At that moment, he finally knew that he had lost her. Even though he could hold her in his arms, he could not keep her. He did not comfort her anymore. This was Yun Yan's decision and her best choice. Originally, he could Change her mind. Now that she is so fragile, he can completely change her mind, but so what? He forced her to stay, but he hurt her family with her. He was happy, but she was sad. That's it. , I would rather he and her be separated by the world and be hurt by love.

Hug her tightly tonight, let go of the world, forget the hatred, and let the beauty stay for the concubine. The heart of water can shake the heart of stone, the eyebrows of moths are like the eyebrows of swords, and the orchid energy sells off the king's energy.

After tonight, he hid his memories and faced tomorrow. He warned himself that no matter what happened around him, all he had to do now was to smooth her brow when she was unhappy.

Memories fade away like this, life is like a dream, they are equally calm, life is like mustard, they are all wandering, life is like a play, they just continue to act...

Time cannot settle, time is like waves, they rise and fall with the world, time is like sand, they are buried with others, time is like smoke, they disperse with heaven and earth...

The night faded away in the coldness.

Can God let time stop here forever? Can God understand how many tears it takes to leave someone?

Opening my eyes, the next day came so quickly. I hugged her tightly and ignored the morning light outside the window. This was the beginning, not the end. I was stupid this time, thinking that the sky would not light up if I closed my eyes.

He lied to himself, fortunately, Yun Yan is still with him now. Then he will not lose it, he will never lose it... If there is no tomorrow for them to be together, then he is willing not to have tomorrow...

But he understood better that no one could stop this parting. Parting, the person leaving must be more painful than the one leaving, so he really hoped that she would not look back when she left. However, he and Yun Yance set out on the road again. The horses had traveled thousands of miles together, and there was no moment when they seemed to be leaving. His heart had never been as uneasy as it was today. He was worried that she would suddenly speak. He was worried that she said to him so clearly, Shengnan, we will Let's say goodbye here. She was worried and told him in tears that she didn't want to leave at all. She was worried, but there was still a sense of luck in her heart. It was better to pass today as soon as possible. She had forgotten her decision... Why was her heart so empty? ?Is it true that he can’t see every frown and smile he loves most in the future...

"Sheng Nan, let's try to walk separately to see if both roads can go over the mountain." Finally, she stopped at the fork in the road and said to him softly.

"Obviously you can climb over the mountain." He was startled, then smiled to suppress his reluctance, "I'll wait for you to meet you at the top of the mountain."

"Okay, I'll try not to keep Shengnan waiting too long." She turned around and smiled sweetly at him, exactly the same as the first smile he saw when Huang Tiandang woke up.

Shengnan will never forget that smile in his life. It was the happiest and happiest smile he had ever seen in his life. It was peaceful, without burden, without melancholy or sorrow. It was stubborn and beautiful.

Now, watching her go up the mountain, I stepped on my horse and hurried up. If I could meet her at the top of the mountain, I would really take her away from the hustle and bustle of this world, roam the rivers and lakes, walk hand in hand in the world, be friends with fish and shrimps, and befriend elk.

Release the white deer on the green cliff, ride to the famous mountains as soon as possible, throw away all love and hate, regardless of the world's insults or spurns, regrets or forgetfulness!

But he didn't know that he and her would never meet on the top of the mountain...

Still so stupid, still so stubborn, knowing that they would never meet at the top of the mountain, he still stayed on the top of the mountain, waiting from early morning to dusk, and when night fell, he finally believed that she would never appear again. But he still wanted to deceive her.

Maybe after he went back, he would find that she was already waiting for him in the Alliance, waiting for him to lay bricks and build a house, waiting for him to cook and make needlework, waiting for him restlessly walking around... However, she said that she would not let him wait.

It's been too long. Isn't it just telling him that there is no need to wait for her? She still thinks about him that way, so she pretended to leave him with that smile before leaving. From now on, there will never be tears in his memory.

Painful, when I think of her, the clearest thing must be this smile...

Following the old road back to the alliance, he had nothing at all at this moment. When the loneliness of losing her hit him overwhelmingly, he suddenly remembered that he and Yin'er once sent Yun Yan back to Guiyang. Yin'er couldn't bear to leave her, saying that she was not here

Even though she couldn't eat, she obviously wanted to stay, but she asked his opinion rationally. He smiled and shook his head and said, "It's better to go back, she shouldn't have come in the first place." When she recalled this sentence, she realized that it would be difficult to have a good life.

Du Yue. She shouldn't have come in the first place, so he should let her go because he loves her. This story that should accompany him to the end will be taken back to Lin'an by her at the midpoint.

I woke up from the dream in the middle of the night, knowing that I could only meet at the top of the mountain in a dream, so I continued walking down the road: Yunyan, without you, I will never enter Fengdu again.

In the middle of the night last night, I clearly had a dream on my pillow.

Even though he talks a lot, he still has a peach-shaped face and low eyebrows.

Half ashamed but half happy, wanting to leave but still reluctant.

When I woke up and realized it was a dream, I was extremely sad.

——I would like to pay homage to Lin Yun with Wei Zhuang's "Nvguanzi"

"Yin'er, what your little senior brother said is right. When you love someone, you have to imagine her future for her. You can't be unscrupulous and let your own thoughts go. You have to take her mood into account and you can't let her laugh.

It's all hard, and I can't let her feel empty and sad when she is happy."

In the first few days after losing Sister Yunyan, I missed her so much that I couldn't sleep at night. Whenever I heard a noise, I would think that Yunyan was back. He would rush out excitedly, but then stop and go back with a gloomy look. He didn't even think about it.

He knows what he is thinking and why he thinks so. He must still deal with the aftermath of the Battle of Western Guizhou, and it is still up to him to decide where the alliance will go. The battle for the Samsara Sword is imminent, and because he is here, everyone has a chance to win. They all feel that Qian

Qian's endurance is really strong, and Qian is as calm as ever in front of others. But Yin'er didn't dare to ask him in depth why sister Yunyan was so cruel to leave him. She could only see Qian standing alone in the cold wind every night late at night, watching silently.

Tianyue, the haggard look on Qian's face at that time revealed the endless regret and pain in Qian's heart. Seeing Qian deliberately hiding the helplessness when he was heartbroken, at that moment Yin'er didn't think that this was their person.
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