.Chapter 1190 I won’t shed tears without seeing the coffin

"Do you still remember what Lin Qian said to you on the top of the saw wave?" Yin'er asked. In fact, Yin'er also heard it through hearsay. Lin Qian once said to Gu Tingxian that all the faults are mine, but I have

After marrying the Lin Jiajun, no matter how wrong I did, there was always a right reason. Because of those words, and because I missed the Gu Jiajun, Ting Xian agreed to stay in the alliance. There were times when he was sensible, but later he couldn't bear to be the target of public criticism.

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"I don't remember. He talks so much." Gu Tingxian turned slightly and told the truth.

"I don't remember, okay. Let me tell you Gu Tingxian. According to your personality, you will not remain anonymous. Once you leave, whether you follow Tian Ruoning in the future or join the Jin Army, even if you set up your own business, you will most likely end up with him.

Lin Qian is the enemy." When Yin'er said this, Gu Tingxian raised his head with disdain on his face.

"But no matter what the situation is, being an enemy of Lin Qian is just an egg hitting a stone!" Yin'er said proudly, changing the subject, "Look at the people behind you, which one of them is ignorant of current affairs?! They

Everyone knows as well as me, follow you

Gu Tingxian is very likely to die, and he will definitely be uneasy if he survives by chance! Even so, he will not regret it if he is saved from death! For someone like this who is still following you despite being criticized by everyone, ask yourself, should you be complacent or cherish it?!"

"You are threatening me! Divide me!" Who knows how long Gu Tingxian's brain is. He said that he understood it so well but still didn't understand it. He actually thought that Yin'er said that you should cherish them and not be enemies with Lin Qian or divide them.

Gu Jiajun who is following him now... It can be imagined that Lin Qian's roundabout way will be even more useless, or it may not be useful until a long time later.

"I'm not threatening you to divide you, but I'm asking you to think carefully before every decision you make in the future. Where will you put them if you do this? Everything in the past seven years is worthy of your reflection.

It's just as good as fighting, and naturally no one will frame you again!" Yin'er said sternly, "Can't you reflect on it? Then I'm sorry, these people will definitely die in vain if they follow you!"

Gu Tingxian's heart trembled, and suddenly he seemed to remember what Lin Qian had said to him across the bed that night on the top of the saw wave. Only then did he begin to realize: So the master's disappointment is different from others? Others

Everyone was angry and said that I was guilty. Master was disappointed that I couldn't take care of the Gu family's soldiers. As for why something happened after so many years?

Everyone in life was targeting Gu Tingxian and framed Gu Tingxian, all of which were answered in Yin'er's words. "But!" Tingxian's words were about to come out, but the teacher's wife didn't know that the problem was not just Tingxian's "running the army"

Oh, it's because they are jealous of Tingxian's fighting ability, so they have been jointly attacking Tingxian for the past seven years!

"Why argue so much! Waste your breath on him!" Lin Qian mistakenly thought that Tingxian still wanted to argue, so he told Yin'er not to waste any more breath, and at the same time interrupted Tingxian's first opening.

"Who is arguing with you? You are so stubborn!" Tingxian saw that he didn't give him a chance to speak, and he also had an arrogant personality, so he turned around and left.

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Who is to blame? Ting Xian understood it too late, or Lin Qian was confused at the wrong time...

"Siyu." Yin'er came down from the tower and walked to Siyu's side. At that time, Lin Qian left to deal with military affairs. Tingxian had also been gone for a long, long time. Siyu finally calmed down and saw Yin'er.

Cry loudly.

Yin'er patted Siyu's back and comforted her softly: "It's okay, Siyu, there is still something to be changed with Master."

"But he won't come back, and I...I don't need to exist." Siyu was heartbroken and burst into tears.

"Siyu, Tingxian will come back. If he refuses to come back, you will have to drag him back." Yin'er tried her best to stop her from committing suicide.

"Is it true? Shicai's wife said, Master, has he really changed his mind?" Siyu finally recovered somewhat and stopped talking incoherently.

"Have you ever seen Master give people a chance seven or eight times and still leave room for it? More and more, and there is still no room left." Yin'er smiled and whispered, "Don't worry, Ting Xian is not a traitor. At best, he is not a traitor.

He is a child who is at odds with his master."

"My wife said that, I feel more relieved." Siyu wiped away her tears and showed a long-lost smile. She has always been straightforward, and smiling means that everything is fine. Yin'er finally felt relieved. At that time, she and Siyu

Yu walked together to Lin Qian's residence in Bailu. After walking more than a dozen steps, he suddenly realized that there seemed to be that kind of abnormal but familiar tightening on his wrist... He secretly screamed, and looked carefully, but saw the Yin and Yang lock.

The marks appear and disappear.

This kind of attack is too shallow and light, and there are no marks on the hands, so Yin'er can't be sure whether it is it or not. She just hopes that she is too nervous and too worried.

Before going to bed at night, Yin'er went to see the calf. After being separated for half a month, it had grown up a lot. It seemed that it still remembered her and smiled fondly when it saw her. It was late at night and the adults were all tired.

But he is energetic, can sit and crawl, and if he looks carefully, he will bite clothes and quilts when he has teeth.

Lin Qian heard the movement and followed it. When he saw Yin'er lying next to the calf teasing it, he smiled happily for the first time in so many days: "It has been thinking about you so much these days. I blame you for being like this."

Mother is too cruel."

"Humph, stop judging others by yourself. Other people's intestines are not as winding as yours." Yin'er smiled and turned to hurt him. He held her in his arms and stood beside the cradle together, looking at this carefree woman.

The worried little calf: "If possible, I really don't want to go around and around and scheming."

"Alas, Ting Xian has a single mind and it's hard to detect your painstaking efforts." When Yin'er said this, Lin Qian was stunned and realized that the topic was not the same.

"If he goes the wrong way, won't he cause unnecessary losses?" Yin'er really doesn't want Tingxian to go the wrong way and surrender to the enemy, and is also afraid that if he sets up his own business, those veterans will die in vain. In this case, Lin

Qian Ke lost a large number of people to Yuan Qiyu because of the quarrel between master and apprentice. Even if Ting Xian did not become an enemy of Lin Qian in the best chance, then there would be absolutely no way out for the veterans under his command.

"What Ting Xian said is good, don't worry about anything else. Of course I have someone watching over him, so there won't be any more problems," Lin Qian said.

"Huh?" Yin'er was stunned, not understanding what this meant.

"Every time you take a step, you gain wisdom. This time I will definitely keep him within the controllable range, so that he will not miss me or him." Lin Qian explained.

"So there are insiders among those old ministers?" Yin'er smiled and said, how could Lin Qian be willing to give up? The last time he said that he wanted to listen to the string to fend for himself, he was really angry. Later, Lin Qian must have regretted it very much. Fortunately, the Gu family

The veterans spontaneously pushed Tingxian back once, Lin Qian was Lin Qian, and this time it was obviously him who would take the initiative.

"There are also other generals and military doctors around, who will secretly support him and help him." Lin Qian naturally thought much more thoughtfully than she did.

"Aren't you afraid of Tian Ruoning and Chen Zhu poaching?" Yin'er asked with a smile.

"Yin'er, Tingxian is a conscientious person." Lin Qian shook his head and said sternly, "Although he disturbed the situation this time, fortunately his starting point was good, but his approach was flawed. The crowd was too angry at that time, and he was The conviction was indeed excessive. Even so, he never buried his conscience, and he was merciful to Shen Zhao Miaozhen when he could decide the outcome. How could such a person surrender to the enemy? "

"Now I think about my kindness." Yin'er pouted and thought to herself, it turns out that the hypothetical situations I mentioned on the tower are not valid. Ting Xian will not surrender to the enemy. Lin Qian is so confident. Lin Qian The only thing I'm worried about is that I can't stand on my own and I'll run away again in vain.

"But no matter what, what I want is not the Gu Tingxian that I have today. He still has a long way to go." Lin Qian was so worried about Gu Tingxian's death with Shi Si that he couldn't make up his mind in such a short time. Forgive him, so I refused to listen to Gu Tingxian's excuse today at the gate, "Now I would rather not stop those veterans who voluntarily followed him, because I think he still has the possibility of being entrusted, and he still has the ability to manage the army and fight." The same good expectations. I believe that they did not die in vain by following him. Otherwise, even if I detained all these people and locked them up, they would not have given them to him in vain."

When Lin Qian told the truth, Yin'er didn't want that day to come too late: "Oh, you always turn around like this... I can only say that your expectations for Tingxian are too high, so high that you don't give any advice." Just hope he can finish it."

How could Yin'er not understand that the mutual incomprehension between the master and the disciple was due to the gap between the two of them and the self in the other's heart, because this time Lin Qian was more cruel than ever before, and naturally deviated from the master in Tingxian's heart Tingxian's image; and Tingxian, has also fallen from the steady rise that Lin Qian imagined in the past few years. Naturally, it is inconsistent with the image of Tingxian in Lin Qian's heart. They have too high expectations for each other, so the master and apprentice thought that direct It's all a roundabout way.

"A thousand times over? Didn't you give me any advice?! I even created opportunities for the veterans to take the initiative to greet me and ask for help, so he wouldn't be able to tell!" Lin Qian was furious.

"But why don't you just say it? During the battle, even if you say something to me, veterans, it would be better than me indirectly saying a dozen nonsense words in the end." Yin'er said.

"What's the point of giving advice when he's so enlightened? He just hasn't experienced any setbacks, no blows, and no self-understanding. He won't know how to grow up and be able to take on big responsibilities in the future!" Lin Qian meant that he wanted to do it himself. Enlightenment means that he wants Gu Tingxian to reach such a high level!

Hearing him mention that he would have a big job in the future, Yin'er finally understood something, "Okay, I understand, so it's not about falling out at all, it's more about sending him out to practice." Yin'er laughed and turned around. He said sternly, "However, don't delay it for too long. You may not know that Siyu is not as strong as others think. If Tingxian is really stubborn and refuses to come back, she will not be able to imagine that something will happen to her. This test will only It became the beginning of rebellion.”

"What happened to Siyu?" Lin Qian heard the clue, and Yin'er saw that she couldn't hide it, so she immediately told the story about Siyu. Lin Qian let out a long sigh, "I have indeed wronged her." He added, "Even so. He doesn't look back even if he listens to the strings, he has a really tough temper."

"After all, in the end, I still hope to see a Gu Tingxian who has smoothed his temper and bowed his head after admitting his mistakes?" Yin'er smiled, thinking that the scene of final reconciliation would probably be like that. But it is really difficult for Gu Tingxian to bow his noble head. .This is not an ordinary difficulty.

"It's not that he should completely give up his self-esteem, but that he should learn to face his mistakes and restrain his temper. Human growth comes from recognition." Lin Qian shook his head, "You have also seen it today. Most of the people who are loyal to him are veterans. In other words , but because of his affection for his father and brother, he couldn't bear the young master to be alone like this. How many of the juniors really believed in him... There is no doubt that his talents are outstanding, but his prestige is in vain. He has always had difficulties with the Allied generals, so the stronger he is, the easier it is to be criticized by the same party. In the past, Fan Yu Dai Zong is now upright and upright Shen Zhao. But he has never been willing to reflect on it. This is not only because others are jealous of talents, but also because he is too arrogant. Because he is arrogant and arrogant. I can't take care of him for the rest of his life, so I have to be strict when I should be strict, so as not to indulge in this kind of pampering. From this time, his temper changed between him and his senior ministers. .”

Only then did Yin'er fully understand. If she hadn't taken the opportunity of seeing the calf to have a heart-to-heart talk with him, she wouldn't have known that he had such long-term plans and painstaking efforts for Gu Tingxian.

At this moment, the calf was so bored listening to their conversation that he fell asleep while listening.

"Go to sleep, Yin'er." Lin Qian saw that it was getting late and said.

Yin'er nodded and was about to leave. Unexpectedly, the darkness in front of her made her fall down. It was exactly the same as when she stepped on the tower and missed it. Lin Qian was shocked and hurriedly grabbed her to steady her and at the same time lifted her wrist. ...Yin'er's vision gradually recovered, and she could see clearly with him, this bruise that was light but finally stopped on her wrist... Yin'er raised her head and looked at him in horror, her face suddenly turned pale: "Yin-Yang Lock...?! "

Lin Qian had already diagnosed her pulse, and who else in the world was more familiar with this pulse condition than him: "When did it happen?!" He asked in a questioning tone, thinking that she had discovered it long ago and had been hiding it from him.

"...It's today...just now..." Yin'er's heart trembled, and she was at a loss. She really didn't expect that Yang Suo was still alive - Yin-Yang Suo had never happened in the past six months. She once thought that the other party was likely to Whatever accident happened to her, although she felt that the other person was innocent, she was selfishly glad that she was alive.

As she narrated, her voice was trembling, and the memories from a year ago came back. She was afraid that Lin Qian would treat another child like a calf. This time, Yin'er had no excuse: "Fortunately, fortunately, it happened." It's shallower..." Yin'er was delighted to see the mark suddenly disappear, and realized that she didn't feel any discomfort in her body.

"I haven't had an attack for so many days, but it happened to happen today...? What unusual thing happened today?" Lin Qian was as confused as she was, but he still kept a clear head at this moment.

She was startled, and he said, "Did you meet Hongying today?"

Yin'er was enlightened, and it suddenly turned out to be Hongying?! Yes, she and Hongying had been through thick and thin together many times back then. The odds should be that it was her. Guo Zijian and others had been searching for so long in Longshan, could it be that they had forgotten to go in this direction? Go? It’s also possible that Hongying has been hiding from the Allied generals...

"No!" Yin'er came back to her senses in shock and hurriedly grabbed Lin Qian's sleeve: "It's not her!"

"Whether it's her or not, I won't kill for you." Lin Qian knew what Yin'er said, so he promised her.

"But don't tell anyone, I'm afraid, if you don't kill me, others will." Yin'er frowned, "She has been alone and helpless for so long, and only now does she have someone who cares about her." Yin'er became more and more worried.

I realized that the other party was really Hongying. Only Hongying's chivalrous heart, living environment, self-care ability, happy-go-lucky temperament and mood could have endured Yangsuo for so long.

"Well, everything is just speculation. I won't tell anyone." Lin Qian obeyed every word, which was completely beyond her expectation.

"You... why don't you say something else?" she tried fearfully.

"Why bother? You will never listen to me no matter what." Lin Qian sighed and looked at the calf, "I just hope you remember that it is so small."

She never expected that the calf would become his hostage and threat. For a moment, she was in tears and couldn't say a word. She could only let him pick her up by her waist and put it on the couch. The two of them looked at each other from beginning to end.

Looking at each other, the deep love is mixed with confrontation.

"They will get through it. The little calf can do it, and the little tiger girl can do it too. You, you, don't always have trouble with the children." She forced a smile and pulled his sleeves, trying to arouse his tenderness.

"Yin'er, I want to follow you like this for the rest of my life, but I'm afraid that this life between you and me will be too short. If possible, I would like to add our two lifespans together and share them equally. I don't know if you are willing to give what belongs to you.

That lengthening?" He leaned down and stared at her face affectionately, but there was a hardness in his eyes that she could not soften.

"If the yin-yang lock is because of distance...then Hongying and I will have no contact with each other forever." Yin'er shed tears and turned her face away, covering her belly to protect the little Huniu in the process.

"The road is dark, and nine oxen cannot pull it back. You and Gu Tingxian have the same virtues, and you are his master!" Lin Qian knew that his words were in vain, so he turned around and stood up. The two of them were like this.

They stayed quietly in the room, lying on the bed and standing by the window, without exchanging a word back to back.

The autumn rain floods outside the curtain.

In the silence, after listening to the sound of rain for a long time, the rhythm could find a pattern. Her mind gradually calmed down, and she was thinking about how to save it, when she heard that he seemed to be moving out.

"What are you going to do...?" She turned around in surprise, and he had already opened the door and walked out: "Look for Fan Jing." Before she could finish her words, her steps were already far away.

"Ah... Doctor Fan, he is in Sichuan..." She called him back loudly without laughing or crying, and she didn't know if he heard it, but there was no sound outside the door. She hurriedly got up and went to the door. As soon as she opened the door again, she saw

He had come back, but his head was lowered, his face was heavy, and his eyes were slightly red. What does it mean to be stretched thin? Han Shu and Chen Zhu went to the border together and didn't see him frown. Her and Xu Yuan's injuries actually made him so helpless.

At that time, he said nothing and the rain was still hitting his back, but he hugged her tightly at the door and she could only pat him on the back to comfort him, saying that it would be fine.

Yes, it will be fine. We must find a way to save Yin'er without harming her body. Lin Qian doesn't want Luo Zhiyan's tragedy to happen to Yin'er again.
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