"Word never brings my affection

Express one in ten million

For this regret

I thought about it at night and then

Don't fall asleep"

Chen Xingru cried. Perhaps in that year, she was full of longing for her, and for her, at that time, perhaps this emotion was her greatest sustenance.

Even though she had already felt something, she knew that this relationship might end in failure, but she was deceiving herself.

If you are reluctant to express your feelings, many people must have the trouble of being too unreasonable. The choice of words and sentences is not only for expression, but also for a proper concern. If you say too much, you are afraid that the other party will misunderstand. If you say too little, you are afraid that your thoughts will be difficult to express.

Especially when we have no way to meet each other day, the limited calls and letters that convey feelings strive for perfection. So much so that love is so full that it makes the words appear more and more destitute, thinking about it, and tossing and turning.

Not to mention Chen Xingru, even Zhang Zirong, even if he was watching the lyrics, he would inevitably have a picture in his mind. The girl made up her mind to see her lover in the distance. At night, she tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep, both excited and uneasy.

Once a thought comes out, the mountains are unobstructed, which is the persistence that only exists now. In the relationship maintained by letters and phone calls, the erratic changes of people's hearts are inevitably amplified. But the wonder of love is that vows are not worth a smile to the bystanders, but they have thousands of thoughts about the parties involved. Even if there are only a few words, it is the warmest sustenance in the moment of loneliness.

"A strange city

In the familiar corner

Have comforted each other

He also hugged and sighed

No matter what you will face

What kind of ending

In the wind and sand

Looking at you far away

I was so sad that I couldn't help myself

I hope I can send you thousands of miles

Until the end of the country

Relying with you for a lifetime”

Chen Xingru had already burst into tears. What she was sad about was not the present, but the past. This song can be said to describe her and him in that year.

Writing her voice, her pain, and her memories.

No matter what ending they will face, at least, in a strange city, two lonely people once comforted each other and hugged each other and sighed.

Why sigh?

There is a wild sand in the strange Beijing. When the wind blows again, even the face of people becomes blurred. Lovers from other places have longing and loneliness. Now, the omnipresent communication methods relieve the trouble of chewing love alone. At the same time, the comfort and hope in waiting are not mercilessly diluted.

Once upon a time, a huge city would have familiar corners of lovers, engraving comfort and recording sighs. Without a phone call, a WeChat instant certainty would have enough time to nourish the sincere hope: no matter what ending you will face, at least, the world will share this time. Even at the other end of the galaxy, there would be people with close identities, and they would like to meet again with the lights and candles.

Unfortunately, reunion is inevitable. When the long-term love of preparation passes by, it is difficult to keep it. When we are leaving, we can only hope to meet again. Even though we know it is false, we still hope to seek it. After sending you thousands of miles away, we will always be with the one we love deeply for the rest of our lives.

Nowadays, it is probably difficult to restore the longing of the other places on the ground and traveling 80,000 miles a day. But one thing is the same, distance always means unpredictability. Emotions that are not entirely grasped will have more opportunities to experience the relocation of people's hearts. As for getting better or worse, it depends on growth and fate.

The bitter love between Chen Xingru and Chen Qiuling is like a soap opera at 8 o'clock. When watching TV, when you see such a plot, many people may complain, old-fashioned.

But when things really happen to you, it is not old-fashioned, but painful.

The role Chen Xingru played in this relationship is actually not very glorious. After all, no matter what, she is a third party.

She came across the ocean to see him, and maybe she had a premonition deep down. It was just that concern and dreamy emotions that made her choose to ignore things other than love.

But all the time, she still couldn't get what she wanted.

Come excitedly and walk empty-handed.

After many years, goodbye has changed. Chen Qiuling left this world forever. Although the two are no longer lovers and each has their own new feelings, some things are engraved in memory and cannot be erased.

After reading the lyrics of the complete song, Chen Xingru was already crying.

Even Zhang Zirong, who was infected, had her eyes flushed. She didn't know that she was sad for the love relationship between Chen Xingru and Chen Qiuling, or simply because of Chen Xingru's voice narrated by the lyrics.

But it is undeniable that this is an absolutely good song.

Zhang Zirong leaned gently on Wang Yifan's shoulder. Wang Yifan gently hugged her waist and gently patted her back with one hand.

Chen Xingru was obviously still trapped in this memory and couldn't extricate herself for a while.

In fact, in terms of emotions, men are usually more rational than women. Chen Qiuling, the male protagonist in this story, has never taken the initiative from beginning to end, which can also explain the problem.

Women are emotional. Chen Xingru has married as a wife, and Chen Qiuling has no longer had any interaction with her, but she still clearly remembers the scenes of the past.

Love is a raising, self-reflection, longing for love, separation. All these things, laughter and tears, suffering and sorrow, after all, love is willing and worth it.

All the things Chen Xingru has experienced were willing. She actually knew that Chen Qiuling had a wife for a long time. When she was in Hong Kong, both of them subconsciously ignored this point, because at that time they were just two equally lonely people, two equally lonely hearts gathered together.

Chen Xingru saved for him for half a year and went across the ocean to see him, but she got heart-wrenching pain, a lie of happiness that was ruthlessly exposed, allowing her to face the scene she had been avoiding.

But she was willing, willing.

In fact, compared to the male protagonist in his previous life, the male protagonist who took risks and used public funds to attend a poetry meeting and was fired in order to raise money from across the ocean. Later, it is said that the male protagonist in the song killed four lives for money and was sentenced to gunfire. Many people were also killed, and they were killed.

In contrast, Chen Qiuling may seem much more mediocre, but because of this, Wang Yifan took out this song.

Chen Xingru wiped her tears and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, I've lost my composure."

Zhang Zirong shook her head and said, "It's normal for human nature."

"This song is so well written that it makes me feel like I'm back to the past and experience the love affairs of that time again. Thank you!" Chen Xingru looked at Wang Yifan sincerely and said.

Wang Yifan shook his head and said, "This song belongs to you. Because of your story, it has a soul."
Chapter completed!