Chapter 176 Lin Ruobai Keer
Fang Shu's eyes trembled, and Qian's eyebrows were worried, "He lived less than one year, and this time he obtained the Soul-Inducing Wood should have lost some of his life. And I feel that he may also want to burn his life and truly turn the Soul-Inducing Wood into a life-extending medicine."
Lin Ruo's pretty face turned pale all of a sudden. If it weren't for Fang Shu, she wouldn't have known that Chen Qi would have only been in less than a year!
Fang Shu bit her red lips and said with difficulty: "If you turn the soul-induced wood into a life-extending medicine, I'm afraid his life will be almost gone, and you will even die directly... You are the closest person around him, do you know why he did this?"
She knew how bad Chen Qi's situation is now, but the more she was, the more worried she was. After all, if Chen Qi died after her life, she didn't even know whether she could return to the vastness.
She understood that no matter who it was, for them, she was just a tool and a magical medicine, but at least she saw that once he promised, it would definitely come true. This is also the reason why she was unwilling to cut off Chen Qi's life.
But when Lin Ruo heard this, he was left with confusion and discomfort. She didn't know that Chen Qi had done more than him. It turned out that in order to prolong his life, he might even lose his life.
Last night, she was thinking that maybe this time she could succeed in resusciating her life, and she would no longer be a burden to him. Even if she was just an ordinary person, even if she could only watch him become stronger silently, even if she would gradually age and die, she was still willing to feel the warmth from his coldness.
Only now did she realize that her life was exchanged for him. It turned out that everything was not as simple as she thought.
"Lin Ruo, ask him what he thinks... advise him not to do this, otherwise even if he doesn't die, he will not be able to live a month."
Fang Shu's faint voice came again, full of worry, but when Lin Ruo heard this, her heart suddenly trembled, as if a big hand was holding her heart tightly, making her breathless.
One month...
If he refined the life-extending medicine and had only one month left, she would not want to become like this. She would rather die by herself than Chen Qi was hurt at all!
Fang Shu left with great thoughts, and Lin Ruo was stunned on the sofa, but only her heart was left with discomfort, and indescribable sadness and pain.
"So, when we are really together, everything is not that easy."
The strong blockage in her heart made her not know how she should face his quiet and silent love, but she knew that even if she was reluctant to let it go, even if she wanted to be with him forever, this time, she really didn't know that she could still be with him?
If I trade his life, I would rather die than do this. Maybe... Maybe from the beginning, I should only love him silently... Maybe from the beginning, I should not let him go back to my side.
She pursed her red lips, and she felt extremely uncomfortable tears, and she was wandering in the tears. This time, she really wanted to leave. She didn't want to drag him down because of herself anymore.
If he left himself, he would still have a year to find vitality. She was reluctant to let this relationship go, but in her heart, she knew that maybe... since she was a mortal, from being just a drag on him, she and himself were never suitable. She and him were always people from two worlds.
She was holding a small cloth bag, which contained the seal of a hundred years of good fit that he gave her, but it was not easy to be together for a hundred years.
She barely suppressed her discomfort and waited until Chen Qi came back. Looking at his pale look, he was not only injured but also lost his life. Now he was not doing well at all. If he hadn't been himself, he would at least not be so embarrassed. He could have been fine.
She really wanted to have this happiness, but she knew that when she got this happiness, it would be a kind of harm to him.
"Tonight I will melt the medicinal power and my body will recover by 30%. Tomorrow, I can refine life-extending medicine for you."
Chen Qi's voice was not loud, and she even had a little weakness, but Lin Ruo's heart was trembling when she heard it. She could no longer control her emotions and hugged Chen Qi suddenly. The depression made her unable to breathe, and bursts of tears burst out in her eyes instantly.
"I'll just stay with me tonight, okay?"
She knew that she was really leaving, and only by leaving herself... or even leaving this world, could he not be dragged down by herself anymore. She didn't want to hurt him anymore, and became that burden and drag.
"Come on me, okay?"
Lin Ruo's voice seemed to have fear, reluctance, discomfort, and confusion about her decisive decision to give up.
Chen Qi was a little stunned, not knowing why she was crying, but he still hugged her waist. Lin Ruo felt the warm big hand and the tough chest, but only fragility was left in her heart.
Lin Ruo and Chen Qi were lying on the bed. She deceived him and let him fall asleep. The dark night was slightly cool, and desolation and sadness filled the air, and the tears were filled with tears.
She just looked at him and wanted to deeply imprint everything about him in her soul. How much she hoped that such beauty would stay forever, how much she hoped that she could always enjoy this companionship, but for her, this was just a dream, a dream that she could not realize.
The rustling tears fell from her eyes. Looking at his quiet appearance, she bent down and kissed quietly at the corner of her mouth. But a strong pain came from her heart, and blood surging from her throat. When she raised her already confused tearful eyes, a trace of blood in her heart flowed from the corner of his mouth.
"If I have supernatural powers... I hope that I can erase my memory like you, and make you forget me forever."
She looked at the man with tears in tears. She took out a piece of clothing that had been knitted most of the clothes, but she knew that she could not wait until the clothes were knitted, or handed them to him, or when winter came.
"cough……"
Blood surged in her mouth, she pressed against the split pain, but the blood in her heart was constantly being consumed. But she no longer cared, she just wanted him to be good, she didn't want to let herself be his drag.
She held the sweater that had been knitted most, held the small cloth bag, and the small talisman seal, and looked at the man on the bed who was sleeping soundly after listening to her words. She didn't know whether this glance would be the last time she saw him in her life.
She walked to Bai Ke'er's door and knocked on her door. Bai Ke'er was sleepy, but when she saw Lin Ruo's mouth was covered in blood and her weak look made her feel panicked.
"Sister Ruoruo, what's wrong with you!"
She hurriedly supported Lin Ruo, who was almost unable to stand. Didn’t she go back to sleep with Mu Tou? Why is this happening?
She was so anxious that she wanted to call Lin Ruo for someone, but Lin Ruo directly grabbed her. Her dim smile was in tears until Lin Ruo told Chen Qi and herself. Bai Ke'er could not help but feel a thrust in her heart when she listened.
"I'm leaving..."
Lin Ruo's voice full of reluctance was full of attachment, but she knew that she should leave. She would never agree. She would let him use his life to exchange for his own vitality. She would never want to let him do this.
"Ker, this sweater is almost finished. If...you are willing, you will give it to him. In the future...you should take good care of him for me."
She gently took out the talisman from the cloth bag, "This... is for you too. In the future, I hope you can have a happy marriage for a hundred years."
She smiled reluctantly, but a trace of blood gushed out from the corner of her mouth. The blood in her heart was about to dry up, and her vitality was about to end in such loss.
"Sister Ruoruo, you... If you do this, Mu Tou will definitely be sad. He, he cares about you very much." Bai Ke'er's red lips trembled, and tears were already crystal clear in her eyes. In her heart, even if she would be jealous of Lin Ruo and Chen Qi, she would never want them to separate like this!
"Take him well for me... Let me tell him tomorrow that I will leave and will not come back, so I will not refine life-suspending medicine for me."
She wiped a trace of blood and walked out of the house gently. Bai Ke'er followed her all the time, but she didn't know whether she should really let her go? If Sister Ruoruo left, Mu Tou would definitely feel sad.
Chapter completed!