Lin Xiangnan hugged Ye Ziyu a little tightly. While feeling sorry for her, he knew that this was a thorn that had been in his heart before Tzuyu's death.

At that time, because of his mission, he gave Ziyu an illusion...

It is that he has never forgotten Xiaoxiao. Everything he did, including accepting Zhan Xiaoyun's task, was all because of Xiaoxiao.

Even approaching her was because of Xiaoxiao!

During the military military competition, the scene with Ouyang Meng, the suicide notes and photos in the military uniform... Everything was a pain that made Tzuyu unable to let go.

A girl who is still in college, even fulfills his righteousness for her...

And even though he said love after she lost her memory, he never explained seriously about the little past.

"Tiyu, there is no one among us..." Lin Xiangnan slowly opened his eyes, let go of Ye Ziyu, and looked at her with a bright and firm look, "Including, Xiaoxiao!"

When the mission was completed, when he took off his military uniform, he stood in front of the little tombstone... In this life, he no longer had any attachment to Xiaoxiao, but he left behind a deep guilt and pain for Ziyu with love.

It is said that he is a long-lasting and dedicated person. Since he had thought about Xiaoxiao since he was a child, he has been working hard to keep Xiaoxiao by his side.

But when the birthday party held for Xiaoxiao was released, he smashed the cake in front of several brothers and watched the diamond ring that was reflected from the ironic light by the sun lying on the ground, stinging his eyes... he knew that maybe he should let Xiaoxiao go, and he should let him go.

When he chose the military journey arranged by his grandfather and put on the military uniform with a penny and two epaulettes in the military camp, he had already decided to let go of everything he had done.

It may only take a moment to fall in love with someone.

And forgetting someone is often a long process...

He used training and the ambition to make an appointment with A Zhao, numbing himself, and gradually, the responsibility was greater than that.

In the special missions, several times of escaping from death...

The freedom of time and death on the edge of the brink of death made him let go of that relationship that has been childhood to adulthood.

But when everything is calm, when you know the little death... Even if there is no love, there is still the past.

Especially, I knew that Xiaoxiao didn't agree to be with him because of what she was carrying.

When he knew that Xiaoxiao died so sadly during the mission, he could not enter the martyrs' cemetery after his death, and even the tombstone had no name... As a man who once loved her, another soldier, he was in pain!

However, in that pain, there is self-blame, regret, and mutual appreciation... but there is no love!

Ye Ziyu looked at Lin Xiangnan. She could understand a lot from his eyes, but she was not sure about some things.

"I don't want to be jealous, nor do I want you to completely forget her..." Ye Ziyu lowered her eyes, "I didn't have time to participate in your past, but..."

She understood the truth, but she was just an ordinary person, and she would be uncertain and jealous.

Even if she is not jealous of Xiaoxiao.

But knowing and doing are two different things...

Everyone understands many principles, but how many people can really do it?

It’s all about it that it’s easy for others, but it’s not the case when it’s your turn to do it…isn’t it?!

Lin Xiangnan got up, took Ye Ziyu with the flow, and went to the bedside, so that she could feel more comfortable when she was half lying down.

He leaned against the head of the bedside and hugged Ye Ziyu in his arms, and then slowly spoke: "That is a task, and I owe Xiaoxiao a clear understanding... Whether as a man who once loved her or the affection that belonged to his comrades, I must accept the task. While giving her justice, she can be included in the Martyrs' Cemetery while her name is engraved on her tombstone!"

Ye Ziyu listened quietly, without saying a word.

"I know what you care about?" Lin Xiangnan's eyes fell in front of him, and his voice was a little far away, "Little suicide note, and the words I let you hear about my love for him... I didn't mention these when you lost your memory."

Ye Ziyu lowered her eyes and her mouth became nervous.

"I explained it to you when Ouyang Meng came to Luocheng that time, but I didn't dare to explain it too deeply..." Lin Xiangnan cursed the corner of his mouth, "You who have lost your memory, even though you still have feelings for me subconsciously, I dare not take risks."

He would also be afraid that after he lost it, he lost her again because Ziyu might not remember the past.

Ye Ziyu turned his head and looked at Lin Xiangnan, feeling indescribable.

Lin Xiangnan retracted his gaze and looked at Ye Ziyu, chuckled, and after a kiss fell on her forehead, he continued: "Whether it is the suicide note you saw or what you heard in the Fengcheng Military Region, Ouyang Meng and I said... it is part of the mission."

Although those words were not for Ziyu to hear, he didn't know that Xi Hongwen would take Ziyu over... But when he heard them, he heard them.

He was angry with Xi Hongwen's private decision, but he also knew that at the critical moment of the task, he could not be willful because of the hurt of Ziyu!

Not because of Xiaoxiao, but because of the responsibility on your shoulders!

"What you mean..." Ye Ziyu was a little confused.

Lin Xiangnan chuckled, "Xiaoxiao is her first love, that's what I have been born with, I can't treat it as if I have not born..." He looked at Ye Ziyu with a burning look and said, "And you, you are the one who has been sure to accompany me for the rest of my life after the mission is over!"

Ye Ziyu didn't respond, but just looked at Lin Xiangnan, and his head was still a little unrestrained.

"That suicide note is small-case, and it is forged by Ouyang Meng." Lin Xiangnan sighed softly, "Ziyu, since the first time I pushed you away, I didn't want you to be in the mission... I don't want to hurt you because of a small little, let alone hurt you because of myself!"

Ye Ziyu suddenly sat up, "So, can I understand it as, what you said during the mission, don't love me, and don't want to be with me, all because you don't want me to be in danger, or are afraid that I will misunderstand you afterwards?"

Lin Xiangnan looked at Ye Ziyu and laughed. His little girl has always been very smart and rational.

Although she occasionally gets stubborn, she will understand after telling her...

"What do you think?" Lin Xiangnan asked without answering.

Ye Ziyu curled his lips, thought about the past briefly and said, "So, there is no small problem between us..."

Lin Xiangnan nodded, "No!"
Chapter completed!