158、Brother-in-law, you have changed
Chen Guobin pushed the Yueshi shelf truck with one hand and held Zhou Chunmei's hand with the other. At this moment, he was very relaxed and felt it with his heart and comfort. Seeing her face a little shy but happy look, he became even more intoxicated.
Suddenly, Chen Guobin felt uncomfortable, was stunned, and subconsciously looked back. He saw Dong Yining, who was just a few steps away. Her eyes were flashing with crystal clearness, and the desperate eyes that looked at him were filled with sadness and questioning.
Chen Guobin was very upset, but he immediately turned around and looked ahead, showing an as if nothing had happened. He didn't want Zhou Chunmei, who was intoxicated, to know.
"Guobin, okay, it's not good for others to see it."
After a while, Zhou Chunmei finally struggled with her little hand when she saw others' eyes full of attention.
Chen Guobin smiled and let go of her: "What are you afraid of? You are not as young as 70 years old and 80 years old. Everyone is envious of you." Zhou Chunmei felt very happy and rolled her eyes and angrily: "Hmph, make me happy." They finally completed the procurement task, and Chen Guobin always looked happy, although he knew that Dong Yining had been following him from afar.
Zhou Chunmei, who was still unfulfilled on her face, brought her back to the community with a full load of joy. Chen Guobin drove her back to the community. After getting off the car, he rushed to twist the bulging bags in his hand. He glared at Zhou Chunmei, who wanted to help share the burden, and then she enjoyed the pleasure of the land and followed her upstairs like a little girl.
Chen Guobin knew that the image of a perfect brother-in-law was almost completely collapsed. Dong Yining drove behind and knew that she wanted to question him so much that she was extremely angry.
If he didn't come down, Hua knew she would wait downstairs.
Until he opened the door and carried the things back to the living room, he saw Zhou Chunmei, who was a little tired, falling down on the sofa comfortably, with a look of satisfaction. Chen Guobin put down the bag in his hand, and then looked at it with great utmost ease and said: "Chunmei, I have something to go out. You can cook first." He added for a while: "Don't wait for me tonight, don't think too much when you sleep well."
Zhou Chunmei's face changed, but she immediately nodded with a smile: "Yeah, I know. Guobin, go." She got up and walked towards the door.
Chen Guobin reached out to hold her and patted her back, making her feel much more solid. After letting go, he opened the door with a smile, "Chunmei, I'll leave first..."
Dong Yining sat downstairs in the Toyota car she drove downstairs, and she had no tears at the moment, and her eyes were fixed on the exit of the corridor. She just wanted to know why, why that brother-in-law became so strange, and the difference was so big that she could not accept it at all.
In fact, Dong Yining had long felt that her sister was back. She was really happy and happy. She also knew that her sister was good at it. She tacitly did not break the paper. She also quickly understood from her sister's special feelings for that cheap brother-in-law that was actually her brother-in-law. She knew that her sister Lou would never recognize the wrong person. Dong Yining was also very happy to find her brother-in-law, and she was very sad.
But after a lot of pain, she finally understood her sister and her brother-in-law. She admitted the ruthlessness and helplessness of reality and continued to treat him as a cheap brother-in-law, and silently wished him to be happy and happy with Sister Zhao until old age. Dong Yining also knew that they all knew that she had understood that among the three, she was the stupidest, and she was proud of being stupid. She liked to be a little stupid in front of her sister and brother-in-law.
And while her sister and her brother-in-law were fighting for their fate together, Dong Yining later knew what they were doing, even though she pretended not to know. She really hoped that they could take her away from here with her without hesitation, even if she went to farm and fishing, she would have no regrets. She just had to be with her sister and brother-in-law.
In the end, they failed. Dong Yining felt uncomfortable but endured it silently. She always believed in her sister and firmly supported her sister's decision unconditionally. She was lucky and happy to have her sister. She knew that his real existence was enough. At least everything was truly in reality. They really met again, although it was so helpless and sad.
But just not long ago, the perfect brother-in-law whom she had always been proud of did such a shameless thing that made her completely unacceptable. Her heart was filled with grief and despair, and her spiritual world was almost collapsed...
Dong Yining finally saw him walking out of the corridor entrance alone. When passing by her car, his eyes looked at her so at ease. Dong Yining felt her heart trembling.
Chen Guobin got into his car and drove out first, and Dong Yining followed behind him.
Drive all the way to the side of Liuhe, which is a bit remote and lights are not very bright, Chen Guobin gets off the car and stands by the river, looking ahead.
There are several small boats that use boats as their homes with lights on lights. Although the boats are small and unstable, they are a warm home after all, which makes people so envious. Opposite the river is an undeveloped suburb, which is pitch black, and occasionally there are a few houses emitting glimmers, warming people's hearts in the vast darkness, which is so precious.
Chen Guobin did not turn his head, and he couldn't bear to look at her face.
Dong Yining stood not far beside him, staring at his face that had long changed, and now she became extremely unfamiliar with no expression. She actually wanted to see a trace of guilt and remorse on his face, so that she would feel better, but now she was so desperate.
She stared for a long time before finally questioning: "Brother-in-law, why did you do that?" She found that her tone was so calm that she had lost her despair.
Chen Guobin remained silent.
Dong Yining endured the heartache: "Can you stop that?"
Chen Guobin was determined this time: "No!" Dong Yining only felt that the two tui was soft and almost collapsed on the ground. But at this moment, she immediately became so strong that she no longer had the brother-in-law who could support her and hold her. She suddenly stood very steadily and would never fall or twist her feet again.
"Brother-in-law, you have changed." Dong Yining's dim gaze had lost its luster. She gritted her teeth and was extremely sad and angry: "I hate you!" Chen Guobin found that he was so cruel and numb, without even a tear in his eyes, and without even a slight expression on his face. He was silent for a long time and never looked back, and finally said: "Yi Ning, you must remember that you should never hate your sister!"
"I will never hate my sister!, Dong Yining shook her head violently, and she was filled with tears and sadness. "I only hate you!" She got into the car crying and left quickly.
A tear finally oozed in Chen Guobin's eyes. He went down to the water and sat on the ground, listening to the low and slow sound of water, feeling that everything was so true.
He found that he didn't even have much right to hurt, feel guilty, or even cry, which would only hurt more.
And when he vaguely understood what he should do, he knew that some harm was inevitable. Chen Guobin was familiar with each of them, and knew that some of them would not understand him and would hate him, some would not understand him but would put him in his favor, and some could understand him who was not worthy of understanding and silently believed in him.
He didn't want them to be confused with depth, and to fall further into painful memories of the past and painful struggles with ruthless reality. He had to let everyone eliminate this hidden danger or the ruthless fact that already existed. Chen Guobin knew that such shameful things could not be hidden for a long time. One day, it would come, and the one that hurt the most was his sister-in-law who was once so heart-wrenching. She was so persistent in seeing him as a perfect brother-in-law who stood tall and upright, but he reappeared in front of her with such a despicable face.
Chen Guobin found that he could really bear it and hurt Dong Yining, who had been in the painful memories of the past and the painful struggle of the ruthless reality for a longer time than him to such a deep unforgettable level. But he also knew that this kind of harm could at least help her get rid of a lot of things, and hatred was better than memories and struggles.
He could not turn a blind eye to someone of them when there was a new crisis. At that time, when he felt that Zhou Chunmei was in a state of deep confusion and pain, he fell desperately, just to stop her from continuing to be confused, or to be able to truly contact him so easily after she woke up, at least not so painful. And before she woke up, this would make her more accepting than after she woke up, the past was always too heavy, and even more so after the irreconcilable contradictions with reality overlapped, it was so heavy that it made people almost lose all courage.
Chen Guobin can only be sorry for the simple, innocent and easily injured Dong Yining. He could not do more when she was already awake. Perhaps after she woke up, he could only use harm as a means to free those constraints in her previous life.
He could not explain what shame is shameful. He took it for granted by himself. Chen Guobin no longer cared about how much he was hated. He only hoped that Dong Yining would not hate her sister because her sister would still be so stupid to believe him forever, and that Dong Yining, who had a clear relationship of love and hate, could not understand.
Chen Guobin knew that he had become a pitiful actor who could not escape and his stage was much bigger than the fake marriage with Zhao Yaqin at the beginning. What was even more cruel is that he had to act sincerely and happily, while enduring the unpredictable consequences that would inevitably come with it without regrets.
He was left with only a beautiful dream buried deep in his heart, holding a person's hand and walking carefreely. No matter where he was, as long as there was her place, it was the brightest late night. Chen Guobin rushed back to the community where Zhou Chunmei lived, and was still downstairs. He saw that the living room was still brightly lit from afar, which made him feel even more uncomfortable, but immediately expelled this emotion.
He had Zhou Chunmei who gave him the key last time and opened the door by himself.
Zhou Chunmei was leaning on the sofa worriedly. When she heard the sound of the door opening, she immediately changed her face and stood up to greet her.
Chen Guobin smiled brightly. When he saw the food on the table that had not moved at all and had long disappeared, he immediately raised his face: "Chunmei, why are you so disobedient..."
After the heat, they ate together, and Chen Guobin still ate two bowls of rice with Zhou Chunmei's enthusiasm for helping to pick up food, although there was no food at all.
Chapter completed!