I'm used to it, I've never had many friends. There seemed to be a hint of loneliness in He Xinyuan's eyes.

Lin Momo could not turn a blind eye to this loneliness. At this moment, she suddenly felt that she had been wearing tinted glasses to see He Xinyuan, which was too unfair to her.

Fang Zigui doesn't like He Xinyuan, perhaps because of his brother. Bai Qingqing said that He Xinyuan has a bad character, but it was all seen from some gossip posts. She had never seen He Xinyuan and had never been with her.

These people have no contact with her at all. Why are they qualified to say what kind of person she is? Perhaps, she is not such a person at all?

At this moment, Lin Momo suddenly wanted to finish the skewers with her.

He Xinyuan ate a bunch of very spicy white tripe. After eating, she smacked her lips and reached out to get the iced beer beer beer beer beer beer aside. Lin Momo took away her beer, then got up and got her a can of soy milk.

Drink this soy milk can relieve spicy food.

You... He Xinyuan looked at Lin Momo in surprise, and was overjoyed in an instant, and she actually stuttered. Thank you... Thank you!

Lin Momo did not respond, and she didn't even understand why it was just an ordinary trick to her. He Xinyuan wanted to look at her with such a life-saving look.

He Xinyuan seemed to feel that her overly excited behavior brought uneasiness to Lin Momo, so she retracted her gaze and ate two more bites of food.

Actually, I also came from Beijing. From the southern city, I have no friends here who can make friends. As He Xinyuan was eating, she suddenly raised her head and said something to Lin Momo for no reason.

Lin Momo thought for a while and comforted him: You may not have found it yet. As long as you are sincere to others, you will always have friends.

He Xinyuan nodded solemnly: Then I treat you sincerely, are you willing to be my friend?

Lin Momo's movements were a little stiff in an instant... She was gentle enough in her heart and wanted to bring a little warmth to this sensitive, fragile and eager for friendship, but she also felt that something was strange.

After all, others think that only people with similarities and similarities will be together.

Seeing that she didn't say anything, He Xinyuan withdrew her gaze and lowered her head and smiled, as if she was a little self-deprecating.

I used to treat people with sincerity, but since I was injured again and again, I have no sincerity. He Xinyuan suddenly began to tell Lin Momo her story on her own.

Lin Momo looked up at her, then lowered her head to eat the food in the bowl without interrupting her.

He Xinyuan seemed to have received tacit approval, so she began to continue saying: I think girls as gentle as you, who can express kindness to me, are all happy families, right? Otherwise, if I were like me, in an environment that never cared for, then naturally I wouldn’t believe in love.

Do you know? My father is a labor reform criminal... There is no such statement now. It is said that labor reform has been abolished. Simply put, my father is just a prisoner. When I was young, my father drove a truck to deliver goods to others, and my mother was a housewife. At that time, our family lived in a small town. It was a little poor, but very happy. My mother was very gentle in my impression. Every day when I came home from school, I could see my mother cooking and waiting for my father to come back.

When I was in the second grade of elementary school, one day I was happily coming home from school, thinking about what dinner my mother would make tonight. But halfway through, I heard a boy in the same class come over and say to me, saying that my father killed someone and killed my mother. How could I believe it at that time? I picked up a stone from the road and smashed the boy's head. The boy was beaten to death by me and cried and said that he wanted to go home to complain... He must have complained. After all, as long as the parents are biological parents, they are pampered and held in the palm of their hands. But his parents did not go to cause trouble for me later, probably because they thought I was too pitiful.

I ran home quickly, but saw several police cars parked at the door of my house. My mother was gone, and there was only a pool of blood on the ground. My father was taken into the car by the police. Although I didn't know what I had given birth, I always felt that as long as my father left, I would never see him again. So I ran over and beat the police, bit the policeman's thigh, and cried and made them let go of my father. The policeman was beaten so hard that he didn't speak or get angry. He just quietly took my hand and pushed my father into the car.

I ran home alone and closed the door and cried. When it was dark, I heard my neighbor's aunt knocking on the door and asking me if I was hungry or not, or if I could go to her house for dinner. I deliberately lowered my crying. The aunt thought I was asleep, so she sighed and left. Then I heard her in his yard, chatting with her husband while cooking, saying that I didn't expect my mother to hook up with men at home every day. That man was a clown who came to our town to perform circus. When they were performing the first scene, my mother took me to see it. My mother told me that the clown had a smile on his lips, but the face behind the smile was not happy at all. The circus stayed in our town for two weeks, and later I realized that within these two weeks, the man came to our house every day when my father was going out to deliver goods.

On the day of the incident, my father went home early and happened to meet them. He caught the man with a knife. He was not willing to kill my mother. But when my mother was protecting the man, he slapped my mother and knocked her out. When I returned home, the man and my mother were both sent to the hospital, so I didn't see it. He Xinyuan said this and took another sip of cold beer, and then continued to say, the story is very vulgar, right? It's the cause of many unfortunate families. The husband is busy with work and does not care about his wife. His wife feels lonely and goes to find someone who can warm her, and then he has misfortune. Later, my father was sentenced to lifelessness and is still in prison.

Later, after my mother recovered, she became a completely different person and never cooked for me again. In the first week, she lay on the bed every day and cried. When she was hungry, she would tie the yellow mud on the wall to eat, and neither move nor take a bath. Fortunately, it was winter, otherwise it would be smelly... Haha... That week, I survived with the care of my neighbor's aunt. The next week, she began to cheer up and get out of bed, cooked a bowl of instant noodles for me. After eating, I went to school happily. I felt that our family had finally survived. As long as my mother continued to cook, my dad would come back...

After school that day, a classmate in the class joked about me, saying that my father was a murderer and that he would have to work hard for the rest of his life. I was so angry that I fought with them. Several of them were boys and girls who went up to beat me together, knocking me to the snow, and I was covered in mud and water. I returned home very late that day, and the house was dark and dark. I saw my mother lying on the bed with her eyes open and she didn't fall asleep. I wanted to go over and act like a spoiled person, saying that I was beaten today, and wanted my mother to wrap me in her arms and coax me to comfort me. As a result, before I could speak, my mother said coldly: 'Damn girl, I came back so late, why don't you die outside?'

He Xinyuan said this, smiled bitterly, took a sip of beer, and then said: I really don’t know that my mother has hated my dad to that point, and she even hates me because I was born to her and my dad. But at that time, my mom was the only relative in the world, and I didn’t dare to make her angry. I also wanted to catch this last touch of warmth. Every time I was beaten at school, I would wear my clothes in reverse, go home, and after my mom fell asleep, I went outside to get water and wash clothes. I was very special.

I am particularly grateful to the well of our house. The water is warm even in winter... It may be that my hands are too cold, so I feel warm. Usually, after washing my clothes, I won’t dry the next day, so I wear them to school. The clothes that have not been dried will have a very bad smell. Have you smelled it? I guess you haven’t smelled it. During that time, I brought this smell to school every day. My classmates were far away from me and called me a bed bug and a crawled from the cesspool...

But even though I was so careful to maintain the relationship between me and my mother, my mother still put on her only skirt and put on some cheap cosmetics she bought in the county in the spring of the next year, and left the town. She told her neighbor that she was going out to work and asked her neighbor to deliver food to me every day, and she would give her neighbor money. The neighbor was still sympathetic to me at that time, so she agreed.

In the first few months, my mother would send money to my neighbor's aunt every month. I lived alone at home. Although sometimes I felt cold and lonely, I didn't starve to death. At that time, I was naive to study hard and take the college entrance examination and come to Beijing to go to Tsinghua University. Then one day, my neighbor's aunt suddenly stopped delivering food to me. I thought that my neighbor's aunt had forgotten that night and didn't dare to ask, but the next day she still didn't come. I was so hungry that I had cramps. I really had no choice but to look for her. As a result, my neighbor's aunt looked contempt and forced out some hypocrisy and said to me: 'Your mother has not been back for money for two months. Our family is not close to you, so we can't always support you, right?'

At that time, I was very sensitive, so I never went to my neighbor's aunt's house again. Later, I told the teacher about this. The teacher helped me apply for free campus living, and all the food and accommodation were in the school. This was fine. Every day, I was the first to go back to the dormitory after school. The dormitory manager in the dormitory was very strict, and no one scolded me or beat me casually.
Chapter completed!