207 Self-improvement as a daughter (5/5)
April 19
Spring is the time when all things bloom.
Pan An sat on the bench in the living room and looked at the grass and flowers outside the house. Seeing that he was still worth 49 in life, he couldn't help but feel a little moved.
It's almost...
Next month, it will be 50, and whether Pan An can advance this date depends on whether the two children at home can be more stable.
Pan An looked at Xiao Pingping lying on the street stall. Pingping was lying on the ground and was drawing things, using small crayons to draw small flowers and grass outside on the cardboard, and a yellow sun with a smiling face.
Three years old is indeed a critical period. Xiao Anping did not enjoy his carefree childhood and was taken by Zhen Wen to the interest class to learn Go.
Playing Go at the age of three is to train Xiao Anping to become a genius...
Li Yan planned to train Anping to become a genius, and her arrangement for Pingping was to learn piano and painting, and she felt that Xiao Pingping's character was suitable for this.
"Pingping, have you ever thought about what you will do in the future?" Pan An looked at Pingping and asked Pingping about her thoughts.
In fact, Pan An also knew very well that Pingping was just a child. Even if she was a place with some geniuses, she was still a mortal.
Pingping looked at her father and said casually: "I will build a big house for her father in the future."
As he said that, Xiao Pingping lowered her head and continued to draw a big house.
Xiao Pingping, who is less than three years old, can fully express her meaning and organize the language of normal conversations with Pan An, which is much better than many people.
Pan An knew that Pingping was the kind of genius that Li Yan said, but handing Pingping over to Li Yan for education would only ruin her.
"Pingping, do you think your mother is good?" Pan An waved to Pingping and signaled Pingping to come and speak.
Pingping quickly got up, ran to Pan An and leaned against Pan An, and said unhappily: "No, mom always annoyed me."
Now Zhen Wen takes Anping to the interest class, while Li Yan goes to work in the company, and there is no holiday even on weekends.
Without outsiders at home, Pingping naturally can say things she doesn't know how to say normally.
Pan An held Pingping in both hands, looked at the sky outside and the butterflies flying in the courtyard, and he no longer wanted to say a lot of things.
Some people and some things will change eventually.
Just like a caterpillar turns into colorful butterflies and dances, Xiao Pingping and Xiao Anping will grow up slowly and become adults.
Life is a process of transformation again and again. Only by experiencing various tortures can the thickness of life be increased.
A person's growth process is like the process of a butterfly breaking out of a cocoon. In the struggle of pain, his will is trained, his strength is strengthened, his mind is improved, and his life is sublimated in pain.
When you step out of pain, you will find that you already have the power to fly.
But, does the butterfly have anything to do with the caterpillars?
If you have a transformed soul during the caterpillar period, then even if you become a colorful butterfly, you will still be the soul that was originally.
A person whose will has not been transformed and sublimated has nothing to do with that person for more than a hundred years.
In Li Yan and Zhen Wen's opinion, Pan An is a little old, with this ageless and slow pace that is not in line with his age.
But in Pan An's eyes, the world and people are changing. A peaceful life is not a kind of enjoyment, but a kind of tempering for Pan An.
Pan An's soul has been persevering under this situation, constantly persevering.
The world is changing all the time, everything around you is changing slowly, and your body is changing slowly. The only thing that remains unchanged is the soul will standing behind you!
Pan An has not changed, it is still that Pan An, but Li Yan and Zhen Wen, Xiao Pingping and Xiao Anping are all changing.
In Pan An's opinion, all geniuses, wisdom, wealth and power are bullshit.
The original intention has always been the lonely, and there is no other unchanging soul in this world.
I always thought that 10 was the limit of human beings, but maybe that wasn't the case. Maybe that number was the limit of this world.
Pan An hugged Pingping who was lying on his lap and touched the other person's soft hair. Xiao Pingping's hair was getting longer and longer, and she would slowly become a beautiful little girl.
"Pingping, do you know if you want to get along well with your mother?"
Pingping raised her head in confusion and looked at her father, "I understand, dad, are you afraid of mom?"
Pan An smiled, sat up and said, "Why do you say that?"
Pingping doesn’t have much memories of her childhood. Now she is receiving new memories and cognitions every day, and slowly forgets her past memories.
"But when my mother talks about you, you don't even speak." Xiao Pingping looked at her father. She was standing on her father's side.
Pan An said helplessly: "Dad started as a long time ago and was thinking about being an idle person. In the past, grandma paid to support his father, but now mom paid to support his father. In the future, Pingping paid to support his father, okay?"
"Okay!" Pingping was very happy and said excitedly: "I want to raise my father alone so that he can read books every day!"
Although Xiao Pingping didn’t know what was interesting about reading, since her father liked this, she wouldn’t care.
Pan An said with a smile: "What should I do when the mother and grandma do?"
"I raise my dad and give my dad money to support my grandma and mom, so that my dad can say bad things about my mom! It's not what Pingping said..." Pingping looked carefully at the door, and dared to say that when she saw that her mom was not around, "Dad, don't worry, I won't say you in the future."
This daughter, who is connected by blood, can always make Pan An smile.
"Forget it, I have nothing to do when I have free time, and I have almost read books." Pan An pushed Xiao Pingping away in front of him, supported him, and asked Xiao Pingping to stand in front of him, "Pingping, Dad knows a lot of things, what does Pingping want to learn?"
Pingping couldn't understand Pan An's words yet, so she said based on her understanding of Pan An: "Brother always bullies me and steals my toys. I want to make my brother unlucky like my father!"
Pan An thought about it. Pingping was always with her, and she liked to look at Pan An, so when Pan An "teached" Xiao Anping a lesson, she also discovered something.
The child didn't think so much, and Xiao Pingping was determined to stand on Pan An's side, so of course she would not report it.
"Then I will teach you martial arts. Since you were born, your body has been very weak. Now you have been recuperating for two or three years and still have some hidden diseases. But it will get better slowly. Learning martial arts can help your body heal faster."
Pan An rarely leaves Xiao Pingping's side. It is for this reason that Xiao Pingping can live like a normal child, and Pan An is taking care of her, otherwise she will definitely go to the hospital frequently.
Not talking and calm personality are somewhat related to the body.
Pingping nodded quickly and looked at Pan An with great admiration, "Dad is the most amazing!"
Pan An cannot give Pingping a strong soul, but he can give Pingping a strong body and a skill that can reason with others.
It is enough for Pingping to learn one-tenth of Pan An's ability.
In fact, it doesn’t even need one tenth, and the wealth and connections that Pan An left to Pingping is actually enough.
"It's very hard to practice martial arts. Now I'll help my father get a bag of potato chips first, and help me put this book on the chair in the study."
Pan An looked at Xiao Pingping. His experience was not suitable for Xiao Pingping, and everything had to be done slowly.
"Oh." Xiao Pingping took it as a game and ran out happily with Shu in her arms.
Pan An closed his eyes quietly and listened to the sound of the young life running.
Li Yan always complains that Pan An doesn't know how to witness the growth of his children, does not look at photos, and does not take photos of his children.
In fact, Pan An has been witnessing the growth of Xiao Anping and Xiao Pingping.
Everything is possible in the future. Pan An only awakened at the age of 27 and then transformed.
Are Pan An still the same person now and Pan An when he was young?
Pan An didn't know either. Is it really the same as the caterpillar outside?
Me, that's me!
The true soul is the kind of precious thing that will still shine even when buried in sand and stone!
50 is just the beginning, and Pan An knows very well that he is getting closer and closer to that number.
Pan An was not sure what he could see when he arrived at that location.
The strong men in another world, more worlds, and purchasing interfaces that have never been truly opened, fields that I have never entered before, ways to break through the limits of the body, the real secrets of the system, and the advanced world dominated by silver coins and gold coins!
Soon, Pan An opened his eyes and his expression became plain and gentle again.
"Dad, you're bringing the potato chips!" Pingping ran to Pan An and happily held the potato chips and handed them to Pan An.
Pan An took the potato chips and when he was tearing them apart and planning to eat them, he saw Pingping looking at him with grievance.
"Do you want to eat? Why don't you get one more bag?" Pan An handed the potato chips to his baby daughter. His life has always been moving forward slowly and he has enough time to wait for his baby daughter.
"No." Xiao Pingping shook her head and looked at Pan An with a crying expression, "Can you eat together?"
"Okay, let's have a meal together." Pan An smiled and agreed to the small proposal.
Xiao Pingping happily ran to the side and brought a small stool. After putting the small stool next to Pan An's chair, she grabbed a few potato chips from the potato chip bag that Pan An was holding and ate happily.
Pan An accompanied his baby daughter to eat potato chips and said interestingly: "Pingping, when you become stronger, your mother will spank you again. What should you do?"
After hearing this, Pingping shook her head, "I don't know. I want to imitate the one who dad hits mom's butt. Mom looks very happy."
Pan An immediately felt a little numb from his scalp. It was all Li Yan who was blamed for teaching the child badly!
However, Pan An looked at his precious daughter sitting next to him and decided to give her something.
Chapter completed!