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Chapter 1826 Despair

"Thank you, Sister Bai! My neighbor is an empty-nest elderly man. Both of them are sick and in poor health. Often, the disease just hits another one and falls ill. In recent years, our family felt sad and uncomfortable when they see them, but no one can help subsidize others. But yesterday, people from the community came to their door and gave them a lot of things. They also said that someone donated money to treat them and see a doctor. I was there at the time and couldn't help crying when I saw it."

"Who would have thought that the current grand warmth delivery event would be initiated by an artist? Sister Bai is so competent as a model. I would like to give you a big thumbs up!"

"I feel that the atmosphere in the entire entertainment industry has improved a lot after having Xiaobai. The mobilization activity some time ago made many fans who collapsed houses sad, but now everyone has the courage again. My friend said: With Xiaobai here, I think if my idol really has a problem, he may not be exposed by all parties after he can last for half a year. At worst, I will change my idol again. I will laugh to death when I hear it hahaha."

The sweeping activity that fans mentioned was the group's "grasping typical examples and creating new trends". It was the lists that Jiang Xiaobai used to pick up as these typical attacks. The purge did have a lot of results, and it also caused many originally popular stars to fall into the market.

"Report to Sister Bai, we are very obedient and no longer harassing Grandma Cai and Nannan. Only people buy insoles, but no one deliberately pays more. So when will the lottery start?"

"I'm afraid Xiaobai will secretly draw the prize when I'm not here."

"Everyone must abide by the rules and contribute a lot to the lottery cause!"

...

It's a hand rope again.

Jiang Xiaobai laughed at him, and was about to quit, but he saw an inconspicuous comment.

"Zhang Cuihua will be very happy in the next life: I have donated supplies these two days. Compared to those in difficulties, it may be just a drop in the bucket, but it is all for me. I hope they can take on this future and live a good life. I will be happy to see them happy. Xiaobai, I also hope that you can always keep your original intention and live a happy life. You deserve the whole world and wish you a blessing."

Jiang Xiaobai's heart moved.

This seems normal, but she feels an unspeakable sense of incongruity when she sees it. Every word she says reveals hope, but what is presented to Jiang Xiaobai is not a happy and upward emotion at all, but...

With a calmness without joy or sorrow.

"It's all about me", "taking the future", "living well", these words reveal strangeness, and the words that wish Jiang Xiaobai's blessing are even more strange, just like the last hope.

Jiang Xiaobai looked at this person's id—

Zhang Cuihua will be very happy in the next life.

Suddenly, Jiang Xiaobai thought of Haizi's poem-

"Facing the sea, spring flowers bloom."

This poem is a lyric poem written by Haizi in 1989. The lines in the poem reveal light and brightness, and there is hope and desire for life. Just listening, it seems that a landscape painting full of sunshine appears before you.

Almost everyone feels that when they hear it, Haizi, the poet who wrote it, is also an optimistic, sunny, lively and cheerful person, with a happy life and contentment.

However, the facts are completely opposite.

Just two months after the poem was finished, Haizi committed suicide by lying on the track.

In fact, in the poem, his true inner monologue has been revealed in many details, proving that he is far less sunny and warm than he seems on the surface—

From tomorrow, be a happy person.

From tomorrow, care about food and vegetables.

From tomorrow, we will communicate with every relative.

...

Look, it's all "from tomorrow".

What does this mean? It means that he is not happy at the moment, he does not care about the outside world at all, and he is now disconnected from his relatives.

He was isolated and helpless, in a state of discouragement and despair.

Jiang Xiaobai felt that the words "Zhang Cuihua" were inexplicably like Haizi's poem, looking at the sunshine and reading it makes you feel cold.

So Jiang Xiaobai stopped and was about to withdraw from Weibo, but instead clicked on Zhang Cuihua's homepage.

Surprisingly, this is a little internet celebrity. She has hundreds of thousands of fans and the latest homepage also has photos of her promoting advertising products.

This is a beauty blogger who can write some reviews of beauty products and some advertising posts. She doesn’t share much private life content, and the entire account seems to be a person’s work number.

Jiang Xiaobai slid down a little, found one of her videos and clicked in.

There is nothing to see in photos. It is static and there is very little state of a person that can be reflected in. If the person is still wearing makeup and editing the picture, even fewer can be seen.

In contrast, the video may also be fake, but at least it is dynamic, and it can tell a person's expression, behavior, tone and emotion.

"Hello, good afternoon, sisters, I am Zhang Cuihua from the entrance of the village. Today I will bring you an evaluation of 6 shower gels... In fact, the babies have urged me to be almost two months old. I feel that if I don't know, you will almost send me a blade..."

The girl in the video is very thin, wearing a white vest dress, and her exposed shoulders are full of skinnyness.

True, right-angled shoulders.

Jiang Xiaobai looked at Zhang Cuihua. She had a bright smile, a delicate voice, and her delicate face looked like a Barbie doll, very cute.

I didn’t get much of it after watching the video. The girl was very professional. The video she recorded had no unnecessary nonsense. She kept a smile throughout the whole process and her tone was also relaxed and raised, making people feel comfortable.

Jiang Xiaobai continued to slide down and clicked on another video.

"Hello, good evening, sisters, I'm Zhang Cuihua from the entrance of the village... Hmm, I changed my nickname a little, and some friends have discovered and sent me a private message to me to ask what happened. In fact, there is nothing, just that everyone will be nervous and anxious. I want to change my name to make me happy. When I adjust my status, I will change it back. Let's start our topic today. What I want to evaluate today is..."

When Jiang Xiaobai heard this, he watched the time when the video was released.

That was a week ago.

A week ago, Cuihua changed the ID to "Zhang Cuihua will be happy in the next life". Some fans noticed something strange and asked privately, but her performance was nothing, just a casual complaint. In the video, she also had a soft smile, just a cute sweet girl, and there was nothing unusual.

Jiang Xiaobai frowned and went to read the comments.

"Huahua, you have to take good care of your health. I feel like you are losing weight again and your chin is getting sharper and sharper."
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