01    Yan Ling: Full, waiting for you (2009-01-20    23:27:56)

It's been more than 48 hours. Well, today I feel much better, much calmer, waiting happily, keeping love, so happy.

There are fewer and fewer people in the school. The wind blows the sand on the ground, blows the air around us, and our amazing figures and smells of the past. Today, I accidentally swayed around Building 43, and it is still the familiar road, but there is no one. The calm heart turns out to be fake.

Today I was decadent for a day, and my eyes were blurred when I watched TV series, so I just decided to use my brother as bait and get up early tomorrow morning to call my brother, which will make you get up too. Yes, this is how to be motivated, how can I still be naughty~

At night, I went to the gym and met a little Kazakh girl. I benefited a lot and didn't tell me what I benefited~

The baby misses his brother very much.

When I was chatting with that girl tonight and talking about her missing a boy that she would never forget in this life, I felt that I should cherish the person in front of me, never leave you, and never let you leave me. The TV series I have watched recently also made me feel that cherish you, my treasure, bravely hold your hand, and face any difficulties, okay? I hope you can have the same idea as me.

My brother will be alone at home tomorrow. Hehe, I really want to fly over.

Well, I have only been separated for two days, and my world seems to have been around the sun for several times. I think time will calm me down. But I will also be afraid that time will dilute my feelings. In just two weeks, the first time test is given to us. In fact, the test should not be said. There is still someone laughing when I say it out, but we have never been separated for so long. So, the baby is a little worried, I don’t know what kind of mood, what kind of situation, what kind of hope, and I hope that time will pass immediately.

Time gives us the opportunity to love, the opportunity to be familiar with us, the opportunity to determine our life, but at the same time, it also gives us the test papers that are tested.

02     Yan Ling: So cold (2009-01-21    22:02:48)

I still miss you like that. On the empty road, the drizzle was rustling, and my mood was wet. I missed my brother in front of me, holding me tightly, holding an umbrella, blocking the rain and wind, and biting my words in my ears. I hid behind the glass window, watching the blurry rainfall flow down the window one by one, venting, drinking warm coffee. After all, I immediately covered my quilt and continued to sleep. I was still relatively strong in the quilt, or I didn't have to face it.

I called my brother today. My mother and I answered the phone at the same time. At first, I didn’t react, but after the baby’s rapid reaction, I suddenly became excited. Wow, I heard the real voice of my future mother for the first time, so I was immersed in the excitement for a while and would laugh secretly when I remembered it in the afternoon.

I went out to the supermarket in the afternoon and didn't buy anything big, but the things were carried back by the baby's power. I felt that they were spoiled by my brother.

As a result, after hearing about the bad things that my grandmother's body became, the baby's body suddenly became cold and could not speak. He immediately decided to go home the day after tomorrow.

Thank you for comforting me and accompanying me.

Grandma is like an angel, holding the hand of my newborn, coming to this world and opening up my life. In my impression, it is all grandma's kindness, beauty, fairness and love. Now, this beautiful angel is sick again, and has a pitiful wing, making people feel so heartbroken that it can't breathe.

Thank you for supporting me when I was helpless.

03     Yan Ling: The more I miss you, the more I miss you (2009-01-22    23:42:06)

Yesterday, I was 72 hours away from you, so now I have been away from you for more than 96 hours before my eyes. My longing has been so high...

How to describe the situation where I miss you alone at school?

Maybe it is because I don’t have anything real to do, so your shadow is filled with every moment, and longing is born from this.

I slept until noon and called my brother. I felt like I wanted to rush to you. Of course, it would be fine if you rushed over, it would be better. I originally thought it was impossible and I would never think about it, but now I even have the impulse to realize it. Fortunately, it is the Spring Festival travel rush and the Spring Festival approaching, and traffic is almost collapsed, otherwise, my brother should have surprise again.

Tonight, I called my parents for a long time and discussed the issue of making my own decisions. The baby was very tactful. Slowly, I won some independent rights and persuaded them to gradually let go of their control over me. Our future made me clearer. I will take the opportunity to deal with it indirectly. My brother believes in the baby's verbal ~

Tomorrow, the baby feels that he can't fall like this anymore, and he will have almost rested. The hard work of the last semester made me almost throw it away. It's time to tighten it a little. Well, the baby doesn't allow himself to do nothing every day, otherwise I will feel that he is squandering his life. We cannot change the length of life, but we can broaden its length.

The wind outside was so strong, and the baby was blowing through the crack of the door. At this time, I looked at my brother's text message, but my heart was filled with warmth. At this time, I remembered that there was a very cold day before. My brother and I were walking on the road with each other in the cold wind. The wind made my face hurt, but life was so comfortable because of you, we depended on each other.

I was thinking about my brother from afar and I was not afraid of anything.
Chapter completed!