131 This is your home (2 more)(1/2)
Wu Zhizhi whispered: "You've gone, but you can't actually change anything."
"When you went to the hospital, I went with you without saying a word. Now I want to go back to S City, but you stop me?" He looked at her, his eyes filled with fragile red bloodshots, as if the next second, his emotions were about to burst out.
She almost felt soft-hearted, but he couldn't go. She knew his current mood, just like when she saw Wu Mingyong pushing his mother down the stairs, she was extremely angry. She said: "Different, Lu Yanshi, these two things are different. I went to the hospital to solve the problem. When you go back now, you want to create the problem."
"Create a problem? What can I create? Is this my fault?"
"Some people in this world are bastards. No matter what you do, they are like that and they won't change because you are angry or something."
"Then why did they give birth to me?" He suddenly became furious, his eyes flushed. "Since that's the case, why should I give birth to me? What does it mean to them? I'm living is redundant. No matter what I do, they just don't want me, and I shouldn't have come to this world!"
"Why do they treat me like this? They leave me here, go to have fun and get pregnant while suing. Is there such a mother in this world? Why does she treat me like this? They say that she is old and will have no chance to have a second child. Who cares? Do you think that giving me some living expenses can calm my emotions? I don't need it!"
After he growled, he buried his head and hugged his head in pain.
Wu Zhizhi faced this kind of emotion for the first time and didn't know how to comfort him. After watching him for a long time, he stretched out his head and touched his head.
This action suddenly seemed to defeat all his emotions. He closed his eyes and cried softly, buried his head between his arms, and his voice choked, "How could there be such a parent in this world? Why is it me? Why is it that I suffered this kind of sin?"
Wu Zhizhi's eyes gradually became wet as he listened to his words. He didn't know what he could say, so he leaned slightly and hugged him.
She didn't know how to comfort him. At this time, she seemed to be powerless to say anything.
She could only hold him.
I don't know how long it took, but his emotions gradually stabilized. He leaned in her arms without saying a word.
Maybe it was because the atmosphere was dull at this time, and no one thought about the awkward aspect.
Wu Zhizhi said softly: "Lu Yanshi."
He ignored her.
She continued to call him, "Do you still eat peach cake? It will freeze and it is the best time to taste."
"..." The intense emotions of grief and anger just now had passed, but there was still some aftertaste. After hearing Wu Zhizhi's words, I really wanted to suck her, and said coldly: "Don't eat."
"This... I've made it for more than three hours. This is a famous dish. Is my specialty pastry, and you don't even eat it?"
"...Ah!" Foodie Lu Yanshi sighed, unable to resist the invasion of greed, "Get a piece over."
Wu Zhizhi quickly handed over the plate with a pleasant face.
Lu Yanshi picked up a piece with no interest and took a bite. At first, he looked irritated, but after a few more bites, his expression changed. It was so delicious, and it directly cured his emotions! What should I do? He was very sad and angry! Now he doesn't want to be sad anymore, he just wants to enjoy the food.
He ate too fast and accidentally ate a piece in two bites, his expression a little awkward.
Alas! I wanted to kill someone just now?
Wu Zhizhi had a wink and immediately handed the plate on him after seeing him finishing his meal.
Lu Yanshi twitched slightly. Looking at the peach cakes, he simply stopped being artificial. Forget it, it tastes delicious. If you want to eat it, eat it boldly. Don’t pretend to be sad and reserved. It’s all useless things.
He reached out and picked up a piece, stuffed it into his mouth, and he was still unsatisfied with eating.
Seeing this, Wu Zhizhi felt that there should be no problem. She ate so deliciously that she probably had only delicious food left in her heart.
She thought about it and felt that she had to comfort him, "Actually, your parents are all fine. My dad is the real bastard. If you meet him like this, you have to burn incense and worship Buddha when you go out to find a mistress. Thank you for your seduction. Otherwise, who can beat your wife and children at home every day?"
"..." He swallowed the peach cake in his mouth, his expression still felt a little depressed, "You have never been angry with your father finding a mistress and having a baby?"
Wu Zhizhi shook her head honestly, "No, maybe it's because she has no feelings at all. Since I became sensible, I just hope he will die."
"..." Lu Yanshi turned his head to look at her.
"You know, he prefers boys over girls and beats and scolds us children." I don't know if the topic was being talked about, but Wu Zhizhi looked at him with a calm expression and calm expression, "Once, he drank too much and wanted to rape me."
He was stunned for a moment, his face full of disbelief, "Really?"
"When I say it, everyone doesn't believe it, but I have really experienced it. Didn't you be curious about why there are three safety locks on the door of my room? You also said that I'm weird..."
He couldn't speak anymore.
When I saw those door locks, I didn’t think so much about it.
"I used to be young, and the doors we had to lock when we sleep. That time, my dad drank too much and almost gave me... Of course, the matter did not succeed in the end. I hit his head with a kettle on the table. His head was bleeding, and I ran away. After that, I had a shadow. Every time I sleep, I must lock many door locks. I am used to putting a fruit knife under the pillow. If you lift my pillow, you will definitely think that I am even more bizarre and actually hide a knife under the pillow."
Lu Yanshi was silent, his heart a little depressed.
He would not say that she was weird, he would only pity her, and pity her even more than before.
"So I don't care much about whether he cheats or not. I just hope he dies sooner and don't stay in the world to harm others."
"I heard before that you started to put on heavy makeup and perm your hair after junior high school, so did this happen in junior high school?"
"Um."
"This beast." Lu Yanshi's eyes became cold and became cold.
"That's why I said your parents are okay. They want to divorce, maybe because they have no feelings for each other. And you are so angry and sad because you treat them as family. If you are like me, you only have the hatred of your father that you want to get rid of, then you won't care about this." She said, holding his hand, "That's why I think you shouldn't go. Even if they do something that hurts you, you still love them in your heart. In this case, you go back angrily. To be honest, in a good situation, you will fight and vent your hatred with the man and then come back, but what if it's the result of a worse result? That's when you are angry, you don't care about your mother's... What boyfriend has died together? In this case, have you ever thought about who is the worst?"
"You are still yourself, the worst! You have only lived for seventeen years, and you will ruin your life because of these rags. Their scum is their business, but your life is still yours. If you really can't accept it, don't worry about them anymore. Just live your own life well. You are not like me, you have to carry so many burdens on you. You are talented and smart, so you should not waste so much favor God has given you like this."
Although his parents are scumbag, he is excellent, beautiful, good grades, and talented. He is simply God's favorite. His parents are really not worthy of nostalgia, so he just ignores them. Looking for their own meaning and ideals, life is still very exciting.
"Did you laugh just now?" He spoke, and suddenly changed the topic, which made Wu Zhizhi a little confused.
"What?"
"I just saw me crying like a fool in front of you. Do you laugh at me as childish?" Yes, compared to her miserableness, his sadness can only be called childish, but humans are emotional animals. Things that don't fall on their heads are always rational, and once they fall on their heads, it is difficult to control their emotions.
He just couldn't control himself for a moment, so she saw the scene of him being so crazy and nervous, and she was still crying in her arms with her head buried. When she recalled, she was so disgusting.
"No, I heard from you, and I think you are very pitiful."
"..." He looked down with a vagina, "I'm pitiful?"
Wu Zhizhi almost wanted to laugh. Knowing that his self-esteem was too strong, he took a breath and said, "You know, the first time I saw you crying so much, I was a little helpless. Besides, you hugged me that way and said, "How could there be such a mother in this world..."
"Stop!" He didn't want to listen anymore and glared at her, "Stop, shut up."
Seeing him like this, Wu Zhizhi was truly relieved. His emotions had been completely released and he returned to his awkward appearance as a black-faced evil spirit.
This makes it much more coaxing.
"Then don't go back, right? It's good at our house, right? Some have food and clothes, and some people chat with you."
"Are you talking about?"
"Then don't I chat with you every day to eat with you?"
That's right, he nodded, his mood had completely recovered, and the negative emotions had disappeared. He raised his eyebrows and said, "I want to have some more peach cake."
"..." Wu Zhizhi looked down and saw that the plate of peach cake that had just served had eaten up. She smiled and said, "It's all eaten up so soon. Then wait for me, I'll go downstairs to cut a plate for you."
"Did you make a lot? Is it enough to eat?"
"Enough! The portion I prepared is for the third day of Mazu."
"Oh, okay, then you can bring it up, and I will pass on all the photos I took for you before."
"Come now!" She responded and ran downstairs.
Lu Yanshi sighed deeply, and it seemed that he had truly felt relieved and collapsed the hurdle.
Yes, ignorance is right. Even if he goes back, he can't change anything. He can only create more conflicts that hurt others and yourself.
People who don’t care about themselves, no matter how angry or oppose them, turn a blind eye to them.
In this way, he had to be as pure as she said, and since he could not stop his resistance, he would put himself out of the matter and think... he was not their child.
Wu Zhizhi quickly brought a plate of peach cakes, "The peach cakes are here."
Lu Yanshi glanced at her, picked up a piece of peach cake and stuffed it into his mouth, "This peach cake seems to be smaller than the previous piece."
"I specially cut smaller ones for you so that you can eat one piece in one bite."
"..." It's really considerate. Lu Yanshi looked back at her and couldn't help but smile.
Wu Zhizhi was also laughing and sat next to him, "How is it? Did the photo upload?"
"In passing." The computer shows the photo being read...
“There are a few.”
"A few hundred pictures."
"So many?"
"Yes." He stored the photo in a document, clicked on a few photos to show Wu Zhizhi.
She looked and laughed, "Yes, it was a good shot."
"This one is the best." He pulled out the photo of her standing behind the door. When he took it, he was distracted and was very moved. Now he looked at the finished product, it really looks very good.
Wu Zhizhi looked quietly, "It's really good."
"You look beautiful without makeup." After he praised, his face froze. He realized that he had said the wrong thing. With his personality, how could he praise a girl for being beautiful?
But Wu Zhizhi didn't react. She looked at her photos on the computer and was in a good mood. "They were all taken beautifully and had a very lifelike atmosphere. I just like this."
He smiled, "So too."
He said I was the same, and I liked her like this, but when she was looking at the photos, she didn't notice his words. She looked at them one by one, with a smile on the corner of her lips.
To be continued...