The underestimation here does not mean that Qiu Gang looked down on An Yinong before, but he looked down on him. He felt that An Yinong, like many comrades, was working hard.

But many people can do hard work, but after you work hard, you will be called a traitor, not just by the enemy, not just by the unaware people.

You may also be called traitor by your comrades, your comrades, and your organization.

People who have never experienced this kind of grievance will not understand it.

You have experienced many dangers for the country and others do not understand you, but your comrades understand you, you can tell yourself to persevere because someone is working with you.

But An Yinong's situation is not. An Yinong's situation may become that you have experienced the dangerous struggle of life and death, and no one understands you.

No one can understand you, are you wronged?

In Qiu Gang's view, this kind of grievance is huge and can crush a person.

Seeing Qiu Gang looking at her with concern, An Yinong said to Qiu Gang: "Do you know that they taught me at that time, what are the biggest enemies of us who do lurking work?"

"Emotion." Qiu Gang said.

"Yes, it's feelings, but do you still think so?" An Yinong asked Qiu Gang.

Feelings are the number one enemy that people who do lurk their jobs have to face. This is what many predecessors will say to their juniors.

Someone told An Yinong, and Qiu Gang naturally told him to the following comrades, but now it seems that feelings are not.

Not being understood by others, or even being understood by one's own people, may be a more difficult problem.

An Yinong said to Qiu Gang: "I have overcome my feelings, so I can overcome them too. Besides, there is not a single person who knows what I do, don't you know?"

Seeing An Yinong's current state, Qiu Gang knew that An Yinong was thinking very clearly. He knew that he didn't need to persuade An Yinong.

Qiu Gang said to An Yinong: "I will report to the organization truthfully, I will do my best to help you. I will tell the organization that this matter was discovered together and everything was done in cooperation."

"No." An Yinong said to Qiu Gang.

"No, you are for the sake of the organization. Can't I say that for the sake of the organization?" Qiu Gang refused An Yinong.

An Yinong knew that Qiu Gang was trying to help him. If Qiu Gang told the organization that he was acting alone and even Qiu Gang would hide it.

Then the organization's suspicion about itself has been greatly strengthened because there are conflicts between itself and Liu Peng, and he may hold grudges and kill people because of the conflict.

But now Qiu Gang is willing to say that it was his plan with him and his cooperation.

Together, they found that there was something wrong with Liu Peng and Huixin Grain Store. The two discussed the plan to get rid of Liu Peng in order not to cause trouble to the organization.

Qiu Gang came out to talk about this matter, which is much better than saying that it was done by An Yinong directly.

"Thank you." An Yinong felt that Qiu Gang was really for himself. Qiu Gang also knew that An Yinong didn't tell him if he killed Liu Peng, but it was really for himself and for the organization.

Otherwise, after An Yinong discovers it, he can tell himself and ignore this matter, and An Yinong will not end up like this.

Qiu Gang shook his head and said, "You don't have to thank me, although I will tell the people in the organization like this, the organization will definitely keep it confidential."

"Liu Peng's death is to die at the hands of a traitor. Liu Peng is a hero, and the organization will not deny his identity." Qiu Gang said.

"It doesn't matter. As long as he dies, he can't bring losses to the organization. It's okay to give him a hero." Although An Yinong said this, he still felt uncomfortable.

Because many real heroes, after they die, have to bear the name of a traitor.

And it may not be memorized for a while, but you may have to memorize it for a lifetime. Thinking about it this way, An Yinong feels it is not worth it for those people.

But these are things that can’t be done. An Yinong would not think that the organization’s failure to announce this matter is to protect Liu Peng.

The organization has considered a lot, and now it involves people from the Soviet Union. An Yinong can understand the organization's practices.

"But you have to understand that you are the 'culprit' this time, and everyone in the organization will know that the talents that the organization has worked hard to cultivate have died at your An Yinong's hands. Do you understand what you are facing?" Qiu Gang asked.

"You have said it many times. I know what I have to face. I am not understood, misunderstood, not trusted, and in the end I don't even have the chance to rehabilitate."

When An Yinong first said these words, she still looked indifferent and seemed to not care at all.

But the more you said it, An Yinong's tone became more nervous, and there were even some vibratoes in the last word.

An Yinong knew that he had not controlled it well, so he smiled at Qiu Gang awkwardly, under Qiu Gang's gaze.

An Yinong smiled bitterly and said, "Okay, I admit that I am not as casual as I said."

"I'm afraid, I don't know what is waiting for me then, and I don't know if it's time. Looking at today's events with my mood at that time, will I still think it's worth it?"

"But I understand, now I have to do this, now I feel that everything is worth it, and there is no way out, right?"

An Yinong wants to let himself do it first, what will happen in the future, and when will he encounter it in the future, and then see what happened today.

Do you think it’s not worth it? Those are no longer important because you have done it. Even if you feel regretful at that time, you can’t change it.

At that time, my regret is not that I feel that today’s choice is incorrect, but today’s choice is the most correct, and An Yinong firmly believes in it.

An Yinong did not explain his regrets at that time, but Qiu Gang understood.

The organization's misunderstanding, suppression, and even...

It may make An Yinong regret what happened today and make An Yinong feel full of hatred. But today, what An Yinong wants to tell Qiu Gang is that he doesn’t need a way out, and what he wants is to burn his boats.

An Yinong had already said this, Qiu Gang nodded and said, "I understand, don't worry, as long as I am alive, no matter when, I will stand up and speak for you."

"Then I won't thank you anymore." An Yinong said with a smile.

"I should thank you for your hard work and win as soon as possible." Qiu Gang said.

An Yinong looked at Qiu Gang and said, "If I say, I'm a little afraid of victory now, do you believe it?"

Desire for victory, what they want most is victory, which is not necessary to think about.

But An Yinong said that he was a little afraid of victory now. Qiu Gang knew that An Yinong was under great psychological pressure because no one could explain what he had to face.

However, An Yinong immediately smiled and said, "Just kidding, I have been looking forward to victory for a long time."

Qiu Gang knew that this was a joke, and An Yinong also longed for victory in his heart, but the joke contained some sincerity.

"As long as I am alive, this matter is not your own business." Qiu Gang said.

"Yeah." An Yinong did not persuade Qiu Gang because it was disrespect for Qiu Gang.

Qiu Gang said: "The organization may have received the news. I will report when I go back now. You said that you found a radio station in Huixin Grain Store."

"Then our words have a lot of credibility. The organization should understand Liu Peng's true identity. You don't have to worry too much about this." Qiu Gang said.

In fact, what Qiu Gang has always been worried about is not what he is now. What he is worried about is that this matter will bring about the troubles in the future.

An Yinong said, "I understand, and Liu Peng also asked the boss of the grain store to win over Hu Mo."

"This can also prove their identity." An Yinong said.

"By the way, the code name of the kite cannot come back because of this matter." Qiu Gang felt that he had to explain this clearly to An Yinong.

Although the code name of the kite was handed over by Liu Peng, and now Liu Peng has come up with such a problem, the code name cannot be returned because of this.

"I know." An Yinong said.

"Just know, I'm leaving, the organization should be in a hurry." Qiu Gang said.

"Okay." An Yinong and Sun Xiaolong sent Qiu Gang away.

Sun Xiaolong looked at An Yinong in front of him, An Yinong asked, "What's wrong with you?"

"My benefactor, you said you did these..." Sun Xiaolong didn't know how he spoke.

"Do you want to say it's worth it?" An Yinong asked.

Sun Xiaolong nodded and said, "Yes, is it worth it?"

An Yinong pulled Sun Xiaolong's shoulder and said with a smile: "Of course it's worth it. Those who died for victory are all dead. Do you think they are worth it?"

"We are not dead yet. We may see victory, we may feel the joy of victory, the feeling of carnival, the feeling of national celebration, we may all realize that you think we are worth it?" An Yinong asked Sun Xiaolong.

"My benefactor, I don't know the great truth. What you mean is that the dead can't see anything, and we may see those who are alive." Sun Xiaolong said.

"Yes." An Yinong said.

"Worth it." Sun Xiaolong nodded heavily. It's worth it, everything is worth it.

Sun Xiaolong just heard An Yinong describe the joy of victory, and Sun Xiaolong felt an excitement and passion in his heart.

So when it really came to such a day, Sun Xiaolong felt that everything was worth it. Compared with such a grand scene, these things were indeed not a big deal.

But An Yinong knew in his heart that such a grand scene and such a joyful scene.

It is composed of things that many people cannot see, and are not considered a matter.

Without these things that appear dull under the grand scenes, they will not highlight the grandeur of those grand scenes.

"I can watch it, there will be a day." An Yinong said to Sun Xiaolong.
Chapter completed!