Guobin heard Zhou Chunmei's farewell speech, he felt warm and embarrassed like her...

Drive from Xingcheng to Xinyang on National Highway No. 9, looking at the trees moving quickly back by the roadside, and clearly feeling the gusts of wind. Chen Guobin was sure that this was at the banquet.

There was no warning in advance about what happened last night, but in that special atmosphere, he was fully infected by the past. Chen Guobin found that everything was so natural. During the crazy release, Feng Feng didn't think about anything, no matter who he thought of, it was very unfair. At that special moment, he only thought about Zhou Chunmei who had given too much. He let himself integrate himself into the clip of secretly momoing with her in his life, just wanting to be fooled with her to the greatest extent and let her let go of those unnecessary confusion.

Chen Guobin already knew that the final result of being confused would lead to degeneration. Just like him, after being confused for so long, he finally remembered too many heavy past events. He didn't want Zhou Chunmei to finally remember, but was willing to take the initiative to be a person with a disgraceful style problem. And when she could make her occasionally foolish, he believed that her confusion would be much smaller and could reduce a lot of pain. He didn't want to see her so painfully.

As for the new challenges of morality in life, he knew that Zhou Chunmei would not be too overdoing herself.

Although I had long understood that if I could not forget and could not escape, I would eventually have such a depraved day, no matter who was with them, Chen Guobin was still a little caught off guard by this sudden arrival of this day, and needed to adjust his mentality and the rhythm of life immediately. In the future, all kinds of new problems he needed to face would gradually emerge, and each problem would have a series of chain reactions, which needed to be dealt with.

He can no longer talk about who is right or not, and who is sorry for him, which is so heavy for him. After struggling with Dong Wanning for that pale and powerless effort, Chen Guobin realized that he could not escape. He was so determined to be Dong Wanning and was willing to stand with him as an underground lover, regardless of his possible unmoral behavior. Apart from endless touching, he didn't know what else to say.

Chen Guobin found that he didn't have much fun in his heart, and he originally thought that the first depravity would be very difficult.

He had vaguely realized that this life was an unprecedented and complex test. He had to try to explore a route that hurts himself and hurts everyone in a relatively small way. At the same time, he tried to make everyone more happy and happy, and no longer stick to those rigid forms. Otherwise, it would be a dead knot, and he would definitely entangle himself and at the same time. He had already understood that principle can only have greater adaptability when appropriate compromises, otherwise it would easily lead people into the wrong path of being stubborn and not understanding, which would also be of no use, except to increase pain.

Perseverance has proven to not work, it is a dead end.

He could only firmly establish his integrity and moral status with Dong Wanning in that life, and not let the possible depravity fundamentally shake it. He would never let himself fall infinitely without being for the purpose of rescuing. Only when they did have that terrible problem, could he be like this...

On Friday night, I drove back to the "Shunter" House in Pingjiang. During dinner, Zhao Yaqin looked at Chen Guobin with some emotion: "Wanning and Maggie Cheung are about to be transferred away. Let's invite everyone to come to the house tomorrow..."!
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