Chapter 61 Painful wandering
01 Liu Fan: Know yourself (2009-07-2922:07:51)
It seems like a sentence in the Bible, know yourself, yes, you must recognize yourself. I used to think I knew myself best, but now I don’t think so.
Let’s have an independent thinking space. Think about these things carefully. What am I obsessed with? When I figure it out, I will reach another level.
Now things have reached a stage. I don’t want to do anything and can’t get excited. Why?
Why do I think, when I am busy, I will do whatever I want to play, but why can’t I get excited when I’m done?
For example, when reviewing the exam, if you are busy and free to watch it, it will be particularly exciting, but if you really have nothing to do, your interest in watching it will be greatly reduced.
Personally, I may feel like a tight spring when I am busy, and the pressure is pressed on the spring. If time goes by, even if the heavy objects on the spring are removed, the spring will not immediately return to its original state. It will take a while to recover, and when it is restored, there will be no pressure at all.
So, after all, it is still a matter of our living habits, and we always live a life of deadline
This rhythm is not good. I was actually very bad last semester. Why is my mentality pretty good? Sometimes people really have endless desires.
The realm I want is that the pressure on the spring should not be too heavy or too long. When the spring is about to deform immediately, take it off and rest, then return to its original state, and then set sail again when it is elastic.
The point is that the amount of pressure and when it is stressed depends on the rhythm of life. In fact, this rhythm is the decisive reason in the fierce competition.
02 Zhuo Ling: Mo Xin (2009-07-2923:00:17)
I call moving a blog like moving a heart.
The one that was once covered in dust, and there are too many memories, happiness and sadness.
Change the environment, be a new person, and start a new school year life!
Come on, come on!
03 Zhuo Ling: It seems that I am not as strong as I imagined (2009-07-3008:54:37)
I have to know myself, but I can't sleep anymore? I used to be able to sleep soundly even on a rock, but I don't like to play games anymore. I used to play secretly, but I always had fun playing openly. I was so tired of watching TV? I don't know what's left.
I listened to the radio last night and remembered a lot. I said a psychological test, and the question was "1. What have you lost in recent years? 2. What do you have but don't pay attention to? 3. What do you need? 4. What do you want? 5. What are you missing?" Answer within five minutes.
At the beginning, I didn't think much about it, and they all answered "love". After listening to the answers of others on the radio, I realized that there were many other things. At this moment, my heart was full of hope. I asked again, which of these questions do you think is the most important? Many people chose 3 or 4, which is actually the goal or ideal. What the host said makes sense. There is no need to be sad about these unrealized ideals, and thus be firmly trapped by the shackles of ideals. We must cherish what we have now and take one step at a time from reality.
I turned off the radio and went to bed at 12 o'clock, and finally fell asleep, but woke up again at 3 o'clock in the middle of the night. Haha, it was really late at night when the heart was most fragile, like a dream. I hope everything was my dream, but at that time I was so awake that I shouldn't remembered. The scenes that I shouldn't have thought of were stringing into movies, echoing clearly in my mind.
I waited until the morning and the moment I opened my eyes, I realized that it was not a dream, but I still had to accept reality.
It seems that my pain can no longer be relieved in the article.
You still have to accept the facts and become strong in reality.
Chapter completed!