That night, the two talked about family attitude again.

As he said that, Liu Fan felt that his self-esteem was trampled on again. Even though he tried hard to control his emotions, he was still very unhappy.

He could only not think about emotional matters for the time being and do his studies first. He sometimes fantasizes that if I suddenly have money, I don’t ask for too much, so I can buy a house at the school gate. It costs 8,000 per square meter, and 800,000 yuan.

If you have a house, you can live outside with Zhuoling.

You don’t have to endure your roommate’s disgusting snoring.

Alas, then all this is fantasy and it is impossible.

Not to mention eight hundred thousand, even eight thousand or eight hundred, he didn't have it at this moment. Thinking of reality, he began to hate it again.

Zhuoling was also upset.

Many years later, when Liu Fan lost 800,000 due to an investment failure, he also felt a lot in his heart.

He felt that if he had 800,000 at this moment in 2009, all the contradictions would be resolved and he would have the most ideal final stage of campus life.

Zhuoling will also become a virtuous little wife, and will no longer be a little tiger with fangs stretched out and anxiously stretched out its fangs many years later.

It’s a pity that there are no assumptions and no ifs in life, so we can’t start over.

In the early stages of love, Zhuo Ling was so gentle and caring for her. It was just because of her family's attitude that he devoted himself to his studies and career. She felt neglect and kept quarreling. Those ruthless words and cold attitudes she had said were permanently left in the other party's psychology.

Separating means reluctance to leave.

When we are together, there will be invisible thorns.

01     Zhuoling: August 15, 2009

I dreamed of being abandoned again last night, which was so real that it made people suspicious. It felt very familiar. You left without looking back and threw your phone to me, so that I could never find you again.

It is said that a smart woman can tie a man's heart, why should the responsibility to maintain a relationship between two people be left to women? Why is it not that women are always in a passive situation? It seems that I have to cater to you everywhere to be gentle. Isn't this suppressing a person's personality? I have to completely agree with your ideas, support it and encourage it. I can only say that I have not yet developed the ability to change freely, be alone outside, be proud of myself, obey everything in front of you, and be arrogant with you.

People always live in the crowd, so they can only adapt.

Whether the conversations or quarrels last night made me feel the urge to put it to death, and waves of invisible forces pushed me to reality and society.

02     Zhuoling: August 16, 2009

My brother is not good, he has never written articles, wow, he is not even as good as a baby, hum.

When I was back at school today, my parents were getting up to sort out their things at half past six. My eyes were still drooping, and my brother was still asleep. There were still many things happening today.

I feel extremely reluctant to leave when I am leaving.

In the eyes of my parents, everything is a big deal. They have to worry about everything. They have not had such warmth for a long time. No matter how unhappy or unhappy I feel, I will definitely be able to spend it happily if I have family.

Although you can only rely on yourself, you can rely on your parents secretly at home, hahaha.

03     Zhuo Ling: August 17, 2009

On the first morning I went back to school today, the whole house smelled bad. I got up in the morning and took some care of it and continued tomorrow.

Exhausted baby.

In the morning, I always imagined what my family would look like now, and whether my parents would always think of me.

I have to act immediately to understand the situation of the driving school, otherwise I will feel a little guilty when I come to the school. Otherwise, it would be better to stay at home and accompany my relatives.

04     Liu Fan: Why am I unhappy? (2009-08-17    17:06:37)

In fact, I just don’t have the happiness I imagined, that is, I just have psychological problems. It’s the 17th now, and it’s only 7 days. And I can’t help but feel a little depressed when I glanced in the laboratory all day long.

So, why is it so hard? It is best to understand yourself, do something else, and then go back on the road.

Don’t worry about the past. All you have to do is forget the past, go into battle lightly, and do what you should do.

Don’t think about the past, just go when it’s over.

Don’t always think about one thing. Only by sowing more can you gain more happiness and joy.

Don't worry about one thing, that's not good.

Just live every day happily. It’s a serious matter to hurt your baby more.
Chapter completed!