Chapter 171 Facing
Mu Yanjin was stunned by Cao Rui's question. Do he want to go back? Of course he wanted to go back. Not to mention that he hadn't seen his mother and brother and sister for a year, even the little guys from the eldest brother's family were so cruel. During this year, my mother was the queen and could not write to him at will, but she also gave him a lot of care.
The elder brother, let alone, doesn't write to him often to tell him about the situation in Beijing, so that when he doesn't return to Beijing, he won't be caught off guard because he has been away from Beijing for a long time, nor will he become unfamiliar because he has been away for a long time.
Moreover, the eldest brother not only came to send him information, but also sent him so many things. In that case, he could also arrange so many things for him. Although these things were nothing compared to military supplies.
However, these supplies brought him a lot of convenience and also helped him a lot of help. Although the soldiers' lives were not much better, they were better than nothing.
Mu Yanjin was not grateful to his elder brother, but he just kept everything in his heart. He respected and admired his elder brother, and admitted from the bottom of his heart that Mu Yanjin would not thank his elder brother verbally.
Mu Yanjin had already decided that he would definitely treat his elder brother's affairs as his own in his life. As for that position, in Mu Yanjin's heart, his elder brother Mu Yanlang is the best candidate for that position. He had this idea since he was very young.
Although the elder brother didn't say anything clearly, Mu Yanjin still heard some things from the elder brother's words. He knew that his elder brother also had ideas about that position.
But this is also human nature. Which prince has no idea about that position? No, oh, no, of course, he doesn't. He has no idea about that position. Of course, this is because his elder brother is there. If he has an elder brother, he will naturally not think about it. He just needs to help the elder brother.
Mu Yanjin wants to go back. He wants to go back to see his mother, elder brother and sister, sister-in-law, nephew and nieces. He wants a steady nephew, a quiet niece, and a naughty second nephew, a naughty second nephew...
Also, Mu Yanjin also went back to see his third brother. They have never seen him since they left that year. It has been almost three years since they calculated that it has been so long.
Ever since I learned that Mingge was in Xianyang City, Mu Yanjin had the impulse to go back and take a look immediately, and see the person he had been thinking about for so long. It's been a long time since he really missed him.
However, Mu Yanjin didn't know what to do when he went back and what he could do. He didn't know. He was afraid that his third brother would leave without forgiveness.
Mu Yanjin didn't know how to meet his third brother, he didn't know how to appear in front of Mingge, she didn't know what expression she wanted to meet Mingge, happy or excited, and perhaps guilty, but he really didn't know what to do with such a thing, but he really wanted to see him.
Also, the most important thing is that Mu Yanjin, who most unknown, met Mingge, what should he do, what could he do, what could he do, whether to play a chess game, drink a cup of tea, or hide in both sides.
At the same time, Mu Yanjin was not sure whether Mingge would want to see him.
At this time, when Cao Rui asked him whether he wanted to go back, Mu Yanjin didn't know whether he wanted to go back. He looked at Cao Rui blankly, "Do you go back?"
When Cao Rui saw Mu Yanjin like this, he could only sigh in his heart. He didn't know how to tell his cousin about this matter, he didn't know how to deal with something, he had never encountered it, and he didn't know how to deal with such a thing.
Cao Rui knew that he could not give his cousin Mu Yanjin any opinions. The reason why he agreed to Mu Yanjin leave was because he decided after a lot of thought. He thought that as long as he left, time would always put everything back on track.
However, the development of things did not develop as he thought, and he was also confused. Cao Rui didn't know what to do.
Sometimes Cao Rui would think that if they hadn't left like this suddenly, if they hadn't left at that time, he would have been adjusting more in the middle. Maybe his cousin would have thought about it slowly.
But after leaving, my cousin did not forget it slowly because he left, but because of his own affairs, he became even more and more unable to forget it and could not let go.
Cao Rui often wondered, if I had waited for my cousin to think about it, would it be that everything would be less than what it is now, but it would be hard to buy a fortune to know it.
"Well, go back. We all know a lot of things. If you don't face them, you will never be able to solve them. Let's face them well. No matter what, it can't be worse than now."
Cao Rui really thinks this now. He thinks that things have to be faced. Maybe if you really face things, you can really solve them. Otherwise, it would not be a problem to just drag them around. Unless my cousin spends this life, otherwise this will not happen.
Cao Rui never expected that he would just think of it, but he would come true in the future.
"Do you really want to go back? I, I'm not ready!" Mu Yanjin really didn't know what to do. Although he had always wanted to see Mingge, he didn't know where he was before, but now he knew, but he didn't know how to face it. Just as he said himself, he was not ready.
"What else do you have to prepare? When you are ready, you don't know how many years will be gone. Do you still want to live a good life? Besides, you are a big man, what else do you have to prepare!"
Cao Rui also knew what his cousin was thinking, so he could naturally understand what his cousin meant. However, Cao Rui also knew that it would be impossible not to put heavy medicine or hit heavy hammers, so he said heavier.
Mu Yanjin also knew that his thoughts were ridiculous, and he also knew that he was really not a man in this way. "Oh, I know, but what can I do? I don't know what I can do when I see them!"
"You can't think about it all the same after thinking about it. So, why not face it directly. Then you will know how to face it. Anyway, things have already happened, and you can't even face it, right?"
Chapter completed!