012 I don't agree
When he got home, Pan An took a shower first.
The summer in Rongcheng is a bit stuffy, and the recent weather is unbearable due to moisture. You have to take a shower once a day, otherwise you will feel uncomfortable.
Pan An did not have this habit before. He would not feel any discomfort in the past. He had been used to taking a bath once a month.
Now Pan An has forgotten those memories, and because of the loss of memories, some bad habits are easily replaced by new habits and cognition.
What is left behind is mostly physical habits, such as food with chili peppers.
I want to eat it, but I am afraid of it, so I still develop the habit of not eating spicy food.
No one persuaded him or he was fighting with him to drink, so he did not develop the habit of drinking. He felt it was too spicy and difficult to drink after taking a sip, and then gave up and refused.
Pan An has developed many habits in the past six months, and his life trajectory has become like a trajectory, and he always keeps the same in both food routes and work and rest time.
Starting today, Pan An will add another change: watch two Korean dramas before going to bed.
There is no computer at home. Pan An has no extra money except for eating, paying water and electricity bills and daily toiletries. After paying the Internet fee for a while, he was waived by the Internet cafe owner, and there are very few places to spend money.
I don’t buy a computer because I feel it’s unnecessary. Pan An doesn’t play games at home, so that’s too tiring.
The only pastime that can really relax is sleep. Pan An is very tired when playing games.
The Korean drama played on TV is called "Miss Mermaid", but it is not a fairy tale, but a romance film... maybe.
When Pan An opened it, it was playing episode 171. Pan An watched two episodes and felt that he couldn't understand it. It seemed to be the story of the heroine.
Although the female character looks very good, there are plots of quarrels in two consecutive episodes. After watching two episodes, Pan An was thinking: What did I watch?
"From the road, I don't understand the plot development, and I feel that the characters in the play are just arguing with each other and not understanding them."
Pan An tried hard to find out the central idea that the author wanted to express from his memory, and wanted to try to understand the expressive ideas of these two episodes in a central way.
After thinking for ten minutes, Pan An gave up.
"What the author may want to express is that women will quarrel..."
Pan An decided to buy a computer tomorrow, otherwise it would be inconvenient to watch Korean dramas.
At eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, Pan An ended most of the day and walked to the desk next to the bedroom to sit down.
Take out a thick notebook from the drawer, and Pan An began to record all the things that happened today.
The fear and anxiety of losing memory allowed Pan An to learn to record from that day on, and recorded his day in his notebook with his own hands and pen.
From what I ate in the morning to the knowledge I learned in the bookstore today, asking who is asking what questions I have and figuring out what questions I don’t understand.
As usual at noon, I went to the bookstore to read some books and which page I saw.
I went to the Internet cafe to play a few games in the evening, and I met an opponent, where there were mistakes and improvements, what were the opponent's performance and evaluation, what songs I listened to when playing the game, and I will memorize them after listening to them several times.
Unlike those who can't remember what they played even if they played a game all night, Pan An did not play games, but to enhance his/her ability. He grew up every day, rather than staying still.
I also recorded the singing incident at night, including my views on the girls and boys.
A page was recorded in a dense manner, and many repeated things were summarized in one sentence, such as KTSV's things were recorded in detail.
When I put down my pen, it was already eleven forty-five.
It's already late at night.
Pan An was not sleepy and opened the first few pages of his diary and browsed. These were all his own experiences. When he saw the handwriting on it, he would quickly remember the scenes of the day.
After thinking about it, Pan An specially used one page to record his status bar attributes today, which means that there have been major changes today.
It is a good thing to improve charm. Pan An is now thinking about how he can improve to normal people faster.
For a long time, increasing the comprehensive value to the 100th of an ordinary individual has always been what Pan An expects and is also the goal of struggle.
Pan An hugged his hands in front of him, pondering how to improve to 1 faster.
"I can't wait, it's just 0.1..." Pan An sighed, hoping that the 0.1 could be enough to get it.
The comprehensive value six months ago was 0.23, and it took Pan An six months to increase the comprehensive value to 0.6.
The hard work and dedication during this period can be seen from the thick diary on the table in front of you.
Pan An is proud of his comprehensive value of 0.6, because he had not sold his memory, the comprehensive value before he could only be 0.51!
In just half a year, I surpassed myself and reached a new level!
It is precisely because of this that Pan An seemed confident and indifferent when singing with young men and women from Rongcheng University.
Pan An doesn’t think he is worse than anyone else!
They don’t think they are a country bumpkin with only junior high school level, and those prides of first-class universities are not all. They will do meaningless stupid things and do some ridiculous tricks for women.
Pan An’s confidence is based on his own achievements, but now when Pan An calms down and looks at his comprehensive value from 0.6 to 0.9, he no longer feels the excitement he feels when he is in a taxi.
When it's late at night, it's easy for a person to think too much.
"Where is my value reflected in? Is it wealth?"
Pan An was thinking about where his comprehensive value of 0.9 was reflected.
There is no doubt that one-third of the value from 0.6 to 0.9 is completely reflected in the fact that one lives in the Coast Garden.
Because Gu Xue knew that he had a house in the coastal community, he appreciated.
"That's what I do, that is, the attribute of comprehensive value is not reflected in my knowledge, or not only in this aspect, but also influenced by others."
"Is a person's value reflected in other people's recognition?"
Pan An didn't understand, and some couldn't figure it out.
Nicely, Pan An felt that nothing was wrong.
I went to the bookstore to study and play games in the Internet cafe. I gained the recognition of bookstore employees and customers, as well as Internet cafe Internet users and teammates in the virtual network.
Thinking of this, Pan An quickly thought of something, quickly opened his diary, and looked through the records of the past three months.
The records on the records are very detailed, which makes Pan An even more uncomfortable.
His eagerness to study was recognized by bookstore employees and store managers. That day, Pan An's value increased slightly.
I play games in an Internet cafe because I have achieved the success of five kills in the game. After being broadcasted by the Internet cafe system many times, more and more people know me and will gather behind me to watch while I am online.
When my ranking in the game reaches a higher level, my value will increase by 0.1 on that day!
Pan An looked at his comprehensive value uncomfortable. Perhaps his value was also affected by the intellectual attributes and other attributes, but more probably... it was because of others' recognition!
Feeling uncomfortable and wanting to cry.
Pan An's tears had dried up on the day half a year ago. Now there are no tears or crying, but I feel really uncomfortable.
"If my value can only be quickly improved by gaining recognition from others, then there is no need to study in the bookstore, there is no need to eat meat and maintain a regular schedule, and there is no need to watch bullshit Korean dramas. I just need to find a way to make money! Sell those useless garbage memories, keep getting comfortable experiences, go play with women, go travel, go mingle with college students, and keep changing the garbage for money!"
Pan An clenched his fists tightly. He knew very well that all he said could be done!!!
With this system on your body, you can get enough money by constantly selling and experiencing various things.
From one mansion to two mansions, your net worth will soon soar, and after you have money, you can get more wonderful, unthinkable experiences!
A more advanced experience will definitely be able to sell more. By then, you will sell more than three digits of hair yourself!
Even if you don’t have the talent to do business, you can become a game anchor. As long as you rely on your skills to maintain your rank and then try to broadcast some popular scenes, you can make a lot of money every month.
Making money is not difficult, and you don’t want to work hard, just keep betraying yourself.
But……
Pan An gritted his teeth and clenched his fists.
"People like me who are less than 1 value are not worth much. If they are the top female stars in China, a hair can be sold for hundreds of dollars, right? The genes of male stars can be sold for tens of thousands of dollars. Unlike me, they are just garbage."
Pan An laughed at him and said some angry words.
He clearly knew that as long as he found a way to gain recognition from others, his comprehensive value could be quickly improved, but Pan An just didn't want to do that.
If you don't do it, you won't be convinced.
Becoming an anchor, a star, and a rich man will win the envy and recognition of countless people. Although there are many people like Pan An, do people care about your opinions?
Pan An was unwilling to accept it, reluctant, and unwilling to accept it!
It took me half a year to improve in slightest, but now as long as I take that step, I can become a real person!
Are people with a comprehensive value of less than 1 still humans? Do others regard you as human beings?!
I maintain a life like a monk every day, and my daily routine is strictly followed. Even if I vomit all the rice and meat sold in that fast food restaurant, I still force myself to swallow it and work hard to gain weight and exercise every day.
I always thought that hard work can bring rewards, but in fact, it is the same. What supports me is the transcript that can clearly see my own changes.
Now Pan An saw another report card, and the bloody reality told Pan An that he had taken the wrong path.
If you continue to walk on, you will live a life of eating steamed buns every day. On another road you should have taken, fat and greasy middle-aged people can travel and vacation with young girls, go to various high-end occasions, and there will never be a shortage of applause or women around you.
Why do you study hard, improve your knowledge, strictly demand yourself, and constantly acquire the knowledge that humans should understand, but you have to look up to those people?
Pan An knew very well what the rich second generation usually did, and he knew that he could experience that kind of life, so he felt even more sad.
Knowledge cannot be transformed into other people's recognition of themselves. Even if it is a front-line scientist in China, is it really comparable to the previous game anchor and a star who relies on his face to make a living in terms of recognition and comprehensive value?
Pan An didn't know this. He had never met such a first-class scientist, but he probably had no salary as much as first-class game anchors and celebrities.
The facts are right in front of you. Pan An is still a hundred thousand heroes who are still short of being a first-class scientist. Go and become a big star!
Chapter completed!