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Evan Bell closed the door of the room and leaned against it, feeling weak. It was time to showdown, it was time to face his own feelings, and it was time to make a choice... Evan Bell knew that things could not be stiff like this. Although he had just confirmed his feelings for Anne Hathaway, he put the facts in front of him bloodily. This was really cruel, but it was necessary.

This is necessary. Evan Bell told himself that he could not hide Anne Hathaway or Black Livery for himself. He was already a bastard. If he continued to continue, their pain would only become more and more lingering. So, he had to do so. Even if Anne Hathaway and Black Livery both left him, they had to do so. No matter what the future holds, Evan Bell only hopes that he will not regret it in his life.

In the room, Anne Hathaway looked at the blooming blood-colored flower on the bed sheet, like a rose. She couldn't help biting her lower lip, and tears in her eyes filled her like this. She really loved Evan Bell so much that she felt sorry for her, and she couldn't bear it. Anne Hathaway suddenly understood Jack's words in "Brokeback Mountain", "Sometimes I think you can't bear it." She felt this now, which was a pain that kept her breathing blocked, constantly stirring up her heart.

Outside the room, Evan Bell walked back to her room barefoot and called Black Livery. The young girl had just started the new semester. She was in her junior year this semester and became the deputy director of the drama club. Black Livery received a call from Evan Bell and excitedly reported on her recent gains in school, chattering like a cheerful little lark.

All this is cruel, because once Evan Bell tells the facts, it will destroy all good moods of Black Livery. But in fact, this thing itself is cruel. No matter when it is said, it will be equally cruel. It will not appear kind because it is delayed a little, because things have happened and cannot be changed. The harm has been caused. All hesitation is just an excuse for Evan Bell to escape by himself. Therefore, long pain is not painful and short pain, let Black Livery know it earlier. Let her see her face clearly and let her get out of the sea of ​​suffering earlier, perhaps a wiser choice.

Black Lively got up early this morning and was preparing breakfast, and then saw Evan Bell's call. Black Lively knew that "Brokeback Mountain" was released at the Toronto Film Festival yesterday, but Evan Bell did not call her last night, and should have been haunted by reporters, so she called herself early this morning. The two chatted happily, knowing that "Brokeback Mountain" received twenty-five minutes of applause from the audience in Toronto. Black Lively was also really happy. Of course, she knew how many people were waiting to smash the stones in her hands in this gay movie.

Black Lively then talked about some school affairs, which made his happy mood infected Evan Bell. Black Lively knew that he had this ability. Evan Bell said that every time he saw his smile, he would raise the corners of his mouth. Therefore, Black Lively also hoped that his happiness could be conveyed to Evan Bell.

But today Evan Bale seems to have something to worry about, and always speaks with a heavy feeling. Black Lively has a bad premonition, and this premonition will soon be effective. Evan Bale told herself that he had a relationship with someone else. Blake Lively of course knew that Evan Bale had a relationship with someone else, not that she didn't mind. But she knew that Evan Bale was such a person.

Although Black Lively didn't know Evan Bell's past, she also accompanied Evan Bell for a long time. She knew what kind of person Evan Bell was. Black Lively knew very clearly that she loved such an Evan Bell, romantic and unruly. He was not a good man, never; but he was a popular man. He has always been.

It's not that Black Livery doesn't mind these things, but she doesn't want to be a woman who cares about her because she doesn't trust her boyfriend, and she doesn't want to be a woman who makes herself miserable because of jealousy. So Black Livery won't ask about Evan Bell's things. She knows that those are all acts or just one night of passion, those are passers-by, and she is the person who has always stood by Evan Bell. Black Livery is willing to think so,

It was because she knew that after the two of them confirmed the relationship, Evan Bale was basically devoted to herself and rarely had the impulse for a night. The only doubt that she had once had, Black Lively did not verify. More importantly, the relationship between Black Lively and Evan Bale made her feel true happiness and joy. She believed that Evan Bale truly loved her. He was working hard to return to this track, and she was willing to stick to this love.

But what really reassured Black Lively was because Evan Bale could not deliberately hide or tell him those things, which showed that Evan Bale didn't care about the woman who occasionally appeared. Today was different. Evan Bale formally told himself that he had a relationship with someone: Anne Hathaway. Black Lively knew very clearly what this meant, which meant Evan Bale had a true love, this time it was different, Anne Hathaway was different.

Black Lively panicked.

On the other end of the phone, Evan Bell's voice seemed to come from another world far away, and he was talking about everything that happened; he still loved himself, but also loved Anne Hathaway; he said that he would not hide all this and gave her the right to decide.

"Why do you tell me all this? It's so cruel." Blake Lively's head turned blank, and all the smile on her face restrained. She just said subconsciously. She didn't even know the true meaning of her words. The toast in her hand fell to the ground, leaving only a piece of triviality.

"Because I know this is not fair to you, I hide you and deceive you, just make you more painful. I hope you know all this and leave it to you to make a choice..." Evan Bell's voice came from the other end of the phone.

"No, you are a selfish person, you are just seeking your own salvation. You have spoken out your inner things, longing for my forgiveness, but hurt me ruthlessly. You can continue to hide them, just as if everything has not happened. However, you cannot endure the torture of your own betrayal, so you have said it, don't say it so nicely, what is unfair to me, what makes me decide, the moment you decide to say it, you are liberated, and I am in pain." Blake Lively yelled wildly, pouring out all the thoughts in his heart. Evan Bell on the other end of the phone was speechless.

But Black Lively knew that even though her judgment of Evan Bell was correct, things could not be saved. Because if Evan Bell concealed himself and continued like this, there would never be absolute secrets in the world. Whenever he knew, the pain would be even more terrible. Maybe he would swallow himself in an instant, and compared with now, I am afraid there would be no difference.

Black Lively found that her body was weak and she was about to fall. She supported the stove with her left hand, making herself barely stand up. "So what's going on now? Do you want to choose her or me?" Choose me, choose me, choose me! Black Lively's heart was shouting and roaring wildly, but Evan Bell didn't answer. "Even if you just deceive me once, don't want to?" Black Lively's voice began to become fragmented.

"I love you." Evan Bell's voice finally came, but it was not the soothing look, but just an unpredictable erratic.

"But I don't need it..." Blake Lively hung up the phone directly.

The moment the phone was hung up, Black Lively's tears fell silently. She could no longer hold on and fell directly on the kitchen floor. Her heart hurt so much, and the clear sense of tearing told her: I love him, I love Evan Bell, but, but...

Blake Lively leaned against the cabinet door and cried silently, heartache that made her lose any ability to resist. She wanted to let go, she wanted to say casually, "You go and be with her, I don't need you", but she couldn't do it, she didn't want to break up, she didn't want to see Evan Bell standing with other women, because she loved him, and it was almost suffocating her. However, she continued to be with Evan Bell, as if she didn't know anything, she couldn't do it, she couldn't do it...

It hurts so much, it hurts. Heartache, this word is really ridiculous, too literary, so literary that it makes people feel ridiculous, but at this moment, the heart is really painful, as if it was shot by a submachine gun, full of holes and blood, but still thinking about him. Black Lively felt that she was too useless, just like the kind of literary woman she despised the most, knowing that her boyfriend cheated, was still entangled and unwilling to let go. Once upon a time, she sat in front of the TV, laughing at these women for their ignorance and superficiality, and said with a smile that if it were her, she would let go without hesitation, and even beat the man hard.

But at this time she couldn't do it, she couldn't do it.

Black Lively wanted to cry, she wanted to yell, she wanted to burst out all her emotions, but she couldn't do it, she could only open her mouth and cry silently. It was ridiculous, it was ridiculous, it was ridiculous, it was... it hurts.

As soon as she broke up, she began to think of him, what to do, what to do, what to do...Blake Lively looked at the phone in front of her, laying in a mess of toast, her eyes were blurred with tears, but she had no strength to react.

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