When Lei Ming saw Xiaoxia, he was inevitably filled with resentment. Lei Ming would rather Xiaoxia ignore him! In this way, Lei Ming would have enough time to slowly restore his heart to the past, and the care of the two people could also restore to the same way they were before.

Lei Ming sat in the office and sighed. Suddenly, he felt a little blurred before his eyes. He gently wiped his eyes with his hands, and then he realized that before he knew it, Lei Ming shed tears again.

If Lei Ming doesn’t want children, that’s definitely a lie!

If Lei Ming didn't blame Xiaoxia, at least Lei Ming couldn't do it at this moment. Yes, Xiaoxia did indeed run to find a taxi because of herself that day. If it weren't for this, Xiaoxia wouldn't have had a miscarriage! Xiaoxia shouldn't have been so careless!

But Xiaoxia is almost a mother after all, so she shouldn’t not think about her children. That living and about to be born!

Whenever Lei Ming thought of his child, his heart was as if he was shattered. He also knew that Xiaoxia's pain would never be less than that of him.

Lei Ming thought about it, how much he loved Xiaoxia in the past, but now, he really couldn't pretend to be nothing and still kissed me and me with Xiaoxia. Lei Ming wanted time to wash away everything, at least wait until he could forget all the pain. At that time, Lei Ming would definitely love Xiaoxia as much as he used to.

Lei Ming thought silently: Xiaoxia, give me some more time, this time, I am indeed not ready!

Xiaoxia clearly remembers Lei Ming's ecstatic appearance after knowing that she was pregnant; Xiaoxia clearly remembers Lei Ming and the importance her husband's child was attached to; Xiaoxia clearly remembers Lei Ming's pain after losing her child. She understands that the knot in her heart may not be able to be solved in a day or two, but if no one is willing to solve it, the knot in her heart will become bigger and bigger until the day when it cannot be untied.

As a wife, Xiaoxia has to untie this knot for Lei Ming no matter what. Because the two of them still have many years of relationships; because they can't let go of Lei Ming, and because this family should be very happy and happy. Even if they feel a little wronged, they must protect the whole family. They are still young and will have a chance to get pregnant again. As long as they are willing to give and give true feelings for Lei Ming, even if Lei Ming's heart is a piece of ice now, I can melt it, and I will let Lei Ming's heart turn back to the heart of the past. One day, there will be no more estrangement between us. As long as Lei Ming crosses the hurdle in his heart, everything will be fine.

Because of deep love, we are persistent; because of deep love, we will never give up!

In this way, Xiaoxia would prepare breakfast for Lei Ming every morning and would help Lei Ming iron her clothes. She would accompany Lei Ming to have breakfast with a smile on her face. She would stand at the door and watch Lei Ming go to work. She would prepare every dinner carefully, sit at the dining table and wait for Lei Ming to come back to have dinner together. Even if Lei Ming would say that she was very busy with work, even if Lei Ming was drunk every day before she was willing to go home, Xiaoxia still insisted and she would not give up.

Every time Lei Ming saw that he was so kind to him, Lei Ming was very entangled. He didn't dare to look at Xiaoxia in the eyes, and he didn't want to face Xiaoxia. Lei Ming was willing to get himself drunk with wine. At least at that moment, his consciousness was not so clear, and he didn't have to feel ashamed of Xiaoxia!

Or if there is really an amnesia medicine in this world, Lei Ming will definitely buy it. He will choose to forget this most painful memory! Lei Ming hopes that he will go back to the past, and he hopes that he can love Xiaoxia without any grudges and completely love Xiaoxia!

Lei Ming was in pain. When will the torture in front of him end?

The couple each have their own pain, but life is still living day by day.

During the day, Xiaoxia is mostly alone at home. Wang Yiqing often comes to see her after she knows that she has an abortion.

One day, Wang Yiqing came to visit Xiaoxia again while he was not busy with work. As soon as he entered the room, Yiqing pointed to the bag in his hand and said, "Xiaoxia, I just learned how to make snowflake crisps. I'll bring you some and you can try it."

Xiaoxia took the snowflake crisps and couldn't help but remember the past: she once made the snowflake crisps and gave them to Lei Ming for food. The relationship between the two was not yet confirmed, and at that time, everything was still so beautiful.

Xiaoxia was so stunning that Yiqing patted her shoulder and said, "Hey, what are you thinking about?"

Xiaoxia smiled without answering. Yiqing looked at Xiaoxia's face and said, "Well, her complexion is much better than the previous times, and she is also bloody. Compared with the previous times, she is much stronger and more energetic. It seems that your old Lei has taken care of you a lot."

Xiaoxia couldn't help but smile bitterly. Wang Yiqing asked, "Xiaoxia, what's wrong with you? Are you unhappy? Tell me if you have something to do. Maybe I can help?" While saying that, he held Xiaoxia's hand with a caring look on his face.

Xiaoxia looked at Yi Qing's sincere gaze. She hesitated for a moment and bit her lip and said, "Hey, I'm not happy. I had a miscarriage some time ago, and your good friends came to see me, especially you. In the past month, as long as you have time, I will accompany me. I don't want to hide it from you anymore. In fact, since I had a miscarriage, Lei Ming seemed to have changed his own person. He doesn't want to go home now, and even at home, he doesn't want to say something to me." As he said that, Xiaoxia couldn't help crying.

Wang Yiqing hurriedly handed a tissue, helped Xiaoxia wipe away the tears from her face, and comforted her: "?A man always has a little temper, let alone Lei Ming cares so much about this child. Besides, Lei Ming doesn't go home, maybe he is really busy with work, and it may not be a escaping you. Think more about things and don't always force yourself to the dead end."

Xiaoxia sighed and said, "Oh, actually, I know in my heart that Lei Ming loves me, but his feelings cannot be changed for a while. Every time I look at Lei Ming, his eyes are full of guilt. I know he is just avoiding me for the time being. I believe Lei Ming is more willing to go back to the past than me, but it is really difficult now. So the only thing I can do is to try to restore our relationship."

Yifei nodded and listened carefully to every sentence Xiaoxia said.

Then she asked, "With your understanding of Lei Ming, how long will it take for him to truly emerge from the shadow of this matter?"

Xiaoxia shook her head: "I don't know, I really don't know."

Yiqing: "At least, it's unlikely to look at it now?"

Xiaoxia: "I think so, I hope we can go out quickly in this dilemma." Wang Yiqing changed the topic: "By the way, I recently bought a new brand of donkey-hide gelatin cake. It feels good after eating it. I will send you two boxes."

Xiaoxia: "That's all I can do, thank you for always thinking about me."

Yiqing seemed to remember something and hurried to leave first.

Xiaoxia was waiting for Lei Ming to change her mind. Day after day, she insisted on making dinner, sending text messages, and waiting for Lei Ming. She believed that no matter how cold her heart was, she would melt one day. What's more, Xiaoxia firmly believed that Lei Ming still loved her, but she just couldn't figure it out for a moment.

Time can change everything, and Lei Ming is no exception. Slowly, he began to be willing to face Xiaoxia, and he could show a sincere smile as before when facing Xiaoxia. With Xiaoxia's continuous efforts, Lei Ming no longer stays in the bar every day, and he will return home and have dinner with Xiaoxia.

God pays off. Finally, on a Friday night, the relationship between the two changed. After dinner, Xiaoxia began to clean up the dishes. Lei Ming returned to the living room, turned on the TV, and started broadcasting the TV aimlessly. Xia handed over a cup of tea. As soon as she put it on the tea table, Lei Ming did not notice it. He suddenly waved his hand and waved it directly at the cup. At this moment, Xiaoxia quickly blocked the cup with his hand. Lei Ming's hand hit Xia's hand heavily, and a cup of boiling water burned Xia's palm.

Seeing this, Lei Ming immediately retracted his hand and asked, "Xiaoxia, is it hot?"

Xia ran into the kitchen, drizzled her hands with soy sauce, then came out and smiled and said to Lei Ming, "It's okay, it's okay." While saying that, he gently blew his red palms.

Lei Ming walked forward, looked at Xiaoxia's red palm, and looked at Xiaoxia's sincere smile that was still maintained. Suddenly, Lei Ming felt very guilty. He held Xiaoxia's hand and blew his palm gently, saying, "Xiaoxia, you are so stupid. Just shout, why do you need to block it with your hands?"

Xiaoxia still smiled and said, "I'm afraid I'll burn you, so I'm fine. It's really okay."

Lei Ming took Xiaoxia down and looked at Xiaoxia's hand carefully. Fortunately, she drizzled soy sauce in time, but her hands were a little purple and did not blister. Lei Ming felt a little distressed and couldn't bear to say, "Put some medicine. Don't get water from your hands these days. I'll wash the dishes later. You can rest."

Lei Ming opened the medicine box and found the medicine and bandage. He insisted on marrying Xiaoxia, so he felt a little relieved.

At night, lying on the bed, Lei Ming held Xiaoxia's hand and kept asking if it hurts. Xiaoxia shook her head, then snuggled in Lei Ming's arms, pointed at Lei Ming's heart and said, "Husband, does it still hurt here?"

Lei Ming stopped talking. After a moment, he slowly said: "Xiaoxia, I'm sorry, in fact, I wanted to tell you this sentence a long time ago. I ignored you some time ago."

Xiaoxia whispered: "There is nothing to be sorry between husband and wife. I understand your heart, and I know everything will pass."

Lei Ming: "Thank you, Xiaoxia! We haven't gone out together for a long time. Are you going out together on weekends? "

Xiaoxia was a little surprised and said, "Okay, I've been looking forward to it. Where do you think we'll go?"

Lei Ming: "Listen to you, you can go anywhere."

Xiaoxia thought about it carefully and said, "I remember you said before that you wanted to play CSS. It happened that there is a real CSS base not far from us. We are quite famous. Let's go wherever we want to go."

Lei Ming nodded.

The next morning, Xiaoxia got up early. She was a little excited and didn't have a good rest all night. She couldn't remember the last time the two of them played together. She just thought it was a very distant thing. But now, Lei Ming was finally willing to take the initiative to go out together, which was a great improvement in their relationship.
Chapter completed!