Chapter 212 Gu Zhan, I'm Scared!(2/2)
Gu Zhan didn't want to discuss this issue in depth with her, but she didn't expect that she would not go down after giving her a step and insisted on holding him.
He felt a sense of uneasiness in his heart, and his eyebrows hopped violently.
He did not answer.
The serious expression on Qi Huan's face finally loosened a little, and a difficult and bitter smile came out from the corner of her lips: "I dare not, I said that I am actually quite brave; I am not willing to let go because I am bound by the so-called blood and family affection, because I am not a filial son and grandson of a filial son and grandson, I can only be regarded as a villain who holds grudges and caress. If you are forced to do anything extraordinary, I am especially like this, but the reason why I can't do it between them... is just because I don't want to."
Qi Huan is actually the kind of girl who has very little tears, and she doesn't like to cry.
Originally, this was not a big deal, but when she thought of the horror scene at the night banquet of Prince Ning’s mansion two days ago, her tears suddenly burst out without time to control her.
A kind of late-minded and belated collapsed submerged her extremely rational and sober brain in an instant.
Gu Zhan is usually used to her unrestrained and even a little arrogant. She didn't expect that she would suddenly cry like this, and her tears were overflowing to the point of being uncontrollable in an instant...
"Qi Huan..." Gu Zhan spoke hastily, his throat choked, and he was really panicked.
He didn't even expect to wipe her tears, and he was so helpless that he was frozen there.
Qi Huan's lips maintained the curve of that smile, and his tone was self-deprecating and depressing: "I don't want to kill people, and I hate the smell of blood. I'm actually annoyed that old guy Qi Zhengyu's endless plot... or to be more precise, I have hated him for a long time! But every time I almost can't bear it, I still don't want to use such means to plot against him."
At this moment, she was tearful and continued to raise her head. In fact, the tears blocked her and she could no longer see Gu Zhan's face.
She almost gave in to herself: "I really hate this ghost place and the people around me who have done all the tasks, but I just don't want to plot against human life because I'm afraid. Since I was a child, no one has taught me, and I never thought that I would need to do such a thing one day. I'm afraid that once I do this, I will give in and even become worse, and that I may no longer be me."
Gu Zhanyi was in an extremely chaotic state of mind, and he never thought about how to deal with Qi Huan who suddenly cried and almost collapsed.
Yes, collapse!
Qi Huan's mood at this moment can be described as collapse.
During the period after her time traveling, she seemed to have always come from it. It can even be said that she was obedient and actively accepting and adapting to this new environment and new identity. However, in a foreign land, as a completely alien, how could she be without panic and uneasy? She just knew that thinking too much is useless, so she hid all these negative emotions without any trace.
She can quickly overcome and adapt, but she only regards human life as a mustard. Everyone can plot against everything else, including life, for her own benefit, so that she does not want to integrate into it no matter what.
She was born in a peaceful era. In the past nearly thirty years, she has never even participated in fighting and fighting. She has to accuse her dog walking without leashing as a vicious incident that hinders social security...
Even though this is only in a book, everyone, including Gu Zhan, who appears in front of her now, is not a piece of paper that can be torn apart without any feelings, but a person with flesh and blood, and emotion, so that she can truly feel their existence!
She could actually grit her teeth and force herself to adapt, but from the bottom of her heart, she still stubbornly wanted to stick to this bottom line.
Although--
I don’t know how long I can last!
She also wants to be her original self, instead of becoming a puppet like Ye Xunyi and others in the book to provide readers with a sense of pleasure and decompression.
Tonight, if Gu Zhan hadn't pierced the window paper and did something for her that she had been tangled in her heart like a spell, she had always wanted to do but could not do...
She would keep pretending to be nothing and keep hiding this kind of deep depression.
She had to just live until one day she could no longer avoid it, and then she broke out at once and became a puppet who was confused and constantly compromised.
This sudden pretentiousness made Qi Huan cry violently.
At this time, she had no choice but to care about anything else. Gu Zhan stood there and threw herself into his arms, hugged her and cried happily, and wiped his tears and nose all over him.
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Chapter completed!