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077 I used to

Depression is not a disease, it is a manifestation of mental and emotional emotions. Depression is a disease. It is the body that determines that it is difficult to be happy after getting this disease.

When encountering something that should have been happy, patients with depression will feel sad about spring and autumn, just like their views on things are different from others.

Not only is it different in one thing, it is different in various things, but the views expressed are all negative emotions.

This manifestation should have been the manifestation of wise men in ancient times. Of course, if it is expressed in ordinary people, it is hated and broom star.

As long as you say it right, you will be held resentful.

Pan An recalled his current situation.

"I will be excited when I see Li Yan, and can distinguish between beauty and ugliness. I will be happy after I learn new knowledge after reading books."

"I feel upset when I encounter trouble, and my excitement does not last long..."

Pan An thought that he had indeed received the emotional impact of depression, but whether it was depression was specific needs to be further confirmed.

An important manifestation of depression is that you cannot be happy, or it cannot last.

"I was suppressed several times and was impulsive, not excited."

Pan An has a good memory and quickly recalled his situation these times.

I wouldn't be in a good mood when I encountered such a fight, especially when the other party refused to let him go several times. No one could be happy at this time, right?

But it is indeed difficult to get excited. Pan An thought about this matter, but it was not his own problem.

The perspective of one's own view of things is not consistent with the path to go and the people around them. For example, the things that Li Yan and the aunt care about are too different from the things that they are interested in, and the laugh points of both sides are inconsistent, so it is difficult to find common fun.

Pan An has always understood the principle of seeking common ground while reserving differences.

In the chat group, no matter what kind of identity and wealth everyone has, they talk about women one by one.

Some nutritious topics can always be quickly echoed by the rest of the people.

Pan An is the kind of person who doesn't agree with him.

It’s not the fault of this society, it’s because Pan An didn’t enter his own circle.

If you participate in some study sessions and research groups, it is easy to find some people with the same interest.

At this time, the gangster will definitely say that the study will be in chaos with the research team, and it will be like a friend someone else knows.

Pan An also realized that he was indeed not suitable to join some small circles, mainly because of his own problems. What he had to know first was his own body.

Compared to the knowledge outside, your body is a huge treasure containing infinite wealth!

Want to know your body better!

Whether it's good or bad.

Pan An doesn't understand science and other experiments and examinations, nor can he do it, and he doesn't have the resources and confidence to find others to conduct special inspections on himself.

Things that are reserved in your mind cannot solve the current situation for the time being.

Pan An quickly sorted out his memories of the past year, with the focus on the few times his emotions were affected.

After sorting it out, Pan An looked around.

The strongest sadness is the first memory in this house.

The strongest joy is the moment of "being a human being"!

When the comprehensive value in the Internet cafe was completed by playing games and changing from 0.9 to 1, the people in the Internet cafe cheered for Pan An, and Pan An was excited to let out meaningless howls to show his joy.

At the moment of becoming a human being, Pan An's joy was unprecedented excitement and high.

At that time, he ordered free drinks for everyone when he showed off. At the same time, in order to show off and make more people compliment him, he chose to go to the human-machine area to find children to play with.

However, that excitement was interrupted by life without lasting for an hour...

“I don’t have depression!”

Pan An can be sure of this. He has no depression. The depression he has always shown, the kind of robot-like emotions and indifference he shows are just because what he wants is inconsistent with the mainstream views in this society.

There are differences between people.

Pan An believes that there are differences in intelligence between people, and some people are born excellent.

This view is inconsistent with the views of kings, princes, generals and ministers, and it is also not the view of who is more noble than whom.

Some ordinary people are very proud when playing fools, but these "smart people" will not believe that some people can treat them as fools.

However, in Pan An's knowledge, some smart people are just like fools, and cheating these smart people is just like cheating fools.

Intelligence is a way of expression of genes. Pan An believes that just like some people are born with special conditions, it is a difference in gene form.

His body should not be the structure of an ordinary person. Pan An has no evidence to prove this, nor can he refute the scientific proof issued by the hospital. However, this view is deeply rooted and has been maintaining this view for some time since he discovered that he had this system in him.

Pan An is sure that he does not have depression and has problems with himself at the moment, but this problem cannot be solved by selling only one [depression].

Without depression, you will also develop abilities such as violentness.

Just like bubbles in a fish tank, your body is constantly creating various bubbles.

Depression and virus are just surface fog.

Pulling away the layers of fog, Pan An found the core of his body!

If the so-called abilities and skills are regarded as objects, then it will be easy to understand.

Everything, everything, is a problem for sale. As long as your factory is still there, there will be constant products being placed on it.

"My body can be sold for money!"

After finding the root of everything, Pan An understood the cause and effect of the matter.

"So that's it, I've always ignored this."

Pan An looked at his hands, turned around and walked towards the floor-to-ceiling mirror on one side, looking at the person in the mirror who was also walking towards him.

"What I have to do is not just hoarding. Even if everything is stable, at the end of my life, I will sell everything I have without hesitation to get even a slight turnaround."

People have lifespan limitations, not just people, but also houses and electrical appliances. The difference is just the difference between lifespan.

Pan An's body will not be the end of longevity because of the squandering of the first twenty years.

Pan An, who is almost thirty years old, may be able to live to 60 or 70 years old, but that is not the ending that Pan An wants.

The situation in front of you is not serious, but if you do not make changes and do not break through the obstacles you set for yourself, you will never be able to go where you want and see the scenery you want to see in your life.

If you want to break through, you have to have more money!

【Mind Magic: Subconscious Influence】

[Body Forging Martial Arts: A hundred battles will never be defeated]

【Secret Books for Practice of Spiritual Power: Highlights】

Your body and soul all need more copper coins to strengthen it. Relying on current output alone will not play any role!

Pan An slowly sat on the floor, staring at himself in the mirror with a smile, and the person in the mirror was also laughing, just smiling.

The tears shed in the past made Pan Anzhen regard every minute and every second of her memory, and made up her mind not to sell her own slightest!

Pan An has always believed that he would not let him down and was also happy for his persistence. After using spiritual magic to realize that he had never deviated from the path he had set, Pan An was happy and happy.

Pan An has a great memory, it is really great. He clearly remembers the way he cried in this room at that time, and even the feeling of tears flowing down his eyes.

If you lose your past memory and break your past promises, then will you still be the same as yourself?

I was crying, crying, and swearing.

[League of Legends Game Technology (Strongest King)], from the entry-level rookie to the strongest king rank in the national server, all game experience and technical insights in the game, value: 24121 bronze

Pan An looked at himself in the mirror. He had no regrets or wanted to cry at this time. He just smiled like that and couldn't tell what it felt like.

"sell!"

Just like advanced game knowledge will cover low-level game knowledge, today's me will cover past me, tomorrow's me can also deny today's me.

Can people really remain unchanged?

Pan An didn't know.

Pan An stood up.

Pan An walked out the door.

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