【01】February 4, 2009

Liu Fan went from Kuncheng to Cangcheng, and experienced a thrilling experience. Fortunately, the two returned to Jianghai University together and began to become familiar with the campus life.

After dinner, ML11, TT, Dong21 Apartment, Ling’s dormitory made on the bed.

02 Liu Fan (2009-02-04     22:49:46)

Today I arrived at school, which is another new starting point.

What I want to say is that things are not always bad. Compared with the beginning of last semester, the situation has improved a lot in all aspects. With continuous efforts, I always see a satisfactory harvest.

I haven't posted an article for a long time. After reading a few of my baby's diaries, I really couldn't read it. I was so sad that I just wanted to cry.

Baby.

How come you are not my baby?

The responses caused by meeting you and falling in love with you are dealing with many things that happened later, but my brother never regrets every choice he made.

My brother regrets it very much.

I hurt my baby so much yesterday.

Baby, do you know that on the night you left, your brother was really hurt and he was always worried, but he still tried hard to suppress it.

If you want to make you happy, plan how to give you unexpected surprises and how to make you feel like falling from the sky in a fairy tale. Because you were so timid before, when you saw your text message, your first reaction was that you began to shirke and became scared again.

At that time, my brother was sitting in the car and it was difficult to sit in the car during the Spring Festival. There were 74 people sitting in 47 seats. The situation inside was imagined, so I felt extremely angry at that time.

Because if you change the time, then my brother’s schedule for a long time will not be able to achieve it. I felt so stupid at that time.

Why go to Cangcheng?

Your mother said that, and you did it again and again, and I was planning how to surprise you.

Baby.

Forgive your brother.

My brother felt very dissatisfied at that time, and he felt very sad, so sad that he wanted to cry, and he felt that he was so stupid that he was dying.

So, don’t take your baby to heart if you say so.

That was a special time. My brother was a little annoyed at home. My relatives always asked, although I don’t care, I’m annoyed when I hear too much. My brother is so firm, and my baby is like that, my brother is really hurt.

precious.

You are my brother's treasure for the rest of his life.

How can my brother give up on you?

I calmed down and still thought about how to surprise you. I originally planned that since the baby changed the time, I would go to Kuncheng and directly to Cangcheng.

I was very dizzy after taking the bus for a day and my hair was very dirty. It was too late to arrive in Kuncheng. Considering that it would be too stupid if I saw your parents.

At this time, I also knew that Bao had no time to change it, but in order to achieve the surprise effect, my brother had to hold back and say nothing this time.

Do you still remember the time my brother sent you home? In the end, I couldn’t help but say it because of my trouble.

Baby.

My brother wants you to be happy. If you want to meet your parents, you have to overcome the emotions in your heart. Only when your heart is completely calm can we walk the future.

Baby.

I didn’t expect that the love we love each other and the problems we express sometimes will make each other sad. Maybe when we get along with each other, it is inevitable that we will be sad and sad.

But baby, how can our firm love for each other change? No matter what, you can't think that your brother doesn't love you and can't say such despairing words.

I feel very unfamiliar with Cangcheng. I think of my parents' care and obedient love at home, and come early, and I hope to spend more time with my parents at home.

Gradually, the troubles follow closely.

Baby.

For you, my brother can do everything.

What happened this morning made my heart tear up.

Because I thought of seeing my baby, I couldn't sleep well these days with excitement. I bought a very early ticket to Cangcheng. I couldn't wait. When I thought about meeting me later, the baby's little face would feel very happy.

When I arrived in Cangcheng, it was still early, so I had to take a look. I first asked my baby’s schedule to make sure it was correct. I really didn’t want any accidents. After all, the baby’s parents really don’t have any good feelings for their brother, and if they say something ugly, it will be difficult to deal with.

I wanted to be foolproof, so the baby said that after my father went to work, the brother found where the baby's home was, and then waited at the door with a happy heartbeat. As a result, the imagined doorkeeper did not appear, and the text message sank to the sea.

The phone was turned off and the phone went wrong, and I was stunned at that time.

The first reaction was that the baby was making trouble, because the baby said he wanted to deal with his brother, so he got angry at that time. When was it still making trouble?

Then I knocked it for a long time, but it didn't deserve it.

I was anxious, ran to the back, shouted a few times but didn't respond.

I was so angry at that time that I almost climbed up. I wanted to leave directly, but it felt too humiliating.

What is this? I was so stupid. The original surprise I felt that I was so stupid.

The neighbors watched the fun, but calmed down and thought that they would endure it, and then knocked on the door and told myself that they would not drive this time and then leave.

The baby will know what happened next. It turned out to be the door opened by the baby's father, and your father's tone was so weird, his face was expressionless, his words were stiff, and he was anxious to close the door.

I was puzzled again at that time, and I never expected this to happen. The baby was still sending text messages just now and said he couldn't go out, so why was there no one left?

And your father is still there, and your father said you are not here, and then his brother was also confused, so he said and left.

But after walking a few steps, I felt something was wrong. It seemed that I heard a faint crying sound in the house just now. At that time, I felt that the baby must have been discovered, the phone was forced to turn off, the phone line was unplugged, and various associations were all kinds of.

All of a sudden, blood surged.

I rushed back and knocked on the door. Your dad opened the door and said, "Is the baby at home?" I seemed to hear her voice.

Your father said he was not here, and I said he was there after all. I was her classmate and asked her that he was important. Your father was angry and said he was not here, and then asked me where I was from. I felt very uncomfortable at that time, and he was humiliated in front of me.

I was a little rational, thinking that I was waiting at the door. If the baby was really locked up at home, he would rush in any way he said. After thinking about all the lines he wanted to say, he would wait there in KFC.

Then calmed down, and my brother thought that the baby had said before, that the father loved the baby very much, so why would the baby not dare to speak out even though his brother knocked on the door twice?

I think it's really possible that the baby went to the hospital and his phone was out of power. It's just that your phone couldn't be connected. I was in a very bad mood at that time. The original surprise and the next arrangements were planned for so many days, and the baby was angry. Unexpectedly, the result was like this and I messed up.

Thinking of what the baby father said and his expression, he guessed that he must know who I am. With such a bad impression, there was no chance of repair.

I was also extremely humiliated and felt very angry. I didn’t have any chance. I was denied like this, waiting for the baby’s text message.

I also asked others if I knew the baby’s Little Lingtong number, and those few hours were really hard.

Such a disagreement in my heart, my heart is ups and downs, and I am really sad.

But I still told myself that it is no big deal to muster up the courage and go against the current. It is no big deal. It is no big deal to take the baby away.

But when the baby always looks back, I feel unfilial and feels cold.

If the brother rushed forward desperately, the brother could definitely do it. The baby's hesitation at that time will leave shadows and cracks in his heart. At this time, we really need to be firm and not hesitate at all.

Baby, you must think clearly that your firmness is definitely not unfilial, but your indecision and your care will only increase the conflict between the two parties who love you.

At this time, only if you are firm on your brother’s side can everything turn around. Although you don’t know if you will have enough reactions in the future, the attitude of the baby’s father shows that firmness is right.

Being firm will make both sides happy.

If your father really thinks that his brother is OK, then it is undoubtedly a happy thing when his father is doing more things and is in a bad mood now.

Then we will be happy too.

With my father's understanding, my brother immediately had no opinion on my father. After all, my brother is very soft-hearted and not a cruel person. He was unpleasant before, but what they said was too ugly.

And I have never seen my brother, just based on subjective conjectures.

Now I feel much more peaceful.

Don't be unhappy, baby.

When my brother returned to the dormitory, he found that he forgot to cook the eggs for the baby. The things he brought back were heated and it was delicious.

hehe.

Isn’t it great for babies to feel like this? We all care about each other, and no matter what we do, we just want to make each other happy.

What is the lofty goal the baby talks about? My brother will never hinder the baby. If you have any dreams, you can realize them boldly.

My brother believes that our love has stood the test.

Baby, I promised my brother that he is not allowed to hesitate in the future, not be determined or not. A little bit of firmness will make my brother sad because my brother is completely in love with you.

Be firm in you, and the firmness you must do, no matter what, you must rush up and say what you say.

With the support and affirmation of parents, my brother will not feel anything is not exciting.

No challenge.

It’s just that the baby’s little head is imagining. The brother wants a harmonious and harmonious family life and a happy family life. This is what the brother wants the most, and it is also the reason why the brother has the courage to go to Cangcheng. As long as it is possible, he must win the support of his parents.

I feel much more at ease and we can go a little smoother in the future. No matter what, they are elders and parents. Although my brother is very angry and passionate today, he is still polite and polite to his father, because firmness is attitude and determination, not low-level angrily shouts or vulgar words.

Speaking of this, my mood has calmed down a lot.

Baby, the new semester, the beginning of the heart, write the story of our heart, and realize any dreams. Brother hopes to be the promoter of your dreams, not hindering them, and there are many happiness that belongs to us.

When I was watching a movie with my baby today, I also looked forward to the family of three in the future. Baby should not be jealous. If my brother is kind to the child, it is also because the child was born by the baby and loves the house.

There are many happiness that belongs to us. We are unswervingly chasing you, wanting to experience the joys, sorrows and sorrows of the world with you, and the white Guihong. I think in this way, even if you are old and dementia, only 5% of your brain cells will die, and you will still smile and tilt your mouth, which may leave water.

This is what my brother thought in a confused way while sleeping on a hospital stool.

Be firm in your determination to mediate your relationship with your parents, baby, be firm, how firm your brother is, you can see it, shouting under the window, knocking on the door, and robbing people.

Baby, forgive me, and I still have to write more logs.
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