.That numbness

"Long time no see." Xiang Yufeng put down his coffee cup, "Long time no see, I'm very happy to see you again."

He Caiying picked up the coffee cup and her eyes dodged. She had fantasized about countless scenes of the two meeting, which naturally included the directness and domineeringness of this man. However, when things really came, some things made her panic involuntarily.

Although He Caiying was chatting happily with Xiang Yufeng, she always thought about a question in her heart, that is, if this man knew that he had a child, would he be so relaxed and comfortable? You know, the biggest gap between her and him is the age distance. When he was fifteen, she was already twenty-two, but when he was about to enter twenty years old, she was already twenty-seven. What is twenty-seven years old? Not what? If it were a man, twenty-seven years old was really nothing, but as a woman, twenty-seven is a very terrifying breakpoint.

If a 27-year-old woman finds a man in her thirty or even forty, no one will say anything, but if the man a 27-year-old woman finds is younger than herself or even seven years younger, the amount of criticism it will bear is definitely beyond imagination.

He Caiying is now at this breakpoint, but the child is his, and no one can change this point. Sometimes, He Caiying once thought that it might be better to live alone with Panpan, but as a mother, especially her sensible daughter, she asked her softly why other children in kindergarten have fathers, but when she didn't have one, He Caiying's heart felt as uncomfortable as being whipped. It was precisely because of this that He Caiying finally chose to meet him.

However, except for the shortcomings of being promiscuous and distorted, the other conditions in front of him were such excellent. When he knew that he was twenty years old, he was already the father of a child, he didn't know what would happen? He Caiying didn't know that she would even wonder if he would be scared to run away in panic when he knew Panpan's existence. After all, at the age of twenty, he was still unable to associate the responsibility with the age of twenty.

He Caiying took a sip of coffee, and she felt as if only the bitter taste in the coffee cup could calm her mood a little.

"Are you listening to me?" Xiang Yufeng saw that He Caiying's expression was a little...well, she didn't look here, so she asked.

He Caiying put down the coffee cup and said, "Can you introduce me to the song "Dedicated to Alice"?"

Xiang Yufeng was stunned: "Hmm? What?"

He didn't understand, of course he didn't understand, because even He Caiying herself didn't know why she suddenly said something like this. Even if she wanted to cross the topic, she could find something else, but since the words had already been said, they would always continue.

"I like this song very much, especially when I know that this song was dedicated to a certain girl when Beethoven gave it to a certain girl, but I only know so much, I wonder if you can tell me."

Xiang Yufeng leaned back slightly, and he looked at the woman He Caiying. He knew that this woman was hiding from him, not only in his eyes, but also in his words. Xiang Yufeng sighed in his heart. No matter what, it is the best thing to meet. Let go of the rest for the time being and come step by step.

""Dedicated to Alice" is a piano sketch created by Beethoven. Beethoven is a great composer who created the great success of Western classical schools and pioneered the romantic music school. People are familiar with his large-scale works such as symphony, concerto, chamber music and opera, but his few instrumental sketches also left a deep impression on people. The piano sketch "Dedicated to Alice" is one of the more famous ones. However, the music score was found in 1867, so Beethoven did not publish it during his lifetime. There are many statements about the creation background of this piece. Among them, it is widely recognized that this piece may have been the author who was named Elizabeth when he was forty years old (1810). The author was named Elizabeth, whose name was Elizabeth, who was the author at the age of 40 (1810).

?Written by Rokel's soprano singer. Elizabeth Rokel is a German soprano singer and the sister of tenor Joseph August Rokel. In 1807, 14-year-old Elizabeth followed his brother to Vienna and was soon accepted by Beethoven and became one of the few friends around him. Elizabeth later married Beethoven's friend. When Beethoven was writing this piece, the two maintained a close friendship, and it was obvious that the song was dedicated to her. During that time, there was never any other woman named Alice or Elizabeth in Beethoven's life. Alice was Elizabeth's nickname. It can be confirmed that Beethoven liked her very much.

The other two statements are as follows: - In 18081810, Beethoven was nearly forty years old. He taught a female student named Teresa Marfati and developed a good impression of her. In a very sweet and comfortable mood, he wrote a song "To Teresa" by mistake and wrote the song "To Alice". From then on, people forgot the original name of "To Teresa" and called it "To Alice". - When Beethoven was 12 years old, he went to a wealthy businessman to teach piano. Beethoven liked the daughter of this family very much. This piano piece was created by Beethoven at that time. The image of this song is simple and simple, obviously to be suitable for beginners' playing level (now the fifth level of piano).

After the publication, it spread like wildfire and almost became one of the must-play songs for beginners. The music was written in a ronto style, surrounding the basic theme, with two contrasting inserts. The theme that appeared at the beginning was simple and friendly, portraying the image of a gentle, beautiful, simple and lively girl. This theme was repeated three times in succession, with two contrasting inserts in the middle. The first insert was built on a new tone, with bright tones, expressing joyful emotions; the second insert was set against the fixed bass of the left hand, with dull colors and strong rhythm, and the music seemed serious and firm. A series of upward triple notes and subsequently smooth and lively chromatic downward tones naturally led to the third reappearance of the theme. The music ended in a joyful and bright atmosphere... "

This is not an excellent man, but it does not belong to him.

He Caiying looked at Xiang Yufeng who was talking, which was originally just a small topic she said accidentally, but unexpectedly, for this man, it did not make him embarrassed at all. Even if he memorized by rote, He Caiying believed that no man would remember so clearly like the man in front of him, unless he knew in advance that he would ask this topic, but is this possible?

A faint sadness arose in He Caiying's heart. What belongs to her has passed away with the wind. Now she is just an ordinary woman who is swaying in the world. Many men are salivating at herself. He Caiying is not unclear. Even some bosses of China Southern Airlines are also taking their own ideas. It is so difficult for a woman, especially a beautiful and elegant woman to find a foothold in such a complex, changeable, cruel and ruthless wave of society. When beauty is connected with women, more people will infinitely enlarge this connection to the man, especially when this woman is quite capable, the woman's ability will be infinitely reduced to the man's body.

Men rely on their brains to get involved in society, while women rely on...

The more bastard a man is, the more he can get along, and the more he can get rid of a woman, the more he can get along. I don’t know when this theory will quietly walk between this society. Is it a society that has changed by people or a society that has changed by people, God knows.

He Caiying sighed in her heart slowly. Over the years, she has been alone, as an unmarried mother, with a little daughter. God knows how much criticism and coldness she has to bear.

He Caiying raised her head and looked at the man who was looking at her. At some point, the man had stopped talking and was sitting there, looking at her.

This man seemed to understand at all. He Caiying never thought that a 20-year-old man could have a deep look like a star.

"What's wrong with you?" The man slowly approached, covering his small hand with his broad palm. When the skin touched each other, He Caiying instinctively withdrew her hand. But her move to stop her, in the eyes of the man opposite, was a bit evasive, dodging, or in other words, she regarded him as a beast.

In fact, when Xiang Yufeng's hand touched He Caiying, although He Caiying instinctively withdrew his hand, while stopping, a numb current instantly slammed her long-clogged heart.

That numbness hit her properly at the inappropriate time.

He Caiying was a little confused. But this feeling made He Caiying feel inexplicably stimulating. She longed for a boring and closed life that had lasted for several years to have a fresh change. She longed for a fresh and moist breath to penetrate into her long-dried heart and nourish her withered soul flower.
Chapter completed!