Chapter 1163 Character's True Color(1/2)
Sure enough, what's the use of talking about these feelings? It's better to play games, at least the game won't betray yourself.
Su Shi'an was angry and opened the joy, but the first record popped up reminded him of Liu Mo's existence again.
Yes, they often passed the level online at the beginning, and she was still the only friend in her game.
When playing this game again, you will only think of her all the time. Su Shian lowered his curse and simply started playing the New Year lucky bag game in Micro Time and Space again.
In these games, players can obtain lucky bags by passing through levels, and then they need to share the lucky bags before they can get the gifts inside.
Su Shian had just played the first game, and she was ranked first in the "Recent Contacts" list after sharing.
After all, she is the one who contacted me the most during this period.
Still can't get rid of it? At this time, Su Shian didn't know whether he was angry with her or herself, but in short, his heart was filled with nameless fire. That day, he played games over and over again, and the lucky bag he got was thrown to Jian Zhiheng all the time.
Until the evening when Jian Zhiheng received the prompt message, he couldn't help but be surprised, how many times did he play?
In the days when there was no other party, the two of them guessed each other and endured each other in anger. They would post a dynamic to provoke the other party, but no one would bow their heads first.
This day.
The drama will be officially performed soon. Before, everyone directly cultivated tacit understanding and familiarity with the lines. Now the costumes have finally been completed. At the end of the stage, the actors began to perform makeup.
At the same time, there is also an important angle change notice.
The role of the second male lead was changed, and as for the replacement, everyone unanimously decided to let Su Shian play it.
When I first heard about it, Su Shian reacted very much.
"What are you kidding?"
"I and the detective are quarrels. How could I play the detective?"
Whether it is the hatred of the constable in childhood or the fear of the constable that he has developed when he was involved in banned businesses as an adult, he is absolutely resistant to the identity of the "constable".
"Who asked you to make someone beat someone like this, how could he act?" Someone pointed out with confidence.
"Yes, this is your fault, you have to take responsibility!" Others also cheered.
"Anyway, you've been watching it by the side for so many days, so you've remembered all the lines you should remember long ago?"
Shen Antong even bowed and persuaded: "Brother An, please help. This drama is really important to me! I will help me through this level first, and I can thank you anyway!"
Although Su Shian was still refusing, the group of people did not say anything and forced him into the room and put on makeup.
About half an hour later, Su Shian stepped out of the room again, dressed in a constable appearance. He was wearing a dark blue robe, a wide-brimmed hat, and a long knife around his waist. His already handsome face looked more delicate under careful decoration, and was extremely handsome.
"Wow, it turns out that people are pretty, they look good in any dress!" Shen Antong exclaimed first.
This was the first time Su Shian showed this image, and he felt very unnatural. He didn't know where that arrogance was thrown away. Under the brim of the hat, his vision was shifting left and right.
Guan Zhen was also heroic after changing clothes and putting on makeup. As long as he stood there, the temperament of the Justice Constable would be radiating from head to toe, which also caused a lot of surprise.
Although Guan Zhen looked in the mirror at the initial preparation, she was a little stunned for a moment because this look was so similar to his father when he was young. For many years, he could only see such a father in the old album.
Father... Guan Zhen tried hard to adjust his mentality, endured the surging sadness, and pressed the brim of his hat hard.
I will definitely inherit my father's spirit and continue to be a constable who benefits the people in my future life! I am worthy of the clothes I wear!
He swears secretly to himself in the mirror and his father in the time corridor.
In addition, there are a slight change in the remaining characters.
Since Yan Nanqing insisted on continuing to play, he changed his role this time and played the role of the criminal who lobbyed the second male lead, and was also one of the key villains.
"If you put on scar makeup, you should look even more bad-hearted." Even though he felt the wound while applying makeup, he still kept a gentle smile. The sunlight was finally in his eyes that had been hazy for many years.
Seeing Yan Nanqing's "subversive performance", Su Shian frowned in confusion: "What the hell are you doing?"
Yan Nanqing raised his head and smiled faintly at him: "Because I want to play an opponent with you."
"You have been playing the villain for a long time. This time, let me be a villain."
Since the last fight, the two of them have had some feelings.
The main reason is that Yan Nanqing is a person who is not good at self-reliance. In the past, he always used to obeying Sister Lai's instructions and letting Sister Lai make decisions for him. Recently, after accidentally learning about Sister Lai's sinister intentions and deliberately avoiding him, he still needs someone to control himself. Su Shi'an is naturally the best candidate.
These clues were naturally noticed by the sensitive gossip masses very quickly. So they also spawned another "CP party" at lightning speed.
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In this way, Su Shian inexplicably changed from an outsider to an actor in the drama.
Perhaps because the prototype of this character is his father, it is really suitable for him in all aspects.
In particular, the character itself has a dark mental journey, his struggles, his despair, and his accusations of society are exactly in line with his own voice.
When Su Shian was acting, he almost didn't have to spend much effort. He often had a feeling that he was playing himself, and this role seemed to be tailor-made for him.
Even though it was his first audition, he was already very immersed in the role. Including many detailed eyes, small movements, etc., he didn't need to act at all. Because, that was the blood and pain that were originally rooted in his soul.
Immersed in the character and experienced the character's joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness, but it was a unique feeling.
Moreover, what Su Shian realized was not only dark things.
The character has a complex human nature. He stands in darkness, but longs for light in darkness. Although Su Shian often resonates with the dark side, the more precious light side is also born in him as the plot progresses.
As a constable, his loyalty, his will to be devoured by darkness, and his heart of light that will not be erased... All of this, Su Shian must experience in order to perform this scene well. And this is like sowing a seed of light in his heart. And he also watered this seed day by day with the role.
Justice and evil, darkness and light intertwined between reality and illusion, and merged with each other. Su Shian plays this role, and it seems that he has completed a transformation in his life.
Participating in this drama still has a great benefit to him.
On the one hand, he has no time to pay attention to Liu Mo every day.
On the other hand, it seems that he has found another meaning in life in this role.
The night before the drama performance, Mo Liangcheng forwarded him an article specifically.
He said, I would like to recommend you to read this article, which is written more pertinently.
The title of the article is "Another talk about the case of death in the constable - Does Guan Zhen really owe Su Shian?"
This title is a bit dazzling. But what surprised Su Shian himself was that the rebellious emotion in his heart seemed to have really faded a lot. At least, he could already watch it calmly.
The text is as follows.
The author also paid attention to the "death of the constable" that caused a sensation across the country. However, the focus of public discussion at that time was on the sacrifice of the constable's son Guan Zhen. Few people paid attention to another key figure in this incident, namely Su Shi'an, the son of the main culprit.
The recent trial of the Tiangong Gate war has brought these two hot figures back to the public's vision.
They all grew up, but the shadow of childhood still accompanies them.
During the trial of war, Su Shian once raised a topic that would cause heated discussion in the future, that is, "Guan Ci, what you owe me, what you owe my father!"
This statement sounds ridiculous at first. As a family member of a criminal, what qualifications do you have to blame the victim’s family members openly? I believe this is one of the reasons why Su Shian was bombarded afterwards.
However, if we try to change our thinking angle and stand from the standpoint of the parties involved, it is understandable that we will have this kind of anger mentality.
If we want to convince the parties, we must first understand the parties' ideas.
So, does Guan Ci really owe Su Shian?
There is a very simple way to judge. It is what happens if we remove the character Guan Lin from the entire incident.
According to Su Shian's opinion, "If Guan Lin did not have Guan Lin, his father could escape." Okay, let's assume that this is true. His father escaped from the pursuit, so what after he escaped?
There are only three possibilities.
1. He escaped once and countless times. Perhaps he will always be free from justice. But in the same way, he will never live in a place of stability and cannot return home. He will be a shameful fugitive.
2. During his escape, he left more sins and killed a large number of constables and innocent people, but he still could not escape the French Open. At that time, no matter public opinion, his crimes would inevitably be punished for life imprisonment.
3. Because of his cruelty, he was shot dead while running away.
No matter which one it is, it will not be better than the current situation.
In other words, during the entire incident, Guan Ci not only did not regret him, but instead actively guided his transformation to a certain extent, although this influence may not be due to his subjective consciousness.
Going back to our initial question, is Guan Zhen sorry for his own father?
Yes.
Although he was young and worried at the beginning, the tragedy had already been caused.
Is Guan Ci sorry to Su Shian?
No.
Let’s talk about another question below. Is Su Shian guilty?
If he is speaking from his father's perspective, he is certainly innocent.
However, the series of actions he did in order to revenge must be guilty and a serious crime.
Therefore, if we want to condemn Su Shi'an, we should not blame him for having a criminal father, but for the crime he had committed himself.
But at this point, even if he is asked to go to jail and reflect on it, it is still inappropriate.
The author believes that instead of continuing to accuse these two parties, it is better to reflect on the social environment we are in now.
Whether it is Guan Ci or Su Shi'an, they are all very accomplished young people. What exactly is it that makes their growth and mentality deviate?
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To be continued...