01    Liu Fan: Bypassing the troubles of winter and sprouting (2009-03-05    22:31:25)

Bypassing the cold winter

Less throbbing touch

There are too many unnecessary quarrels

dislike

What's in my heart?

Little woman?

It seems that I prefer mature women now

It seems too persistent

I'm constantly chasing

What are you chasing

Nothing was chased

Calm down

Arrive at Jiaotong University

It's exactly these years

I've never been calm

Too many glances

There is always a time when silt is emitted

I'm firm

Waiting for an outbreak

Do you want to reveal it?

I don't want to

But you're not that person

But there is also a lot of trouble

You shouldn't be upset

Keep your innocence

Is it the man who matures women

Thinking

It seems that there is great sadness brewing

Tears rolled in my eyes

Don't want to say

Don't want to go back

Don't want to pay attention to the world

If so?

The result is still to bear

What about my world

Lost

What about my life

Sad

Can I still have dreams

Go to pursue with dreams

Then I probably don't have the courage

Because the process has made me tired

Do you need a rest

Maybe that way you can see clearly

I just calm down and realize that feeling

Maybe

Find something else

Keep yourself busy

Don't think about it

in addition

Be calm

Be tolerant

Must be tolerant

Always holding

Experience determines mentality

I don't want to pretend or adjust my mindset too much

Don't know if adjustments are needed

one way or another

I will live strong

Watch the world change

More than ten years ago

That lonely boy

Flirting with

Buried in your heart

I seem to have become extreme

But so what?

I can do this until today

I've tried my best

Surrounded by all kinds of disgusting things

I'm satisfied with myself

Don't want to force yourself to do something you don't like

This broke out from my heart

Is anyone thinking about my feelings?

Maybe not

Thoughts seem to float somewhere else

What do I think

What does it feel like?

I don't regret it

Life is short

Why not be more casual

Why guard a woman?

Maybe that's about keeping happiness

It will take many years to understand

My trouble is that I have thought about the next 20 years.

Can I do whatever I want, too

I don't seem to be able to do it

02    Liu Fan: Am I a bad man? (2009-03-07    10:12:06)
To be continued...