Chapter four hundred and nine home
The reason why Bai Shu had a question in her tone was that although Dong Se and the Dong Se who Bai Shu knew were very similar, they were very different. At this moment, Dong Se was thin to a certain extent, with her skin wrapped around her bones, and her clothes were like two thin pieces of paper. Her eyes were deep, her lips were chapped, her face was haggard and tired, and her skin was pale as white as a piece of white paper. If it weren't for her smart eyes, Bai Shu could not believe that the terminally ill person in front of her was Dong Se.
The most important thing is that Dong Se's black hair, which was once like a black hair, was now covered with snow. Bai Shu didn't even know when it was, Dong Se's hair had turned white, and she looked like she was in a short time.
After experiencing the initial panic, Dong Se's expression had returned to normal. She pulled out the hand that was held in the palm of Bai Shu without any trace, and greeted Bai Shu with a smile: "Long time no see, Bai Shu."
Dong Se's tone was indifferent, with a slight smile, as if he was greeting an old friend who had been reunited after a long time. However, Dong Se's voice was hoarse and powerful. Without the crisp and pleasant sound of the past, he could still hear a bit of softness from the hoarseness.
Looking at Dong Se, who was like a shattered bun in the wind in front of him, Bai Shu wanted to pull her hand, but he didn't dare to do it, for fear that Dong Se would fall into mud and crush it into dust under his pull. Bai Shu wanted to ask why Dong Se didn't want to see him, but his throat seemed to be filled with a stone, and he couldn't say a word. He just stared at Dong Se blankly, as if he wanted to crush Dong Se in his eyes.
Dong Se picked up the ice cup and took a sip of water, and joked: "It's like the sweet snow water that just melted. What trick did you change to create this ice water?"
Dong Se looked at Bai Shu with interest, waiting for Bai Shu's answer. It seemed that she really cared about the source of the water, and it seemed that she really didn't take the matter between herself and Bai Shu to heart.
Dong Se is still the same Dong Se, playful and cute, and always knows Bai Shu's heart best. If Bai Shu doesn't need anything to say, Dong Se knows all the thoughts in his heart, including seeing this glass of ice water, you can think of the past when the two of them snuggled in a cave and lived on snow water.
Bai Shu was still silent. He had fantasized about the scenes when he saw Dong Se countless times. These fantasies gradually evolved from the initial colorful and dazzling light to the last pale and loneliness.
Once, Bai Shu and Dong Se were separated from each other, and there was no gap between them. But at this moment, Bai Shu looked at Dong Se, but it seemed that they were separated by a vast sea. The past was swallowed by the surging tide, and everything had long changed.
Seeing that Bai Shu didn't say a word, Dong Se only stared at Bai Xue on her shoulders in a daze. Only then did she realize that her appearance was too horrible. Dong Se hurriedly picked up her wide straw hat, put it on her head and lowered the brim of the hat, covering her snow and withered face under her hat.
Dong Se's eyes were like a pool of stagnant water, but tears fell silently.
"I obviously don't want to see you, why do you have to catch up with you..." Dong Se sobbed in a low voice, his voice whimperingly, like a discrete wind.
Tears fell on Dong Se's clothes, and traces of different sizes were leached. She said with a heart of silence: "If we didn't meet today, then in your heart, I will always be the woman who can't bear to let go of it, even if she is sick, she is still beautiful and charming, not the ugly monster who doesn't even dare to look in a mirror now!"
Dong Se's words were enough to move Bai Shu, and what moved Bai Shu even more was the loneliness and despair that Dong Se showed at this moment.
Dong Se wants to keep her most beautiful appearance in Bai Shu's heart forever. Even if she dies, Bai Shu will still be obsessed with Dong Se after decades or even a hundred years. Dong Se will always be the smart, quirky and beautiful woman in Bai Shu's heart.
At this moment, Dong Se knew in his heart that when Bai Shu remembered him a hundred years later, the pink-faced beauty had long disappeared, and replaced it with this white paper-like, disgusting face.
Thinking of this, Dong Se burst into tears and she cried in tears: "It was you who ruined it with your own hands... the memories between us..."
At this moment, Bai Shu stood in front of Dong Se, looking at her tears and clothes. Thinking of everything the woman had given to her in the past few years, she finally couldn't help but take a step forward and hugged Dong Se tightly into her arms. Dong Se felt familiar and unfamiliar in Bai Shu's arms. She was stunned for a moment, and then began to struggle violently. The boat where the two of them were also began to shake slightly.
The river water in their hearts boiled.
But Bai Shu seemed to be determined. No matter how hard Dong Se struggled, she would hold her tightly. Dong Se had been seriously ill for a long time and had been in the wind. However, after struggling for a while, she lost her strength and fell into Bai Shu's arms.
Dong Se's straw hat fell to the ground, and the two of them were next to each other, with their faces close to each other. The subtleness on Dong Se's face was clearly visible to Bai Shu.
At this moment, Dong Se was gray and gray, withered and withered appearance, and was no longer as beautiful as before. But Bai Shu hugged her, like holding a treasure he had lost and regained. All the guilt towards Dong Se turned into a deep affection at this moment, a deep feeling that was connected and blood-tight.
Bai Shu said emotionally: "I am very glad that I can find you. From today on, I will never be separated from you again!" Bai Shu said as he hugged Dong Se tightly in his arms. At the same time, Bai Shu turned around and leaned on the cabin, hugged Dong Se in his arms, and let her curl up on his legs.
Bai Shu gently stroked Dong Se's long hair, her heart was gentle, and her eyes were rarely gentle.
Perhaps only when facing Dong Se, Bai Shu will not be silent, hesitate, hug and kiss, just like the flowing water of mountains and rivers.
Bai Shu comforted Dong Se in a low voice and hugged Dong Se in his arms. Bai Shu felt that Dong Se's body was thin. The woman in her arms was like a dry bone. I'm afraid that only Dong Se knew the bitter journey.
In this way, Dong Se cried and fell asleep in Bai Shu's arms. In his sleep, Dong Se still frowned, as if Bai Shu was like the past, leaving lightly, disappearing in the vast ocean, and there is no trace to be found.
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The evening sunset lies across the mountain stream, and the afterglow flashes, and warm yellow spots of different sizes are emitted on the window lattice, which also dyes Dong Se's pale face as snow-white as red. In a trance, she is still beautiful and delicious. The slender eyelashes that are close to each other finally separate under the trembling light. Dong Se narrows his sleepy eyes and lazily looks at the sunset in the sky.
Like a dream, Dong Se felt the temperature and softness surrounding him, and also smelled the fragrance of flowers and plants.
"You're awake." Bai Shu's gentle voice sounded in his ears. Dong Se turned his head hard and looked at Bai Shu. Bai Shu had already changed out of his Taoist robe, with long hair loose, wearing ordinary coarse linen clothes from the farm, and was smiling heartlessly at Dong Se.
At this moment, Bai Shu no longer feels as gentle as jade, nor is it that the Tao is permeated with the body. At this moment, Bai Shu shows only simplicity and ordinaryness.
Dong Se suddenly covered his throat with his hands and coughed a few times. After taking away his palm, he felt a few shocking blood red in the palm of his palm. Compared with Dong Se's fair skin as white as paper, it looked particularly abrupt.
Bai Shu quickly took out his handkerchief to wipe the corners of Dong Se's mouth and palms, but when Bai Shu wiped it, his hands trembled slightly. Bai Shu was in such a state of this way that he could not help but blame him. However, the physical pain may be healed, but the scars in his heart cannot be easily erased.
Dong Se whispered, "Where is this?" At this moment, her hoarse voice was like sand blocking her throat.
Bai Shu quickly handed Dong Se a glass of clear water. While serving Dong Se carefully, he replied, "This is my former home and our home."
Bai Shu wanted to go home for a visit this trip, but Dong Se needed a clean place to take good care of it. Bai Shu took Dong Se back to this unknown small village in the border of Dongluo.
Dong Se had heard Bai Shu mention his hometown, but Dong Se had never been to this place in person. Hearing what Bai Shu said, a hint of undetectable sadness flashed through Dong Se's expression. Soon Dong Se restrained his expression and began to carefully look at the environment around him.
This is a small thatched house. It is very simple to place it in the house, but it is just a bed, table, chair, loom and stove. However, the furnishings in the house are spotless, but there is no smell of fireworks. Bai Shu was born in this house until he grew up, and there was too many memories and heartbreaks of Bai Shu.
Strictly speaking, this is Bai Shu’s real home, simple but unforgettable. At this moment, Dong Se’s eyes wandered through the house, and he felt inexplicably happy. Because among all the women who were related to Bai Shu, Dong Se was the first woman to follow Bai Shu home, and it is very likely that he is the only one in this life.
Dong Se said with a tight voice: "Help me out for a walk." When her voice was pressed down very low, although her voice was still muddy, it was not as harsh as before.
Bai Shu couldn't resist Dong Se at this moment, so he could only follow Dong Se's wishes, put on a coat and helped Dong Se to the door. Dong Se didn't take a few steps, and seemed to suddenly remember something, stopped, and said apologetically: "I lost the cloak you gave me."
Bai Shu was stunned for a moment, and his heart hurt slightly, but he still smiled and said, "It's okay, because I no longer need any memorials."
This sentence seemed to be somewhat similar to what he said to Ye Taoling. Ye Taoling still kept the note written by Bai Shu, and she had salvaged Bai Shu's star fall in the ocean. But Bai Shu was indeed, she had picked Ye Taoling off and gave it to her, and put it back on her with her own hands.
Whether it is Bai Shu or Luo Shilan, there is no need to be commemorated, because only by letting go can you have a tomorrow in this life.
Dong Se felt a little different. Based on her understanding of Bai Shu, she thought Bai Shu would be heartbroken, at least after hearing this news, her reaction should not be so dull. Because Dong Se still remembered that Bai Shu was precious and respectful when she gave her cloak to her, she knew even more that Bai Shu asked Ling'er and her endless feelings.
The door of the thatched hut was pushed open, and the sun was setting. Dong Se saw a gentle woman leaning against a bamboo in her gauze. The woman was as old as Bai Shu, with her jade flour lips, beautiful and charming, and her lower abdomen was slightly raised. She was obviously pregnant.
Dong Se stared at the beautiful scene under the setting sun, and she subconsciously asked, "Who is she?"
Bai Shu's answer without hesitation was only two simple characters: "Dong'er!"
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Chapter completed!