In the room, Shangdi slowly loosened Tang Yi's collar.

Tang Yi's voice was not loud, but Shang Di felt his heart was twisted.

"Boy, from today on, you are a soldier. But soldiers have to fight with the enemy with real swords and guns. Are you afraid?"

The voice of the past lingers in my ears. I didn't expect that just a few years later, this sentence made Shangdi feel ashamed.

"Tang Yi, our soldiers are obeying orders and their superiors are also considering Long Ying. We do not kill the enemy on the front line, but we can also serve as instructors in the rear to train better soldiers. Isn't this also bringing glory to the top?"

Shangdy gritted her teeth. He was actually very uncomfortable when she said this.

Because back then, he was also a front-line staff member, and he performed difficult tasks with his comrades, and his life and death were impermanent, but he lived a comfortable life and death.

As a soldier, just killing the enemy in battle or like a tiger entering a zoo.

Without the hardships of survival in the wild, there is no passion for revenge.

But he is now Long Ying's coach. He is responsible for training new recruits, but he is actually unwilling to do this.

If Long Ying is disqualified from the front-line mission, Tang Yi can only go around the country even if he is wearing military uniform.

"Give me a glory? I asked me to go back? How do I explain to my comrades lying on the back hillside? How do I let them rest in peace? We are soldiers, soldiers who are not afraid of life and death. For the sake of mission, we can even want to live and die. But now, after they sacrifice, will I have to bring the glory they exchanged for with their lives to huddle in the deep mountains? What will Sun Le think of me? What will Su Su think of me? My dragon has turned into a turtle with its head shrinking!"

Tang Yi's face turned red and his eyes were covered with bloodshot. Over the past few days, all his grievances were released.

"When Su sacrificed me to the point of falling, you told me that as a soldier, death was not scary. The living people had to carry the will of their comrades and continue to move forward. I was alive, and it was also for Susu to live, so I accepted a special task. But now? I carried the expectations of so many comrades and the reputation of Long Ying, but asked me to rest? Do you know, this is more uncomfortable than letting me die. I can't stand the honor of Long Ying and the future laid out by my brothers with my lives. So do I still have the face to go back!"

Tang Yi's roar was a little hysterical, and the sound came to the outside, and the old people also felt a kind of decline of a good bow.

The failure to fight on the battlefield is the greatest humiliation for Tang Yi, especially the veterans who empathize with it.

They are old and have retreated, but the arrogance in their bones is still there.

Those who have served in the army all have the honor of defending their country, not to mention that Tang Yi was still on the front line of war.

"Tang Yi, I understand your grievances, but you must also understand that the superiors' research and consideration are also for the future of Long Ying. You should take it well first. After a few years, we will get it back. As long as we have this ability, the superiors will definitely consider it!"

Shang Di sighed, and he could not empathize with Tang Yi's grievances.

But after all, the superiors have their considerations, especially the current Dragon Shadow Team. With the sacrifice of Longya Sun Le, the entire Dragon Shadow was wiped out.

Such a dragon shadow is simply unable to compete with the first-level tasks.

Even though Tang Yi, the dragon, was still there, his illness had greatly reduced his combat power.

In this state, even Shangdi must admit that Long Ying is weak.

A country's weapons cannot be made of old because of friendship and past honor.

Not only did the superiors not agree, but the special forces in other theaters would not agree.

"Wait? How long? You know very well that once we are deprived of the right to a level one mission, all the privileges and equipment of the electorate will be reduced. Wouldn't the Dragon Shadow be dead in name only?"

As the executive force of first-level tasks, its equipment is naturally the most advanced, and it also has the privilege of national recruitment.

It will not hinder the independence of the military region. As long as the person Long Ying is interested in, you can directly bring Long Ying to him.

Not to mention the others, this privilege alone is enough to make all special forces envious.

Blue veins burst out on his forehead, Tang Yi widened his eyes, and all the grievances broke out like a flood.

"I know I am a soldier, and I have never forgotten my mission, so when the general placed Li Jing by my side, I knew that she was cooperating with me, but in fact she was just monitoring me. And it is very likely that she had received the order. If I made a mistake, I would be executed on the spot. I can tolerate such things!"

It’s not that Tang Yi didn’t know that he was just pretending to be confused because he recognized his soldiers.

"After returning to China, I never relaxed my surveillance. After I disappeared, all the troops and police in the entire northern war zone were dispatched. In their hearts, I am a fugitive. In your hearts, I am a murderer who can kill people at any time. In everyone's hearts, I am a dangerous person. Even if my motherland loyally serves, I will be on guard against me. However, I am a soldier, and I will recognize it!"

With his fists clenched, Tang Yi's eyes were all red. After saying something, Shang Di couldn't say a word.

"But now, I don't let me go to the battlefield, but I understand this battlefield and I'm bleeding and sweating on this battlefield. Whenever I live and die, I remember that I am a soldier. I am fighting for the country and for more than one billion people. I am proud. Even if I die, I can still bear the responsibility on my shoulders and the name of the Chinese People's Liberation Army soldier. But now you let me leave, let me give up, and let me return to China to be a safe teacher. Have you ever thought about my feelings? Have you ever thought about those comrades who died?"

Tang Yi's shouting was heart-wrenching, and tears were spinning in his eyes, but they would not flow down.

Suddenly, the angry Tang Yi spurted out a mouthful of blood, then closed his eyes and fell forward.

Fortunately, Shangdi quickly looked and held his body in a hurry, and the person who had been outside also hurriedly walked in.

"Don't be anxious, don't be anxious, I'll take a look!"

Hua Tuo, a strand of white beard, stepped forward and asked Shang Di to put Tang Yi flat on the bed, and reached out to pinch his pulse.

"How is he? Is he old and injured?"

Shangdi couldn't help but ask, everyone knew that the toxin in Tang Yi's heart was a bomb that could be detonated at any time.

"There is no more sorrow than death, and the more you smile, and anger will lead to old troubles!"

Hua Tuo stroked his beard, and Tang Yi's heartbreak caused his old wound. This time he fainted was just a long-accumulated spray.

Hearing this, everyone was silent. It was obvious that Tang Yi was really sad this time.

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Chapter completed!