Chapter 255: Doubt
Even the memories of the more than ten years before the Lantern Festival that year, she gradually returned to her mind.
All this is too true. When did she give birth to her eldest daughter, when did she give birth to her eldest son, in which year did the second son be born, and the three children became biological children. These things were all done by her, as well as those days when she was close to her husband. All of this was deeply engraved in her mind and could not be erased.
She couldn't convince herself that all this was fake, and the world with gods and ghosts that only appeared in the script in her memory was real.
"Xu'er, what do you want to say?" Xu Ruoguang leaned closer, as if he wanted to see something from her extremely complicated and thoughtful look, and seemed to want to listen to her talk more.
Gu Xiu shook his head with difficulty and stopped talking. Perhaps after closing his eyes, everything would be clear.
Gu Xiu could clearly feel that she had become much lighter, like a goose feather, like a breeze, drifting out of the Xu Mansion where she had lived for the rest of her life. She wanted to look at her family again, but she didn't have time. When she could feel her existence again, she was already standing in a dark world.
Even though it was dark, Gu Xiu found that this did not affect her vision. She could clearly see the river in front of her that could not see the other side and an arch bridge facing her.
This is the Wangchuan River and the Naihe Bridge? Why do you feel a little familiar?
Gu Xiu was frowning and pondering, and several figures floated past her. She looked up and saw that it was a soul like her. The souls seemed curious that she stood here and did not move. She looked at her for a few glances, but no one said anything, but stepped onto the arch bridge and gradually moved away.
Gu Xiu thought for a while, but he could not find out where this sense of familiarity came from from his memory.
However, what disappointed her was expected was that she was still just an ordinary soul, not the cultivator in the long-standing and vague memory. It seemed that it was a dream she had that transcends reality. However, a dream could actually accompany her throughout her life. Is it because she had a good memory or that dream was too deep?
Although I have accepted that it was an absurd and bizarre dream of my own, I can’t calm down!
"Xu'er!" A voice came from behind. Gu Xiu turned his head and looked at her. She had a soul body like her, but was tall and handsome. She was Xu Ruoguang when she was young.
"You... are here so soon?" Gu Xiu didn't know what he was feeling, happy, happy or regretful and lost?
"I asked you to wait by the Three Lives Stone at the Naihe Bridge. How could you bear to wait for you for a long time? Don't worry, I have arranged my home, Chaohui and the others are older, so we can rest assured."
Xu Ruoguang gently held her, thinking that she was worried about the children in the world, and comforted her softly.
"Three Lives Stone?" Gu Xiu couldn't help but repeat.
"What's wrong with the Three Life Stone? Look at it saying that 'The three life fate is over, the fate is deep'. This statement will not work for us. I will not only live with you for three lives, four lives, five lives, and even thousands of lives, and for generations, we will be together until the day when you and I disappear."
Xu Ruoguang pointed to a stone that looked inconspicuous not far away, and said as if he was swearing.
It was not until this time that Gu Xiu discovered that the stone she had just swept casually and didn't pay attention to was actually the Three Lives Stone, and there were indeed the eight words Xu Ruoguang said on it.
The two of them crossed the Naihe Bridge together, and there was no legendary Mengpo Tang, but a ghost messenger came to inform them that if they wanted to be together in the next life, they would have to stay in this Netherworld for decades and do things for the Netherworld.
In comparison, Xu Ruoguang and Gu Xiu had no objection.
They settled in the Netherworld and lived in Youshi Street. Xu Ruoguang became a ghost messenger. Gu Xiu was at home to take care of his husband and children. Well, there was no son now. She helped take care of the young ghosts who died prematurely, and then dating with her neighbors. She strolled around the ghost market together on weekdays. Her life seemed to be no different from the world, but she was much quieter.
Eighty years later, when Xu Ruoguang's work period expired, they were reincarnated again.
And this time, Gu Xiu's memory that had already thrown into the corner and almost annihilated was resurrected.
She became the eldest daughter of the Great Immortal Cultivation Family of Yuncang Continent. She has good spiritual roots in the five elements, good qualifications, good understanding, and a strong family as a backing. She has no shortage of cultivation resources and her cultivation has improved very quickly. She is a famous genius monk in the entire Yuncang Continent.
What made countless female cultivators even more envious and jealous is that she and the eldest grandson of the Qingtian Sect, the first immortal cultivator in Yuncang Continent, were also genius monks. Xu Ruoguang, who was handsome and elegant in temperament, got engaged. The two were even more in love. This made many female cultivators in Yuncang Continent envious. Some even said, "If you reincarnate, you should join Gu Yunxiu, and if you get married, you should marry Xu Ruoguang!", and this sentence was widely circulated in the end. Until Xu Ruoguang and Gu Xiu got married, someone used this sentence to tease the couple.
To outsiders, they are extremely happy. There is only beauty in this world, no ugliness, and everything is beautiful and perfect like a mirror and a water moon.
Yes, it is just that the mirror is flowers, water and moon is unreal and false.
The long and vague memory told Gu Xiu that cultivation is a lonely and difficult process, and the difficulties in it are unimaginable, and her cultivation with him was too smooth, like the darling of the way of heaven. No, even the darling of the way of heaven will not be like them.
"What are you thinking?" Xu Ruoguang walked to Gu Xiu and stroked her hanging hair. Now he is a powerful monk in the out-of-body stage, and his pressure is even stronger. However, in front of her, he is still as gentle as before, like a mortal in the first life, like a ghost messenger in the second life, his gentleness remains unchanged from the past, and his love remains unchanged from the past.
Undoubtedly, she is happy and her future is full of flowers. Even if she joins hands with him forever, it is not a delusion.
But why did she feel that all this was like a dream bubble, and could be disillusioned at any time?
That long-lasting memory like a dream followed her for three lives. Is it as simple as a dream?
Gu Xiu held Xu Ruoguang's hand and asked him, "Senior Brother, do you think we are happy?"
After getting married, she always called him "Senior Brother". At first, he felt that the name was too unfamiliar and corrected her several times. She was used to it and didn't want to change it back and forth. Gradually, he became used to it and could find different feelings of intimacy from this ordinary name from time to time.
"Of course, are you unhappy?" He looked gentle, his eyes slightly narrowed, and he looked at her expression carefully.
Gu Xiu shook his head, "I...is naturally happy, but..."
"But how?" Xu Ruoguang stared at her for a moment.
Chapter completed!