Suppose your wife and children fall into the water at the same time, who will you save first? If you can only choose one of the dreams and reality, then how do you make a decision?

I want to say: No one can give up. No matter how much the price it costs, dreams need the basis of reality, so there is no way to choose only one, but the time has not come.

In the afternoon, Tang Sangui and I went to Bo'antong for an interview. The factory was in Changbaishishi and was close to renting a house. Although it was only twelve yuan per hour, let's do it!

Tang Sangui felt that it was too strict to smoke for four hours. I stayed there. There was nothing I could do about it. I didn’t have enough money and I had to pay the rent in a few days.

I can't compare to Tang Sangui either. He can turn on the machine, but I can't. He can't do soldering irons. I don't know.

He was waiting for me at the gate, holding a cigarette in my mouth and said to him: "Actually, there is nothing but you can't smoke for four hours. You can smoke after get off work! The most important thing is that you're almost out of money."

Tang Sangui remained silent, and the smoke was sprayed out of his nose. Although I was attracted, I didn’t like the smoke coming out of his nose.

I used to not smoke much, but now I am under great pressure. If I don’t find anything to release the pressure, I am afraid that I will be mentally ill.

Walking on the sidewalk under the city rail, we talked without a word about it, why is it so difficult to do it about work and life?

I took him to Boligao for a look and saw the electronics factory using a soldering iron. However, after asking the security guard, I realized that the temporary workers needed an intermediary to match the bridge.

Inadvertently, Tang Sangui opened his phone and saw the message from Uncle Chen in the morning: "Will you come if that plastic machine factory wants someone?"

Tang Sangui explained to me: "I can't see information when my phone is out of battery in the morning."

I said oh, and then said, "Why do you ask him if he wants someone now? After all, you have driven that kind of machine before."

He was a little embarrassed, so he opened WeChat and called Uncle Chen, then looked at me and said, "You can tell him!"

I didn't care: "Just ask him casually, it's nothing." In fact, my heart is not as calm as I looked on. I was afraid that making a phone call has become my shadow.

In addition, I am also afraid of taking a long-distance bus and being afraid of calling out during interviews.

Because I want to vomit when I smell the exhaust of the car, my heart beat faster whenever I call it, and my tinnitus instantly magnify. I suspect that the name I hear is not my own.

Now I am sitting in the Bo'antong training room, telling my past and my mood at this moment, and I don't care whether I feel uneasy or not.

I thought I didn’t have a job yesterday, but now I’ve trained indoors. I thought I couldn’t find a job yesterday, so I wasted my time sleeping in the rented house every day, waiting...

Yes, wait for nothing and set out on the way to Beijing without fear.

There is no hope of living in life, but I am still persisting and looking forward to meeting the girl in love one day. I will shout to the sky: "I'm in love too!"

I used to have girls I liked, but I was separated because of my rationality and ignorance. There were girls I liked, but I thought that love should be liked by each other. This is what is called love.

During the training, I blushed and the training teacher asked me if I live in the factory. I didn’t understand, so I nodded. She looked at me and laughed. I continued to say that I was the same as the uncle next to me. Then everyone laughed. The former female colleague was sitting in front of me. Although I didn’t know her name, she knew me.

My body began to get hot, from the inside out, like I was in a fire pit, my face became hot. Although I wouldn't blush, I still shyly lowered my head slightly, touched my forehead with my hands, and didn't dare to look at everyone.

The training teacher came to me and asked again: "Do you want to stay?"

I panicked and replied: "I don't want to do it now, I'm nearby."

The training teacher said with a smile: "Just live outside, where do you live?"

I replied urgently: "It's that...there's the big cart."

"It's quite close." The training teacher said, seeing that I wanted to speak, he turned around and returned to the front desk.

I comforted myself that this is not all bad thing, at least someone remembers me.

Not long after, Tang Sangui called, and I hung up because I was in training and typed to him: You are at work!

What surprised me was that he said: The factory is too hot and cannot be made, and it has already left the factory.

I sighed in my heart. Everything is hard to say. Only after I have done it can I know that I don’t have much thoughts now. I just want to work in Bo’antong for one month and get 3,000 yuan. I hope there will be no accidents.

2018.3.23, the weather is sunny, Zhongshan temperature is 22.

(End of this chapter)
Chapter completed!