2008 Alone
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Looking at Eden-Hudson's lonely and pale face, Evan Bell felt a little reluctant. He thought of what a terrible time it was when he was just reborn, his parents' alienation, his girlfriend's betrayal, and his friends' pressure... Evan Bell would not say a word for the first three years, not only because of the impact of rebirth, but also because his heart was ashamed. At that time, Evan Bell was already alone in the world. Even if he was reborn, so what if he was reborn, it would be better to turn into a ghost through a car accident. This feeling of gray - not black, but gray - was like a gray giant beast, gnawing its body bit by bit and swallowing its soul.
Eden Hudson in front of him seemed to be in this state. It was like the whole world that was only self, no one could hear his struggle, no one could feel his pain, no one realized his existence.
"Hey, hey, is anyone there? Because I can't hear any sound." Evan Bell hummed in a low voice. His voice was very soft and easily blown away in the raging wind. In the air, it was like broken moonlight, scattered all over the ground, emitting a cold blue light. "Alone, alone, I don't know where my world is, I'm lost at this moment."
Evan Bell didn't turn around. He just leaned against the railing of the balcony, closed his eyes, felt the silence surrounding the darkness, and the cold wind wrapped itself in the cold. In a trance, it was like going back to the moment of a car accident. Life turned back, and the darkness and ice cooling around him were injected into his blood. "I was on the verge of collapse, shouting my name loudly, and shouting at the top of my lungs like a fool. Sometimes I closed my eyes and pretending that everything was fine, but this was far from enough. Because of my echo, my echo was the only response to my voice, my shadow. My shadow was the only friend who accompanied me."
Eden Hudson's pale face calmed down like this. The crazy laughter just now seemed to consume all his energy and physical strength. He turned into black and white bit by bit like a photo of Evan Bell's voice, and then leaned weakly on the rattan chair, allowing him to be swallowed up by the loneliness and sadness that came from all directions.
Evan Bell's voice was like a spring slowly falling from a snow-capped mountain, crystal clear and clear. But it was a bone-cold blue, which was clear to almost transparent, changed the color of the world. "Listen, please listen, if you really can't do anything, I have to whisper softly, but no. No, you can come and save me, I chased the sound in my head crazy."
This is a conversation between yourself and yourself, just like standing in an empty city, surrounded by crowded steel forests, busy streams, crowded shoulders and shoulders. But no object can respond to it. Even if you shout to the top of your lungs, even if you collapse to pieces. Even if you feel so painful that you are endless, no one cares about yourself. In that quiet and vast space, the only thing that responds to you is the echo echoing that echoes with the hard objects, and the long figure dragging under the light.
Just like a madman from a mental hospital, he shouted his name "Evan Bell", and responded to the distant echo "Evan Bell", murmured his loneliness to the dark shadow on the ground, but the shadow could not give any answer except following his feet and walking.
What kind of despair is this, enough to make normal people turn into lunatics. Shadow is his only friend, and echo is his only object of conversation. There are countless people and things around him, but they seem to be in different time and space, without any response. This makes anyone think that he is a lonely soul, floating lonely in a different space.
"I'm on the verge of collapse, shouting my name loudly, and yelling like a fool. Sometimes I close my eyes and pretend that everything is fine, but that's not enough. Because of my echo, my echo is the only response to my voice, my shadow, my shadow is the only friend who has been with me."
Eden Hudson raised his head and raised it high. Even though his cheeks and muscles were crying for pain in protest, he still stubbornly raised his head. Just because the wetness in his eyes was about to solidify into tears, it would soon slide down. He didn't want this because it would make him extremely desolate.
Tears can flow, but only in the heart. This is not the funeral of the nanny. It is not worth shedding tears for people like Dylan Hudson and Casey Hudson. But why, why are your eyes still blurred, and why are your dry eyes still wet. This damn Evan Bell, damn it!
"I don't want to sink just like this, I want to live a wonderful life, I long to see you again; I don't want to sink just like this, I want to live a wonderful life, I long to see you again, again."
Evan Bell's voice became more and more determined as the wind raged, and the tinkling melody slowly flowed in my heart, as if a tenacity force tear all the sorrow, pain, loneliness, loneliness into pieces. "Just my echo, my shadow, you are my only friends. My heart is on the verge of collapse, shouting my name loudly, and yelling like a fool. Sometimes I close my eyes and pretend that everything is fine, but this is far from enough."
Eden Hudson couldn't help it. He pulled the blanket up, covered his head, then bit his lower lip tightly, then used force harder, and cursed in his heart, "Damn Evan Bell, God, it's so fucking damn." But the smile on the corner of his mouth couldn't help but slowly outlined it, little by little, just like the crescent moon of a crescent moon, the curve was so beautiful that it was heartbreaking.
In addition to the echoes, there is at least Evan Bell-even the damn Evan Bell.
"It's just my echo, my echo, my shadow, my shadow. Hey, hey, is anyone there?" Evan Bell's voice seemed to be his own whisper, or he was calling to the empty Los Angeles City, or he was shouting tirelessly about his life.
"Hey, is anyone here?" Such an echo was shattered by the violent sea breeze in Los Angeles. Not to mention that there was an echo, it was impossible to even go out. But standing there, Evan Bell noticed the response, not his own echo, nor his own shadow.
The darkness shines little by little, the cold disperses little by little, and the illusion penetrates into reality. Opening his eyes, Evan Bell not only saw the halo of the land everywhere in Angel City, but also felt the existence of another person on the balcony. Yes, how lucky he has been in his life. He is no longer alone. He has Catherine and Teddy, he has Eden, Anne, Black, and the many friends in Studio Eleven, as well as music, movies and...
Evan Bell turned to look at Eden Hudson. The guy directly covered the blanket on his head, not knowing if he was asleep.
The same is true for Eden Hudson. Although he did not have those bad parents, he still had Evan, Teddy and Catherine around him, and still had countless possibilities for his friends in Studio Eleven. His call was definitely not just an echo.
"What's the name of this song?" Eden Hudson's voice came from under the blanket in a muffled manner, still cold and unable to tell the difference. But Evan Bell knew that Eden Hudson had calmed down, because this tone was the Eden Hudson he was familiar with. Compared to Eden Hudson who laughed wildly and was crazily, this was the iceberg that Evan Bell knew.
Evan Bell didn't answer immediately, and paused before saying, "'Echo'."
There was no sound between the two people. After a long time, Evan Bell was only heard teasing, "Are you afraid of lack of oxygen? Do you want me to shout, 'Hey, is anyone there?' You won't be so pretentious, right?"
Hearing Evan Bell's unscrupulous words, the quiet and slightly sad atmosphere just now swept away. Eden Hudson pulled down the blanket suddenly and looked at Evan Bell viciously, "What's pretentious is you, okay? Who sang the song just now!"
As a result, Evan Bell didn't care at all and said calmly, "There is still a reaction, it's good, better than I thought. I thought you were going to suffocate yourself to death, and there was no new choice."
Eden Hudson stood up with a blanket in his arms, without saying anything, but suddenly rushed towards Evan Bell, which scared Evan Bell, and shrank directly, and hit the railing directly, "Oh!" Evan Bell couldn't help but burst into pain.
Seeing that his purpose was achieved, Eden Hudson made a faint curve in the corner of his mouth, "Don't worry, if I want to commit suicide, I will definitely execute you first." Then he turned around and entered the living room with a blanket in his arms.
Evan Bell rubbed his waist and walked in, "Tsk, just your weak look now, I don't know who will execute whom."
Eden Hudson just said coldly, "Have you had a period?" The subtext is: You are so long-winded. Evan Bell's eyes widened, but before Evan Bell was furious, Eden Hudson walked straight towards his room, and then closed the door of the room with a "slam" and left Evan Bell standing alone in the hall, stunned.
But soon, Evan Bell smiled. Although he was injured, at least Eden and Hudson finally returned to normal. Otherwise, imagine that an iceberg of time bombs was around, and just thinking about this scene makes people shudder.
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