Chapter 181 Gu Jingxuan's Pain
This was the first time Gu Jingxuan saw Shi Luo himself afterwards.
Gu Jingxuan froze and blood flowed backwards all over his body.
Time to fall... Time to fall...
I thought I had made enough mental preparations, but it was not until now that he realized that he overestimated himself.
He was not ready, still not ready.
Seeing Shi Luo's cold gaze, Gu Jingxuan's heart tugged, and his mind was uncontrollable and he remembered the figure in Dr. Chang's video.
He remembered the wind that he had once hated fell when it blew, and the way she said she felt uncomfortable and cold, scenes kept appearing.
I only watched it once and never saw it again, but those pictures were deeply engraved in my mind. As time goes by, it has not faded, but has become clearer and clearer.
Gu Jingxuan's whole body was stiff, and his heart seemed to be strangled by a rope. The more he wanted to loosen, the tighter he tightened.
He could only tell himself over and over again: It was not her, not her.
He said this to himself and finally breathed, but the guilt was uncontrollable and bursts of guilt surged up.
He didn't know, he never knew, it turned out that she was so uncomfortable to draw blood, and she didn't know that drawing blood was so harmful to her body.
He never knew it, so sometimes he could not have blood transfusions, but he was a little uncomfortable, but Li Fang said he could lose, Gu Xiao said she was fine and she was not afraid of her brother being better.
Seeing that Gu Xiao's face was rosy, in good spirits, and was very healthy, and she was so considerate, he agreed.
He just thought Gu Xiao was fine, so he was moved every time, but he didn't take it seriously.
He never knew it would kill people and it was so painful.
He could no longer remember Shi Luo's appearance, but these days he dreamed of midnight, as long as he fell asleep, he would always dream of her eyes and look at him in fear.
He was a murderer in her eyes.
Because he is the devil who will kill her, he slowly kills her again and again.
So she was afraid of him.
He was watched like that day and night but had no choice. Later, he dreamed that he had become a vampire, sucking Shi Luo's blood dry, and killing her.
Nightmares all night long made him feel at ease, and he didn't even dare to think about the name Shi Luo.
After seeing the video, the name Shi Luo fell into his bones and blood like a gangrene attached to his bones.
The thorns attached to the bones should be removed as soon as possible. He knew this truth, but could not be removed.
He only had to tell himself again and again that numbing himself over and over again was not the time to fall, and he could get peace.
Gu Jingxuan was interrupted by Gu Xiao's crying and pulling.
"Brother, let's go back, I don't want to be here..."
Gu Jingxuan's eyes moved slowly to Gu Xiao's face.
Gu Jingxuan has lost food and had difficulty resting because of nightmares and worries during this period. He lost a lot of weight and his enthusiasm and pride have been much less.
He lost weight, and Gu Xiao became thinner.
The little face as big as a palm is pale and the red eyes are pitiful. If it were in the past, Gu Jingxuan would naturally feel extremely distressed.
But at this moment, he didn't feel distressed, and even thought of the text message Shi Luoying on the scarf.
The news was from Gu Xiao.
Now every time he sees Gu Xiao, his mind will be uncontrollably reminded of these things.
I remembered the content of the text message, and the look of Gu Xiaobai Baipang sitting by the bed and let Shi Luo save him.
I remembered the obedient words that Gu Xiao once said to save his brother.
The warm words that once made him warm have become distorted and ridiculous.
Her face was rosy and she said with her breasts, and she became so ridiculous in the weak voice of Shi Luo's help.
Gu Jingxuan couldn't help but be stunned.
Gu Xiao stepped up his efforts, "Brother, have you heard what I said? I want to go back, I don't want to record anymore, mom is still waiting for us to go back, let's go back..."
Gu Xiao's crying made Gu Jingxuan come to his senses, and then he inevitably thought of Li Fang.
That kind mother.
Li Fang is kind to Gu Xiao and better to him. He is still satisfied with this stepmother. Some time ago, I felt that it would be fine to change my words to call him mother in the future.
But now when he saw Li Fang, he remembered that she treated her other daughter's life like an ant.
Gu Jingxuan was stunned again, and Gu Xiao gritted his teeth.
She was very nervous. Gu Jingxuan always looked at her with such eyes these days, which made her frightened.
She cried for so long, and waited for her brother to support her, but after waiting for a long time, Gu Jingxuan didn't say anything.
Gu Xiao couldn't cry anymore and could only rely on himself.
She turned around and looked at the director, "Director, I'm not feeling well, I may not be able to participate in the recording..."
The director seemed to be unsurprising and walked over with a smile, "Where is it uncomfortable? Do you want us to take you to the hospital? If the doctor's diagnosis is really impossible to record, then we have no objection, but if it can still be recorded, we have to record it. After all, we have signed a contract."
Signing a contract means compensation.
Gu Xiao was angry when he heard this, thinking that some compensation was nothing. There was Yuanhang Media behind her... No, she was gone.
Gu Xiao's expression changed and he wanted to look for his brother.
But Gu Jingxuan didn't look at him at all, and his eyes looked straight at Shi Luo behind the director.
Only Shi Luo in his eyes.
Gu Xiao's heart was instantly clamped into a ball. How could my brother look at Shi Luo? My brother said that he believed her...
Her heart was occupied by panic and fear, and she was shaking, as if she was about to faint in the next second.
In the past, Gu Jingxuan was always paying attention to her condition and her abnormality would soon appear, but this time Gu Jingxuan did not.
He was uncontrollably looking at it and his thoughts were confused.
When the incident broke out, Gu Jingxuan downloaded the scarf and decided not to care about it, and decided to believe Gu Xiao.
But he was scared, and he was afraid that Shi Luo would come to him.
If Shi Luo comes to him, what should he do if he wants to be Miss Gu’s family to replace Gu Xiao?
He thought a lot and had a lot of contradictions, but in the end he fell to nothing.
He couldn't say whether he was relieved or disappointed, so he was so conflicted, hoping that she would come over, but afraid that she would come over, so he escaped.
At this moment, he was still in conflict and couldn't help but look at Shi Luo, but he didn't know what to do.
In his conflict, Gu Xiao couldn't help but pull his sleeves hard and divert his attention.
"Brother, the director is talking to you."
Gu Xiao was afraid that Gu Jingxuan would directly recognize Shi Luo if he continued to watch.
The director laughed and repeated, "The program will be recorded and withdrawn, and we will be charged for compensation in the future. We will also be blacklisted by us. It's really... I suggest recording it."
Gu Jingxuan was silent.
He didn't take this threat seriously in the past, and he didn't even remember it if he didn't record it. It didn't matter, but now it won't work.
Gu Jingxuan looked at Gu Xiao, "Xiaoxiao..."
Without saying it clearly, Gu Xiao already knew Gu Jingxuan's attitude.
Her tears rolled down instantly.
"elder brother..."
How could my brother treat her like this? In the past, as long as she cried, he would never force her.
Don't even have to cry.
How can this be done now?
She has already done this. She was forced to quit the show before, but now she is forced to record the show.
Gu Xiao cried so hard that he was heartbroken.
Chapter completed!