"kindness.? ? "

"I suffered a lot."

"They beat me, scold me, say something ugly, and even say they want to take off one of my legs."

Shu Jingguang said as he looked at his daughter Shu Yishan, hoping to win her sympathy. "Now, the teeth in her mouth are moved and they are slapped in the face."

Sure enough, when Shu Yishan, who was watching TV, frowned and her ears couldn't help but move.

"But it's fine, nothing is wrong now."

Shu Jingguang felt warm in his heart. Although it was just a simple action of his daughter, he also knew that his daughter still loved him and did not want him to be hurt.

"That's good."

Ning Tianlin nodded, "Then, uncle, you have suffered so much grievances and been struggling for so long, and you must be tired. I have someone prepared a room for you. You can rest quickly."

After thinking about it, Ning Tianlin was about to ask Shu Jingguang to rest quickly. His relationship with this daughter was not formed in a day or two, and of course it would not be completely resolved just because of one or two things.

However, it should be very likely to be gentle, after all, both of them care about each other.

"Yeah, that's fine."

Shu Jingguang sighed, feeling a little unhappy, and there was no way. Until now, his daughter had never said a word to him and was watching TV. However, just as he stood up and was about to leave, he couldn't help but look at Shu Yishan and said seriously, "Yishan, I've really changed! I won't gamble again!"

"I know it's dad who used to be sorry for you, I'm just a beast!"

"I hope you... can forgive dad and give dad a last chance."

After saying that, he stared at Shu Yishan very seriously and nervously, hoping that she could look back at him. After waiting for nearly a minute, Shu Yishan's eyes were concentrated on the TV and did not watch him.

"Why."

After a long time, Shu Jingguang sighed, turned around and followed the waiter away to the resting place. But he had turned around and didn't notice that just as his figure disappeared in the flying saucer hall, two lines of clear tears fell from the corner of Shu Yishan's eyes.

She passed her cheeks and wet her clothes.

And he slowly turned around and looked at the aisle without anything.

"Yishan, why are you doing this?"

Ning Tianlin felt a little uncomfortable. He could solve all kinds of material and life problems through various ways, but he could do nothing about this relationship. Should he take action and erase the painful memory of Yishan?

But you should know that this kind of memory existed when Shu Yishan was very young and lasted for nearly ten years. If these memories were erased, Shu Yishan would lose most of his memories. If this were the case, it could be said that he was no longer an independent self, and Ning Tianlin would not do this.

But looking at Shu Yishan's appearance now, he really didn't feel very happy.

"I don't know either." Shu Yishan shook her head and choked, "I don't know why, I just don't want to forgive him. I can't overcome the hurdle in my heart."

"Tianlin, you don't know, I have never told you that my mother left home when I was eight years old. Because my mother couldn't stand his gambling, he almost lost his property and fucked quietly!"

"I remember clearly that that year, the night before my mother left, she hugged me and cried all night. But my father gambled!"

"The next day, I saw a letter left by my mother at the head of the bed. I still remember what it said, and I will never see it in my life!"

Shu Yishan's eyes were already crying red. She wiped her tears with her hands and said crying, "My mother said in the letter that she didn't want to leave this house or leave me, but if she didn't leave again, she would be taken to the gambling game to gamble!"

"At that time, my mother said, my good father had already agreed to a gambler in the village to repay the gambling debts with my mother's body!"

Speaking of this, Shu Yishan's eyes showed a painful look that Ning Tianlin had never seen before. "I was still young at that time and didn't know what my mother meant, but I kept it firmly in my heart."

"I will never forget it in my life!"

"When I grew up and became sensible, I rarely went back to that home and stayed in school all day. I really don't know how I got through those years."

"Tianlin, you may not believe it. When I was in junior high school, I ate the leftovers of my classmates, received their alms, and endured the rolling eyes of some people and the sarcasm. At that time, if it weren't for compulsory education, the tuition fee was reduced and the school waived my accommodation fee, I wouldn't know if I could finish the junior high school."

"Because my father doesn't care about me and doesn't have the money to support me! As long as he has money, he will go gamble! Only when he wins money occasionally and is happy will he remember that he has a daughter like me, buy me some delicious food and come to see me at school!"

Shu Yishan said this and stopped crying. Perhaps she was really discouraged. "When I was in high school, I earned all my tuition, book fees, living expenses, etc.!"

"I have sold newspapers, sent milk, and used my summer vacation to work as a nanny at someone else's house to cook and wash clothes for others!"

"What's funny is that when my father learned that I did this to make money, he not only didn't care about me, but occasionally he would go to school to ask me for money to pay off my debts and go gamble!"

"In those years, I never wore a new piece of clothing or had a snack. I even moved bricks in the brick kiln during the summer vacation of my senior year and senior year, because only there can I earn 175 yuan a day!"

Looking back on the past, Shu Yishan did not feel the fulfillment or hardship of life. She only felt sad. If it weren't for her father's gambling, she wouldn't have become like this!

Like other people's children, she has delicious food and new clothes to wear, just study hard, and doesn't worry about anything left. Her childhood and teenagers really don't have to live such a miserable life!

"Tianlin, do you still remember? I once told you that sometimes, when my father is forced into anger, I will find a way to raise money for him."

Ning Tianlin nodded. After he was reborn, the first time he saw Shu Yishan was earning money for his father to pay off his debts.

"But you may not know." A self-deprecating smile appeared on Shu Yishan's lips, "I don't pity him! I just don't want someone to beat him to death! If he really dies, I will really have no family in this world and become an lonely child."

"Although he is my father, he is also him, which makes me lose a complete home!"

Shu Yishan had closed her eyes and let her tears fall again. When she returned to the past at home, all she could think of was sadness.

Note: Tomorrow's update! At least thirty chapters!
Chapter completed!