Chapter 1464 Don't forget each other when we are apart
"Wen Yin, why..." He thought it was a dream when he was dying. He couldn't believe that someone actually gave her blood to him to drink, and it was Wen Yin, a junior who should have been protected and cherished by him and Xu Yuan instead of Liu Wujin...
It was not until his limbs were painful that he believed that he was still alive because the dead would not feel pain. But he could not accept that when he woke up, he could not accept that when he saw such a scene, how could he implicate the daughter of his dead comrade in order to save him? He did not have the courage to live clearly in this world where there was no more chanting... He stopped after saying only four words, his throat was hoarse, his chest was difficult to make a sound, and he had no energy to call again. This was considered a choking? Why were there no tears, his eyes were dry until they were cracked, and there was still a fishy smell.
But, the pulse is still jumping, isn't it still taking too many things, is there still a way out to go, the Allies are waiting for him to carry it on his shoulders, and there are people who do whatever they want to drag him down, so that even if he is about to die, he continues to owe him repeatedly, reminding him who he deserves for his love now?! However, when he swallowed this mouth of blood, he realized that responsibility is just a reason to survive and will never constitute hope of survival. Losing Yin'er is a walking corpse, a slave to the knife of hatred, and a medium for the contact between gods and demons and the world.
After a while, Wen Yin still didn't wake up. As Lin Qian gradually recovered, she, who had originally warmed him with her body, was losing the temperature. He was suddenly shocked and could not lose his mind anymore. He couldn't let another person get cold because of him. So he jumped up and picked her up with all his strength. All the remaining internal energy was continuously inputted to her, and it did not stop until she woke up. At the same time, he shook her and yelled: "Wake up! Wake up!!"
She was just bleeding and exhausted and fell asleep. Naturally, she woke up after accepting a little, and almost fainted by him again. When she recovered from the consciousness, she was shocked by his crazy behavior. After a long time, a comfortable smile finally appeared on her pale face: "Brother Lin Qian, you are fine!"
"Where is this? What happened?" He breathed a sigh of relief and let go of her, feeling the strangeness of the environment, but it was strange that he looked around carefully and felt familiar again...
"Huang He goes and say, this is Youling Villa." Liu Wenyin replied, and Lin Qian was shocked, as if she was a different life.
Liu Wenyin said that Huang Hege and they were sure that they were swept into the place together by the wind and waves. There were also several Jin soldiers from Cao Wang Mansion who happened to be washed to the side of the ship by the waves. Huang Hege was afraid of revealing his identity, and the second was worried that Lin Qian would be killed innocently by the demon generals. Three, the Jin soldiers were generally afraid of repeating the Huangtian Dang curse of Jin Wushu, and several of them were injured and needed to be comforted. Huang Hege decided not to get too close to Lin Qian for various reasons, but instead guided Liu Wenyin to move him to a place far away from people. However, out of concern, Huang Hege quietly approached three times in just one night, giving Lin Qian the medicine, bandages, food, water, etc.
"I became my life-savior..." Lin Qian sighed. Nine years ago, it was Huang He who went to indirectly penetrated himself into this alien space. Unexpectedly, nine years later, Huang He went to rescue him directly... "There should be others on the boat? What about the Ying Prince's Mansion, all of them were involved in this?"
"At that time, the waves came, and lightning split the boat into two. Brother Lin Qian, Lord Huang and I were on the same side, so they were scattered not far away. However, it is difficult to judge whether the Ying Palace was on the other side of the boat. However, it is difficult to judge whether it was also coming to the villa. But strangely, Sister Mo Ru has never been seen, and I always feel that she is there too..." When Liu Wenyin said softly, Lin Qian recalled that when he accidentally fell into the whirlpool in Jingkou nine years ago, Yunyan walked with him on the boat, but Yin Rou on the other side had never fallen. According to this, Lin Qian thought that the people in the Ying Palace were probably not there, and Mo Ru should not have disappeared.
I barely stood up, remembering that this should be one of the mountains he saw at the "Lonely Mountain Top" back then, but now he is here. At that time, he wanted to climb over the mountain in front of him and climb out to see the light of the sky again. As a result, he climbed to the top of the peak and looked out "outside" and found that they were all mountains. Not only was they almost dizzy, but they also felt unlost. Later, I realized that what I saw was actually a chaotic area that was more central, deeper and more inside. As the saying goes, "there are mountains in the mountain", it is speculated that Youling Villa is probably a mobile bowl-shaped structure, and the residents all lived under the crack between the bowl wall and the middle mountains...
Now, I am no longer unknown and afraid of Youling Villa, but I never thought that I would fall here again. I never thought that May Fei, who was taken out by me back then, proposed the hypothesis of "the trap in the waves" with me, and said to myself that "Youling Villa is just a basin under the Yangtze River" and that I clearly fought side by side with me for so many years... I may have gone to the "other side" of my life.
There are more than just these things that change people. He wanted to go out to see Yuze, who was by his side at that time, and Yin'er who was waiting for him outside for nine years, has changed...
It is completely different from his sadness and grief. He heard that he had a smile from beginning to end. After seeing that he was well, he kept savoring the cold star spear that broke through the waves at sunrise, accompanied by the journey of the knife of drinking hatred, and cut through the sky with sharp edges, shattering the wind and breaking the clouds, and the magnificent and bright... In an instant, he realized the value and dreams: It's great, I reviewed the second eye of the sky and the earth formation, as the second eye, which carried the feeling of his first eye. It was obvious that only a few months passed, but it seemed that it had been a long time ago...
After immersing for a while, when he looked back at Lin Qian's depressed face, Wen Yin couldn't help but be stunned: Brother Lin Qian, I'm afraid he's still unstable. It would be great if the leader was here.
In addition to hoping that Brother Lin Qian will live well, Wen Yin no longer wants anything, and even doesn't want to tell him that she saved him not because he is the lord but because she loves him. Alas, why should I tell him? It has been hiding in my heart for eight years, so I will continue to bury it forever, and it doesn't matter for the rest of my life.
The steps gradually slowed down, and fell behind him and quietly admired his back. This feeling was very subtle. She couldn't say it well, but later generations described it: At least once in a lifetime, I forgot myself for someone, not seeking results, not seeking companions, not seeking to have before, not asking for you to love me, but only asking to meet you in my most beautiful years. The time when Liu Wenyin was someone, Lin Qian.
"Wenyin, do you still have the strength?" Lin Qian saw that she was behind and thought she was not strong enough, so she turned around and asked. Wenyin was shocked and hurriedly chased him: "Yes. Are we going?"
"I am no longer a demon, so it's better to revisit the old land." Lin Qian followed the sign of Huang He's stay. If anyone who has not been here really cannot walk around, he may be enslaved if he is not careful. Although nine years have passed, he still remembers that there are four dragon kings here in the southeast, northwest and north, controlling the actions of everyone in the villa with witchcraft. Especially those slaves who know martial arts, the subordinates of the South Sea Dragon must be equipped with red swords, the subordinates of the East Sea Dragon must be equipped with green swords, the subordinates of the West Sea Dragon must be equipped with yellow swords, and the subordinates of the North Sea Dragon must be equipped with black swords. Each sword is cursed, and those who use swords of other colors will die.
"It's so dangerous, it's really aversion to people. We need to meet Huang He immediately and discuss leaving here as soon as possible, so as not to disturb the grass and trees here." Liu Wenyin nodded. Although Huang He had been in contact with her for a short time, he told her that the exit was in the Jiangtian Realm, and he was 50% sure that he could find it.
Lin Qian suddenly stopped and recalled that in order to protect him from being discovered by the villa, she chose to deceive him and make him think he had fallen into repetitive time and space.
Looking back in shock, I realized that he was standing outside the Mo family's small garden again, and the familiar water vapor and breath came to his face, as if what happened in the past nine years had been nothing.
It is not surprising that Huang He's secret code pointed to the nearby area. This is the corner where Youling Villa has a low terrain, the most water flows, and the most obstacles, so it is a must-pass for every outsider, and it is also not necessarily considered by people in the village. Of course, it is the most suitable for outsiders to recuperate.
Lin Qian still stayed unconsciously for a while after passing this Mo family garden, and did not go to a place not far away to contact Huang He immediately. If possible, he really wanted to reverse time, so that he could save too many pasts that he had never cherished... His heart twitched. Can God hear my prayers and let me return to the world again, it is the autumn of the third year of Qingyuan?
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But I accidentally heard Mo Ru's voice, and it took no time to get it. She was there? Yes, she should have fallen with them, just as the person on the other side should not have been involved...
The person opposite was obviously involved in Youling Villa because of her. At this moment, there were countless people in the old house, but one of them must be.
"When you pulled me in, you were as determined as you were more than ten years ago. At that time, I knew that you were deliberately looking for here." Mo Ru spoke with tears in his eyes, as if they had just sat down.
This old house is considered an old place for Lin Qian who has been staying for only a few days. For Mo Rufei's brother and sister who have been dependent on each other for five years, it is almost the second hometown and their roots. More than ten years ago, could it be that it was to find his mother to try his luck and successfully fall into Youling Villa? Then... Lin Qian thought about it: This time, did he deliberately bump into this place?
Yes, the Yangtze River was so storm that day, why did he and Chang Qiannian make an appointment to meet on the riverside? Isn’t it because they made an appointment to find Youling Villa? They almost fell in and even made wedding dresses for Lin Qian and Huang He for no reason. But, why did he find Youling Villa with Chang Qian?
Mo Ru's words made Lin Qian feel relieved. At the critical moment, may Mo Ru's life and death in the middle of the vortex were unpredictable, and he instinctively grabbed her, living and dying together...
"Yes, I originally wanted to find this place and ask the North Sea Dragon for the Duanxu Sword of Yang. In this way, I can get the weapons I suited to without affecting you. I didn't expect that the Cao Mansion would target you, and I didn't expect that it would implicate you." My words made Lin Qian's heart, who had just ignited hope, feel cold again. So he is not going to come back? But he still loves Mo Ru deeply and is attached to the past!
Mo Ru was not surprised. What Mo Ru faced was not alone at all. Even when he held her hand in the wind and waves, another woman was still tied to her back... But although Mo Ru was prepared, he still hurt his soul: "So, even if the mistress was captured that night, you just wanted to pray for your lord's forgiveness and understanding, and then go back and continue to be your princess's son-in-law in Ying's mansion?"
"There are no princesses and princesses, but he must rescue King Ying. He was innocent and killed." Could it be that he insisted on such a position that it is impossible to understand.
"Brother..." Mo Ru couldn't help sobbing. Although she didn't want to keep her husband with tears, she didn't need to pretend to be strong if she was not on the battlefield at this moment. She was such a weak and woman who needed protection. She was walking in front of this old house and blew out the candles and could hide behind Yunyan in tears. Later, she traveled to the waterfall in western Guizhou because she was timid and afraid, so she insisted that Mo Fei missed the grand occasion. Later, the underworld in eastern Sichuan would be because she only knew how to shirk responsibility and delayed the military situation, which made the Allied forces suffer. At that time, the tears that fell in her eyes were as clear as today. But no matter how she was bastard, there was a person who smiled and tolerated. That person was his brother, but brother, "Why is this?" Why don't Ru'er and even Wang'er don't want it!
Brother, when did you change? Since the "injustice" in the city of the state will only constitute the firmness of the new position, the loss of the old position will only be due to Deng Tang's "emotion" in Longshan even earlier! In the past few months, even though she heard that he died in battle and was separated by yin and yang on the battlefield, even if she saw that he was living and separated from each other, she had never been so afraid of losing him...
It was Yu Qi, it was always thought about it, it was the guards of King Ying and the Ying Palace? They had been heart-wrenching with him in just a few months, and gradually made Mo Fei's feelings break through the barriers between Huang Mingzhe's body, injecting and ups and downs even overflowing. That's right, even she could see that sometimes he was not pretending to Yu Qi's words and deeds, but it was true. With the unforgettable love that the lord and the mistress can compare, who said that a person will only love one person in his life, and some people will not only love many people in their life, but even many people! Unfortunately, she is not, but she is not!
Mo Ru stared at Yu Qi, who was now timid with hatred. Although every moment she glared, her heart hurts every time, she still didn't change her heart and even though her heart was broken, she stared at her: "When the relationship changes, can a person's ideals be changed? This princess can make you forget your country? Your nation you always say you want to defend, they are all in dire straits now!" Not long ago, she experienced the disastrous defeat of the Han River and witnessed the despair of the people. She didn't understand why she could ignore all this. In the past, he would be indignant before her.
"Ru'er. It's not because of feelings, but because..." He shook his head and told her that he had decided to eliminate the distinction between countries and devote himself to the integration of races. "There are not only the Song people but also the Jin people who are in trouble in the war. All the families, countries, races, and people will suffer the same. Then they may even merge into one in the end. If they break out of the shackles of the present, Kaixi's Northern Expedition, Taihe's Southern Expedition, what is the long river of history? If the world is in harmony in the future, looking back, it may even be regarded as a ridiculous civil strife?"
Mo Ru was shocked to see that even his ideals had changed, and he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief: "You are not the one who sees the future, you are experiencing it now! Even if you will eventually merge into one, the world will be unified, will you have no position and will not fight? The Northern Expedition and the Southern Expedition may be insignificant in time and space, but the integrity and spirit cannot be erased. The white of Haohao will always exist in the world and the mountains!"
"Ru'er, I'll tell you a story. Ninety years ago, the Jin army went south. The Song Dynasty decided to join forces with the Jin and destroy Liao because of its feud with Liao. Some people in the court opposed it and said that this was like a robber who broke into a neighbor's house. We should have rescued our neighbors. Now it's fine. It's not enough to not save it. We still divide the treasures of our neighbors' houses with the robbers. This matter is absolutely undesirable. Some people also say that although Liao is a barbarian, it has gradually become sinicized over the past hundred years, and it is no different from China. In recent years, the population of the Song-Liao border has increased, and cattle and sheep are everywhere. Even white-haired people have never seen wars. The Jin people have not yet been civilized, and they eat raw meat and drink blood, and are brave and good at fighting... If Liao is destroyed, Song will be with
Jin is directly adjacent to each other, and our combat effectiveness is not as good as Liao, and Liao cannot beat Jin. What should we use to resist the Jin Kingdom? Unfortunately, the court did not adopt the statements of these people... As expected, the Liao Kingdom was overthrown for only two years, and the Jingkang shame occurred. It was supposed to be harmonious with Liao, but unfortunately there is no medicine for regret in the world." May he said that after calming down these days, "The Jin Dynasty is the Liao Dynasty of the year, which can be regarded as a neighbor of Song, and is gradually becoming a new Chinese. I heard that there are robbers in the northern border. I know that it is wrong to join forces with Jin to destroy Liao, but should I repeat the same mistake? Continue to waste each other, lose my lips and cold teeth? The northern expedition and southern expedition, these battles are meaningless."
"You don't need to tell this story. I know. When the Jin Dynasty defeated Liao, it was to recapture the sixteen states of Yanyun. In that way, the Song Dynasty resisted the barbarians and had dangers to defend. It was not impossible to defend. Throughout history, many people joined forces with the enemy to destroy the enemy, but not everyone refused to fight against the wolf and the tiger. The reason why the Song Dynasty failed was that it did not pay attention to the peace of the country during the foreign war. It was politically turbulent and people's livelihood was poor. If the lessons were learned, the ending was still unknown. How could it be considered to repeat the same mistakes." Mo Ru shook his head and refuted one by one, "Isn't the northern expedition meaningless? If the teeth were bleeding from the lips, which Han people would be willing to call the so-called Chinese-style people who forced to pay annual monies and bow down to their subordinates every year as "neighbors", and recite poems and music with them happily?"
"Breaking unfairness may not necessarily rely on destroying the country." Could it be that she is not able to instill in her now, and she cannot instill in her like in the past, "The Song Dynasty should not play with fire and burn itself again and again."
"You all know that the Jin Dynasty invaded first eighty years ago. What's wrong with my Song Dynasty rebelling?" Mo Ru also felt broken. Many of the truths were taught by him, but he forgot or abandoned them... "It was you who told me that by the Yangtze River, you and your mother were 'sky fire spreading in the prairie'..."
Lin Qian was heartbroken outside the door and felt that he was like Youling Villa where they were, in the center of the whirlpool, floating but leaking and sinking...
Inadvertently, I heard that I had stepped on a dead branch, so the one in the house could hear and follow the sound, and inadvertently stopped the debate - well, if they did not make a sound, they would argue endlessly but stalemate, and in the end they could only become a knot and be embarrassed and silent.
"Ru'er, forgive me, I can't take care of you anymore." Mo Fei saw Lin Qian's eyes and knew that he was the same as Mo Ru, who was incompatible with his own ideas. Since he could not convince each other, it was impossible to be together again. So long pain was better than short pain.
Mo Ru's tears burst out in an instant, but since the first moment she returned to the villa, she had let go of his hand and never held it again. She knew that it might be difficult to change his position and she could not move, so what's the point of forcing him to come back?
"Did you have long realized today's parting ways?" Dad knew that Lin Qian heard a lot of conversations, and perhaps nothing was recognized by him, and sighed, "When Brother Lin fell into this Youling Villa, I lied to Brother Lin to live a repetitive life, but Ru'er said the truth to Brother Lin with a discomfort... Perhaps from then on, it was destined, could it be that he was not Brother Lin's comrade-in-arms."
"You are indeed no longer a sunny day, Jingyu, but I don't want you to leave the Allies in such humiliation." After passing by, Lin Qian was disappointed with him, but he felt more guilty. "You lied to me to live a repetitive life to protect me. In order to prevent me from getting cold, you helped me repair the leaking roof... Maybe your position is different, but your good thoughts are the same. Could it be that after I go out, I hope to rehabilitate you and hope that my ideals can meet in my lifetime."
"I hope." Could it be that I finally showed a bleak smile?
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When they reached the forked intersection, they suddenly stopped at the same time by a huge rock surrounded by a light mist.
When he first went out of the Mo family garden to explore people, Yun Yan once looked pale and grabbed Lin Qian. How could my name be found on this stone? Lin Qian saw that he was even more shocked than Yun Yan. There were six words on it. After time, he had forgotten about this, but he was caught off guard and the six words were caught in his heart again. They were as clear and profound as before. Nian Xiwen Yin Yun Yan? He stood there like a devilish devil. He didn't know what to say for a long time, and he didn't know what everyone would think of when they saw these six words together. Fortunately, Mo Ru was also full of worries like him. Both of them secretly lost their minds when they looked at the stone silently.
Until Liu Wen opened the conversation because of the dullness of the atmosphere, pointed to the stone with a smile and said, "It's amazing, Brother Lin Qian, your name is actually engraved on this stone. Did you leave it there?"
As soon as he said this, Lin Qian was stunned for a moment before he could predict it, and then suddenly understood something, and her face turned pale. But Mo Fei and Mo Ru had no intersection, they also shot at her in a row, full of doubts, insights and exaggerations...
"What, what's wrong?" Liu Wenyin didn't know how he could be the focus.
At this time, Huang Hege appeared sneakily beside them. He was about to call Lin Qian, but found that they were staring at the stone together. In an instant, Huang Hege looked like a nail there, as if it was burned by lightning. It took a long time to pretend to be serious: "Don't waste time, you can't remember so many names, go, find a way out..."
"..." Liu Wenyin then understood a little. Each of them saw differently! Could this stone be similar to the Three Lives Stone? The name on the stone represents the most important person in his life? But obviously, even if everyone is together now, Lin Qian sees Lin Qian, Wen Yin sees Wen Yin, and Huang He goes to see Huang He goes to!
But Lin Qian also realized that Yunyan could only see what she saw back then... Why is this? Only the right person has this opportunity? Is it because we are all hiding the sky and hiding the earth?
But who is so powerful that he can understand the past and the future and summarize the whole life of each of us! The realm of wind and smoke? The world of reincarnation? He is now full of Mo Ru’s questions about Mo Fei just now. If everything is already destined, why should we experience it? We really can’t fight, change, and create it?!
At this moment, Wen Yin had no time to think about it, and her face suddenly turned into a burning fire. She never expected that she would be here, and in such a straightforward way, she confessed her thoughts that she had originally wanted to hide for the rest of her life!
The reason why Lin Qian's face was pale was because of the excessive blow of God's will that he once again tore up his wound about Yin'er's death, and even reminded him that Wen Yin might be replaced?!
He didn't know how he went about the next road. Facing Wen Yin's seemingly hidden and passionate feelings, he was full of the repulsion and fear of Miao Zhen at the time. He didn't want to admit that Yin'er was gone and did not want anyone other than Yin'er to break into his cold fate. However, given that Wen Yin was not the one who confessed to him, because Wen Yin had just refused to marry the genius, and because Liu Wujin had just passed away, he couldn't say anything, and could not say anything, his heart was confused and staggering step by step.
The memory of the broken line was embedded in his mind in the gaps between these steps - not long ago, his blood and internal organs were sprayed on all sides. Huang He tried to hold it down but was afraid that he would be possessed by the devil. He was splashed with blood on his face and almost gave up. Seeing that Liu Wenyin was about to rush forward to change, Huang He went to scream in shock: "Don't come over, stay away, he's possessed by the devil!" But he won back a more decisive and firm voice: "Even if it's a devil, I'll keep it!"
He fell to the ground eight years ago and asked another scene about the child: "Wen Yin, is it that only Brother Lin Qian from the past worthy of the world? Now Brother Lin Qian is a demon who goes against the way of heaven..." Half-awakened, the child's words passed through the thin air and reached his ears in Jianghuai eight years later: "Brother Lin Qian, no matter what Brother Lin Qian is like, Wen Yin likes..."
With a shock, he almost shouted "No!" on the spot, but as soon as the voice rushed out of his throat, he was blocked by a overwhelming hurricane. At the same time, dozens of weapons with distinct black light and shadow fell from the sky, surrounding a familiar long-bearded man in the center. The outline between his forehead and eyebrows was like an axe: "Catch them!"
"Bearing Dragon..." May he and Huang He said in unison.
"What are you going to do when you come back!" The enemies were extremely jealous when they met. This time, could they be Lin Qian not his Beihailong's first target.
"The revenge of one sword should have come back long ago to ask for it." Huang He smiled. The reason why he turned against the emperor back then was that the Beihai Long's indiscriminate sword occupied a large factor.
"Since you know that your skills are not as good as others, you can talk less nonsense during the competition!" Beihailong was furious and showed off the Duanxu Sword.
Note: The title is from the ancient song "Don't Lose and Don't Forget"
Chapter completed!