Quarrels always seem to come inadvertently.

Even if the previous hour is full of tenderness, full of hope for the future.

The next moment, the war may spread, and each of them will be depressed.

Zhuo Ling's parents still disagree with her relationship with Liu Fan, and Zhuo Ling's expression was also problematic. Liu Fan felt that his dignity was trampled on, and his arrogance and confidence since childhood made him furious and his words became heavier.

The good mood of being separated for two days immediately dissipated.

Pain and depression torture the two.

The girl who was ignorant of her worries was heartless until she met someone and gave up her heart. From then on, she had many concerns, many thoughts, and worried about gains and losses.

01     Zhuoling: August 3, 2009

Our journey has gradually become blurred and cannot be seen clearly from when it starts.

The original longing and outline became like a mirage.

In the past, I was prone to making trouble, but you were prone to being aggressive. You struggle for your bright future.

Nowadays, I can easily compromise, you can easily be proud, you can watch your achievements grow vigorously and become arrogant, and you gradually lose me in your eyes.

The promise of being too beautiful is too young, and the lyrics seem to be very appropriate.

Although I have always known your attitude towards my parents, the so-called "I will not admit my recognition after success", I also know that I cannot change your understanding. While persuading my parents in a long time, I comfort you with timidity. Life is so tiring, maybe we are still destined to be together. We are ordinary people, ordinary people in the Sucheng area, not Bo Le, and have no so-called long-term vision.

Finally, let me explain that it is all my vent. I can't vent to anyone anymore. This is the only one, so please don't take it seriously. I still have to squeeze a smile when I grit my teeth. I am firm, I can't be simply firm, but I have to think about myself, otherwise no one will appreciate my sincerity in the end.

Since this is already true, I can't stand such torture. I will find some time to talk to my parents thoroughly as soon as possible. If you don't want to talk about the result, I have no choice. All I can do is follow you desperately. If you don't want it, I can only let go as soon as possible.

Why, why, it seems that all the pain is to be borne by me, why no one will support me? Why? For everyone, I am not happy in the end, but I am abandoned and scolded. I can only say that I can’t be a human being. It’s great. I actually have such good things. Everything happens with its cause and effect, which will help me! It can’t defeat me at all. This little thing,

02     Zhuoling: August 4, 2009

I continued yesterday's thoughts. Yesterday I kept thinking about what to use to convince my parents that you can give me happiness. I felt that sometimes I couldn't even convince myself. The hurt in my heart may take a lot of time to heal, which is a bit sad. Later I felt that I could not expect men to bring happiness to women. Happiness, whether men or women, is fought for by themselves, and given by others, will be taken away at any time. On the road to pursuing happiness I chose, all the consequences are borne by myself, and this always reminds me. I seem to be saying goodbye to the former I like to rely on. I may suffer pain, but the cruel reality taught me that I must do this, otherwise I can only be someone else's baby.

I watched "Sorry, I Love You" yesterday, but I really couldn't continue watching it. The plot was slow, and the whole tone was unhappy, so I deleted it after watching it at the beginning and end, which really affected my mood. In order to adjust, I watched Ice Age 1 and felt a little better, and it turned out to be well-deserved. I really want to watch 3.

Recalling more than once or twice, I reminded myself to be independent and self-reliant, I made a lot of determination, and I have experienced many lessons, but I always hide back. Alas, I really hate this kind of personality and want to become a so-called strong woman, so I don’t have to be afraid of anything. Yes, go ahead and do it step by step! Huh, come on!

03     Zhuoling: August 5, 2009

I got up in the morning and cut my nails immediately. It was something I had been leaving for a long time. However, hehe, I had to type again today. I typing that paper, so I sacrificed my nails and typed, and I didn’t even watch TV.

I called my brother yesterday, why did it happen? I even called 10086, and I was too lazy to reply to text messages on my usual occasions. I don’t know if I am too proactive, or if you think we don’t need to be so close, there is no need to contact us, or in other words, we don’t have the enthusiasm we used to. Now I try not to send you text messages all day long, and try not to contact you if you have nothing to do, just wait for you to think of me and contact me, but at this time, I was super excited.

Well, I'm going to write quickly. When I come back in the evening, my mother has to watch TV again and take possession all day long, but I'm very happy. My mother has always looked so energetic that she is rare to have some interest in this TV.

Hoo, come on!

04     Zhuoling: August 6, 2009

Did I do something wrong or said something wrong, or did I offend you? Why did I ignore me? I don’t dare to urge you or call you by text message. After all, you have your own life. I didn’t sleep well last night, and it was all my fault for thinking about it. I found that I had a very rich imagination at night and could think about it very much.

Well, since you don’t want to pay attention to me, just do it like this, I’m getting used to it slowly.

05     Zhuoling: August 7, 2009

It seems that I am really lazy and don’t want to think about many things, especially those who are unhappy. What do I think about it? But I thought about it last night and couldn’t figure out what or could I suddenly realize it, which only made me determined some other things.

Time is a good thing. I have to cherish time in the future. Women don’t have much valuable youth, so they can’t always spend it in tears. They say that since they came home, I felt like I hadn’t shed tears for a long time, and I found the feeling of a normal person. I woke up early in the morning and talked nonsense first.

Being ruthless to yourself can really train people's ability to withstand.

06      Zhuo Ling: I suddenly thought of (2009-08-07     08:02:20)

I feel that these mood articles are like the ones in "The Sword of Immortals 3". I forgot the name, it is the box full of evil thoughts, and the evil thoughts of several elders are placed in it.

These articles should be full of my bitterness and sadness. Hehe, I am happy.

07     Zhuoling: August 8, 2009

There was a typhoon in Sucheng last night, which was very scary. In addition, I was talking about marriage with my brother, so I couldn't sleep at night. It seemed that I had a messy dream, saying that I was abandoned.

In short, I think whether two people can move towards marriage depends on the love and determination between them. If this love is solid enough, it will inevitably break through layers of obstacles, but if even one person is cold and even if he has a strong sense of responsibility, he will not be happy for a long time together.

I don’t need your promises or anything like that. Happiness is built up bit by bit in daily life, not weaving with beautiful promises. Love is the expression of every move in daily life.

Life at home seems to be gradually getting on track. I don’t always watch TV series, but I can read books, write, go shopping, etc. I know that I don’t want to leave after a long time. I remember that the composition topic of junior high school was that home is a harbor of happiness. I didn’t have a deep understanding before, but now I have experienced it myself. At home, even if I have sorrow that I can’t even cut it, I will calm down and have a sincere smile.

08     Zhuoling: August 9, 2009

I read a book yesterday, talking about unsolved mysteries on the earth. I have read it before. I have never liked reading such books because it is boring to solve it.

I was scared to death after watching yesterday. There are many strange things in the world, without cause and effect. There is a theory that things do not necessarily follow the so-called theory of cause and effect, but there is a certain connection between particles, which is destined to happen. The probability of small probability time in the world happening far exceeds the "small probability" they should have and exceeds the scope of the explanation of probability theory.

Perhaps it is because of the macro perspective that we do adhere to cause and effect, but from the micro perspective, it is called destiny.

09     Zhuoling: August 10, 2009

Today is Monday again. It has been a week since I came home unconsciously, and time is always so fast. People live in three-dimensional space, plus an irreversible timeline that can only move forward.

The world should be multidimensional, and I really want to change it. Haha, that way I can't come back. Just like when a point is mapped from two-dimensional to three-dimensional, it will be obscured in the extra dimension.

I still always fantasize about being able to run to another dimension of the world, where there is a reversible timeline, so that I can do a trip from the perspective of time, hahahaha.

Thinking about it early in the morning, haha.

Back to reality, there was no sign of the big acne on my face, hey, wow.
Chapter completed!