"Today is the first day to arrive in Shandong, China. I've been separated for so long, I wonder if Yukiko misses me. She is such a beautiful woman, and I wonder if there will be no ignorant guys to harass her while I am not around. If there are such a ignorant boy, when the war is over, I will find them one by one and kill them. Yukiko will always belong to me. Shandong is a beautiful place with beautiful mountains and rivers, as beautiful as the newspaper introduces. The most important thing is that there are few earthquakes and there are no volcanoes. The residents of Shandong eat more rice every year than our Fusang farmers, which is really jealous. If possible, I really hope that Yukiko can come here to take a look. We must move to Shandong in the future and spend the second half of our lives here. That will be the happiest thing in the world. I will fight hard and work hard for our future, and I must succeed!"

"On the ninth day of entering Shandong, the troops were progressing smoothly and there was almost no decent resistance. As Chief Ono said, the Fuso Army was invincible in the world. The troops of the warlord Zhao would not be our opponents. They didn't even have the courage to fight. The weather was good today, and the scenery on the road was still so beautiful. The only thing that was unpleasant was their comrades around them. The captain of Nomura was an ugly and stupid pig. If he hadn't entered the army, he would have been serving his sentence in prison or died in a street fight. He bullied the recruits and assigned his subordinates to wash his feet. He really thought he was a high-ranking official? Sooner or later, I would become his superior and let him serve me."

"Futian is a good person. He has always taken care of me like his elder brother. How great it would be if there was a brother like him. We have agreed to settle down in Shandong in the future and attend each other's wedding. I really hope this day will come soon. In addition, today's food is really bad. Since we arrived in Shandong, we have never had a decent meal. Logistics officials should go to semen together."

"On the twelfth day of entering Shandong, our superiors began to ask us to solve the problem of military rations on the spot. Amaterasu was here. Don't they know that the local residents have run away? It is more difficult to find Chinese residents than to find rabbits in the mountains. Where can we find food? These damn bureaucrats and countries are all bad in their hands. If I can become the Minister of the Army..."

"On the fifteenth day of entering Shandong, I... betrayed Yukiko today. Oh, that's not my fault. Even Fukuda-kun went to fuck that Chinese woman. If I don't, I would be considered uncrossed. In the army, I cannot be looked down upon. That woman is not as beautiful as Yukiko, who is not even moved, and she is like a corpse. But I must swear that she was alive when I left. I heard that her father was a businessman who supported the Imperial Army, but Chief Ono still asked us to take turns to possess him.

The family said that he lied to the Imperial Army and left a batch of white rice to be smuggled. In fact, we all know that the superiors were just to maintain morale. If we couldn't do anything, everyone might go crazy. The woman's eyes were really scary. I could only finish it, and they must be ridiculing me. But how did they understand that when I looked into the woman's eyes, it seemed like a female ghost was blowing air conditioning into my neck. In this case, it wouldn't work, right?"

"On the 19th day of entering Shandong, military rations became increasingly problematic. Chief Ono might not have treated our supporters like that. Now, our supporters are getting fewer and fewer. The superiors have ordered that we should not do that kind of thing to our supporters and his family. Thank God, I can finally get rid of that torture. But what should the morale of the troops do? Nomura was already cursing that it was more interesting to be a gangster at home than to be a soldier. I also felt that war was not fun."

"We finally found the local residents of Shandong. However, it did not help much in the collection of military rations. When the residents were discovered, they actually ignited their own granary. Although the angry captain Nomura killed five of the men and forced one woman to punish, the food was burned in the end. The eyes of the people at us reminded me of that Chinese woman. I swear that I will never be lazy when I keep watch tonight."

"The 23rd day after entering Shandong, we finally have to fight. I am now looking forward to making more military achievements and earning enough money for marriage and moving as soon as possible. Perhaps it is time to fight, and we finally have white rice and happiness."

"The battle was cruel, and the sound of artillery almost deafened my ears. If our troops were not arranged in the third echelon, I might have died. What a terrible Lu army, I never thought that there was such a strong army in Asia, and that it could actually tie the imperial army. No matter what, the imperial army is invincible in the world, we will definitely win! It's too late, I'll just write it here."

"It's my army's turn to go to the battlefield tomorrow. Yukiko, you should cheer for me as soon as you work hard to live, and I will not die until I marry you."

"The villain Nomura was finally dead. The Lu Jun's shells lifted half of his head, and his brain flew to my face, but I couldn't care about disgust. Maybe this is war, which made me more courageous and more like a man. Although I have always disliked Nomura and have been praying to watch him die. But when my wish comes true, why can't I feel happy at all?"

"Futianjun... was killed. No, this shouldn't be true! How could such a loyal and kind Futianjun? We clearly agreed to start a family and start a career in Shandong and be a happy pair of fish lovers. Why, he is like this... I hate the Lu army, I want to kill every Shandong soldier to avenge Futianjun."

"I want to go home. I regret entering the army. Why, why can't the war end? I haven't had enough food for two days. What are the quarantine officers in the rear doing? Why haven't they transported food here? Do they want the imperial army to fight with leather boots?"

"Hunger, very hungry...Hate, love, in the face of food and rest, is worthless. If I can, I just want to have a meal of rice and have a good sleep. As long as I leave this, I am willing to exchange everything for me. Because the loss is too great, our squad was cancelled, and four survivors, including me, were incorporated into another strange squad. I don't want to remember their names, because they will die soon, just like Nomura and the others. Of course, in their eyes, I am the same."

"Today, I am recruiting suicide squads again. Becoming suicide squads will give you a full meal. However, I don't want to fight for this place. Except for the full meal, they are asked to take the Dali Pills. Although the superior said that it was a medicine of courage. But I have seen the surviving suicide squads, their dull eyes and their listless eyes. I believe that it is not a medicine of courage at all, it will be the fruit of the demon. I don't want to be an idiot like them. I want to keep my mind like my own personality."

"So hungry... Food ration is like ammunition ration, less and less. I am called the Miracle Boy because all four teams I am in have been destroyed, and only I survived. The current commander is very nice to me, and I only hope that I can give him some luck so that he can meet his son who is in elementary school alive. Everyone is writing suicide notes, and no one thinks that he can return home alive. The greatest hope is to get a body bag instead of just a little ashes. I am the only one who keeps a diary, and I hope that Yukiko can read it... Yukiko, last night I dreamed of your smile and... the look of that Chinese woman."

"The diary is finally running out, and I think I don't need new ones anymore. Today, I finally had a full meal, which may be the last meal of my life. The battle of the whole force is about to begin, no matter the outcome, I just hope that I can live. As long as I can see Yukiko, no matter what the identity is. Although Shandong is a beautiful province, it does not belong to me. I miss the cherry blossoms in my hometown, and I really want to celebrate the Cherry Blossom Festival with Yukiko..."

The young man's writing was interrupted by the shouts of the superiors, "Miracle boy, come and continue your creation after the war. Now, it's time to organize our weapons. On the battlefield, the bayonet is the one that can save you, not the pencil."

The diary was randomly stuffed under the pillow, waiting for the owner to organize it, but this time the wait was particularly long. After the owner set off, he never came back. The diary stayed under the pillow until the tent collapsed, and countless feet were stepped on from his body, and then it was picked out by a pair of strange hands.

When the diary was delivered to the woman named Sakiko, it was already a month and a half later. In this girl who was rescued from the Fuso military guesthouse, there was no youth or vitality, only her pale skin and dim eyes.
Chapter completed!