: Heartless and unlucky

The bright moon shines down.

In the blink of an eye, it was July 24th of another year, and without realizing it, she had aged another year. After this age, women no longer care about their age. Shen Xuru would not have realized it if the maid who was dowry had not mentioned it. This was originally her birthday - but it wasn't that she had forgotten the date of birth, it was that she had already forgotten the day.

I have forgotten that I have no time to pay attention to today and tomorrow. The letter among the flowers has long been lost on the long way to send off the bride. On the first day of marrying off-road, I was determined to join the battle that was exclusive to him. More than ten years of youth have paid off. The soldiers were in turmoil, and she devoted herself to helping him establish Longshan in the first half of her life. At the last moment, she was so happy that although they were covered in scars, they could finally complete it together and reach this perfect ending alive.

After the ending, there was a sequel. Looking back now, would Chen Xuru have rather died that year? At least, he could have faded away calmly in his best years, without having to face such real but tragic scenes of storms, and more likely still occupy With a trace of thought in his heart, even if it is not love...

The sweet singing and dancing that she had thrown away for him when she was young was expressed by another young woman after her years. She saw clearly that he liked it very much. It turned out that the more majestic he was, the more he missed the gentle country? Yes, she didn't understand, men The battlefield is not just yellow sand.

Dragging my tired body home, the wind felt as cold as ice on my body.

He came back earlier than usual, as if he had drunk some wine, and his eyes were red. She helped him lie down as usual, and slept quietly beside him without saying a word.

Unable to sleep, I kept my eyes open and remembered that today was my birthday, so I couldn't help but get closer to him.

Asking for warmth, asking for happiness, asking for everything a husband should give his wife, is there anything too much...?

He finally turned over and pressed her down. In the darkness, it was obviously very intense, even though it was short-lived...

Soon, he turned sideways and seemed to fall asleep. She felt like she was back in her youth, listening to the sound of cicadas, contented and peaceful, and gently caressing his body. She was infinitely attached to and dependent on him.

"That man never wanted you." Suddenly he smiled, not drunk, but very sober.

It took her a long time to realize that he was not asleep. He was telling her the story. She was frightened and thought about every word, trying to understand it, but she couldn't understand it no matter what: "What...what?"

"I've been cheating on you for so long, and he still hasn't asked for you!" Yuexiu sneered, sat up like a devil, took out a music score, and threw it on her face with the help of alcohol. The music score was from Youzhan a few years ago. As a gift from the sword, Shen Xuru and he have always been masters and servants, upright and without any arrogance. The origin of this music score is also known to Off-Road Ben...

Could it be that the intimacy he just had just now was just to test her innocence and then humiliate her? What's more, he hopes that she is not innocent? If she is not innocent, he can have an excuse to divorce her? No, if she is really not innocent, he will definitely Choke her to death!

With tears in her eyes, she looked at him with wide eyes, unable to believe such suspicion: "You...what are you talking nonsense about?!"

"Why bother pretending anymore? Don't think I can't see your flirtations! From the first moment he gave you this music score, I've been paying attention to it all the time!" Cross Country's tone alternated between hot and cold, "What a wandering sword, if you commit a crime, Hook up the people around me! You, Shen Xuru, are such an idiot, you can’t even tell the difference between what’s true and what’s false!”

She understood what he meant. There was not even physical contact between You Zhanjian and her, and there was no guarantee. What kind of bullshit love was that? But of course she couldn't tell what was true and false, because there was nothing between her and You Zhanjian. None! As the wife of the head of the off-road village, she has always been on thin ice. Although she is approachable and has no airs, everyone has to respectfully call her sister-in-law when they see her. That is due to her character and she has the qualification. Most of her empire was brought by her! How could these subordinates hook up with her and take advantage of her if they respect her so much? Besides, all fools know that You Zhanjian loves Su Muran so much...

"I...I..." Shen Xuru's voice kept trembling, and tears of despair slid to her lips. If she had a stronger personality and another woman, could she humiliate him? You can flirt with women, and so can I. Can Hongxing cheat? Or if she has a temper like Su Muran, she will probably smile charmingly and say, You Zhanjian didn’t hook up with me, it was me who seduced him, what’s wrong?! But she is Shen Xuru, and this unwarranted charge, How could she receive it? How could she afford it?

Yue Yue said that You Zhanjian beat Su Muyan, which caused the estrangement between the Su and Yue families. On the surface, it was You Zhanjian who was complaining about Su Muran. On the surface, it was You Zhanjian who could not tolerate the arrival of Hai Hai, but in fact, it was You Zhanjian who was in front of the Su family. , so clearly revealed his cross-country dissatisfaction with the Su family, because everyone has known for so many years that You Zhanjian’s words represent cross-country;

Cross Country said that after the leader of the celebration party was poisoned, Yue Feng refused to join the game. It seems that you, Shen Xuru, are kind as a woman. It seems that you, Shen Xuru, don't want to see "other people's sincere suffering", but in fact, you are slandering Yue Feng in front of him. , so thoroughly explained the harm he had done to the leader of the alliance and the use he had made of Yue Feng, Yue Feng did not believe that others only believed in her sister-in-law;

Yue Yue said that You Zhanjian's and Shen Xuru's tactics were so similar that others couldn't relate to each other, but he knew it very well. He sneered, "It's hard to guard against domestic thieves day and night, what about Guo Ao, Su Muzi, Gu Zhenhai, what about Lin" Qian Chen Zhu Xuanyuan Jiuye Wanyan Junsui, his biggest enemy off-road is actually his wife by his pillow and his confidant brother.

At that moment, Chen Xuru wanted to defend You Zhanjian, saying that You Zhanjian was always motivated and not so insidious, saying that You Zhanjian was more sincere than anyone else and could not plot behind his back, and what did You Zhanjian really mean? What? And he loves Su Muran so much... All the words were on her lips, but she couldn't say them out. If she did, she would be protecting her adulterer.

The marriage is still on its last legs and has been disconnected to this day. I thought it was Siluo who supported Qiao Mu, but I never imagined that this beloved man would be so unlucky.

She couldn't listen to what he said next. The tears were so swollen that they were clogged in her ears. Running out of the door was the only way to survive. She originally wanted to say that you are so shameless for going off-road. She wanted to give him a slap in the face and then left angrily. But she was reluctant to fight, and she definitely could not offend his power. Her father did not teach her the three obediences and the four virtues. On the contrary, he said that daughters of Jianghu should strive for self-improvement. However, for a martial arts expert like her, she was really impressed the first moment she saw cross-country. , his resolute actions, his majesty and fierceness, and his vitality made her follow, admire, and look up to him regardless of her own safety. Because she believed that he was unparalleled in the world, she lowered her eyebrows and looked down to the point of surrender...

Now, it was him who spoke first. He laid the cards first and filed the lawsuit first. He could be such a rogue. Who taught her to treat him as everything but it didn't matter at all? He could beat her because he was too Understanding her cowardice, he thought she couldn't live without him, but he didn't know that until now, she was still subconsciously understanding him, protecting him, and supporting him...

Why is it that the fate of someone who is completely determined is death?

Poor Shen Xuru ran away from the door without knowing where he was going. He staggered for a while and suddenly thought of seeking death. The blood stains on the Xiaoxiang bamboo reminded Shen Xuru of death...death, beating. Broken tokens, canceling the afterlife...

Use this hard bamboo to cut your own wrist and die. Why is it difficult to die? But no one feels sorry for you. Who will show you when you die?! Shen Xuru took a deep breath and was so sad that she had no strength to commit suicide. Therefore, I couldn't continue after half of the stroke, so I had no choice but to take it back. I didn't want to take it back, and the friction made the wound deeper. Okay, okay, God's will is like this, isn't it? Shen Xuru's eyes were dull, and she let it go The gurgling blood flowed to his arm until it rotted...

"Mrs. Yue..." A familiar voice rang in her ears. Shen Xu wiped her tears instinctively and turned around in confusion. She hadn't regained consciousness yet and didn't know where she was. It turned out that it was already dawn, and it was new so soon. One day? Even if Shen Xuru dies, what can she do to change the world? The sky will still be bright and people will still be as unfeeling.

After clearing up her embarrassment, she looked at the person coming, but she couldn't clear up the traces of tears on her face. Shen Xuru, Shen Xuru, you probably didn't want people you know to see your misfortune, so you unknowingly broke into the house where Feng was under house arrest. The prison of Xiao Yin?

Yes, the cage. Even though Cross Country has made all the superficial efforts to cross the wind, it is hard to deny that Feng Xiaoyin is actually Cross Country's check and balance for Lin Qian and Yuefeng's hostage. Seeing that the situation is carefree, in fact, there are spies here. .When Shen Xuru came back to his senses, Xiaoxiang Bamboo had nowhere to hide.

"What are you doing?!" Yin'er was shocked to see the blood on her wrist, grabbed her bamboo hands and hurriedly separated them, "What are you doing!" Shen Xuru didn't want her to find out, but at this moment she was in pain. , could only squat on the ground, cover his face with his hands and sob.

"Madam..." Hongying wanted to see her injury, but she didn't dare to disturb her. She glanced at Yin'er, with concern and worry in her eyes, "Alliance leader..."

"If you want to commit suicide, okay, commit suicide for something more worthwhile." Yin'er sadly helped Shen Xuru up. Shen Xuru nodded first, then shook his head, not listening at all.

It wasn't until Yin'er handed back the Xiaoxiang bamboo that Shen Xuru felt a little moved. The dreams and love that once held hers were all reduced to ashes...

"This Xiaoxiang Bamboo has killed so many powerful enemies for him. It is your weapon, how can it be stained with your own blood." Yin'er said softly, but her words were hard, "Nvxia Shen, please don't be confused. Harm yourself with the most glorious thing."
Chapter completed!